Friday, 18 December 2009

At Last I Got What I've Always Wanted...


Hari ini saye nk berbahase Melayu la plak. Slalu asyek English2...penat gak! Hmm...arini ni saye nk bercerite tentang kecintaan saye terhadap kasut Skechers. Asal usul bermulenye cinta ini adalah apabila kakakku yang berade di Irelandia *Ireland* balik ke Malaysia dengan memakai sepasang kasut yang kulihat sgt cantik dan lain daripada ape yang ku selalu lihat manusia Malaysia *yours truly* pakai. Pada mase tu saye tgh gile flip flop so teringin la gak nk cube try test kasut plak...ngeh3~ Dora the Explorer la konon! Memandangkan kaki kakakku yang besar gedabak tu membuatkan saye xleh nk curi kasut Skechers tu, so saye berdetermine utk satu hari nnti bli sepasang kasut Skechers yang saye bleh pakai and bawak jalan2 tanpe perlu isi tissue dlm kasut tu...ngah3!

And after kakak saye memperkenalkan Skechers dlm family, baru la saye perasan wujudnye shoe stores Skechers yang berlambak2 kt KL tu. Kalo x, mmg smpi bile pon xprsn~ So bile saye dh jenguk2 kasut Skechers kesukaan saye tu, tibe2 my father offer nk blikan sepasang *saye xpakse my dad to buy okay!*. So, saye dengan riang ria Ribenanye menerima offer tu and bli kasut Skechers yang pertama. Ia berwarne putih and purple. Mmg heaven gile rase time tu. Keseronokan yang melampau. *tapi xtunjuk la kn, malu la~* Kne cool babe!

Kemudian, setelah bbrp lame memakai kasut tu tambah lagi ngan betape xretinye saye menjage brg berharge saye, akhirnye kasut tu berubah jadi hitam and purple. Putihnye dh ilang entah ke mane. Mencari2 tapi xjumpe. Kasut tu pon dh lembik, layu, xbermaye nk menampung kaki gajahku ini. Kenazakannye bertambah hari demi hari dan akhirnye die menghela nafas terakhir di rak kasut apartment ku di PS. Saye pon menyatakan keinginan utk bli kasut baru sbb nk pakai kasut Skechers gak! ahahaha... Saye rase sgt bersalah sebenarnye nk mintak2 my dad bli kasut Skechers tu sbb mahal. *demanding plak, nk kasut mahal je, ngade!* My parents pon bwk la saye and my sis ke OU untuk bli kasut tu. Saye ternampak kasut yang cantik and die berwarne cream!!! I LIKE!~ Saye bertegas nak kasut tu sbb die nmpk comel sgt! But my dad cm xnk blikan sbb die tau perangai saye yang mmg xreti jage brg. "Jgn smpi jd cm kasut dlu plak, jage elok2, jgn bagi kotor", said my dad. Saye sebenarnye mmg tau akhirnye kasut tu akan end up cm the pair before that but saye nekad nk bli kasut berwarne cream tu.

Setelah setahun lebih memakai kasut cream tu, die gradually bertukar menjadi seperti kasut putih saye yg first tu. Sebabnye adalah kerane die bercalar2 and mmg xleh nk hilgkan la. Time berjalan2 mmg ske "sepak" sume bnde ngan kakiku yang memakai kasut cream tu. Redha je la saye...dh habit. xleh nk ngubah care jalan. Lagipon sape je yang dapat jage kasut sebaik2nye selain Alma? Cerite psl Alma ni, die mmg jage sungguh kasut Skechers die tu. Putih melepak lagi! Xde calar lgsg! Kalo xpakai kasut tu, dibawak masuk bilik. Mmg kagum tul saye! Kalo saye la jadi cm Alma tu *konon je ni*, seminggu je kot bertahan nk buat cmtu. After that, mule la jantung ni mengepam darah2 kemalasan ke seluruh badan saye ni... Okay back to the story, akhir cerite pasal kasut cream tu die end up kt kaki si Aishah Pres sbb kasut die dh melahirkan due ekor buaye...

Crite len plak, saye tgh jalan2 kt TA tu and then mase singgah kedai Sports Planet tu terserempak la ngan kawan lame saye *Skechers* and mate saye trus tertumpu ke sepasang kasut itam yang kelihatan sgt menawan hati. Cair trus hati ni. Rase cm nk ngorat je. ahaha..xde la! Rase cm nk bli trus tapi time tu harge die 500k++, and I thought to myself, berbaloikah? Otak kate x, hati kate sgt berbaloi~ Pastu pikir2, saye membatalkan hasrat utk bli kasut hitam tu..Keciwa sgt ah time tu. Bile lalu je kedai tu msti jenguk2 tgk kasut yang saye xmampu tu. Ye la, my dad xde nk tolong hulurkan duit...ngeh3! Otak bergelige pikir nk bli ke x... Memandangkan Christmas bakal menjelang, so that means sume bnde discount! Kasut hitam tu pon didiscountkn 40%. Saye rase mmg berbaloi bersabar sblm ni. Hargenye yang mule2 500k++ jadi 335k je. Kalo nk bnding ngan kt Malaysia, kire murah la tuh! Puasnye hati ni dpt bli kasut tu even tho mmg nmpk buruk bile dipakai oleh kaki kerepot saye ni. BIAR! BIAR! BIAR!

Saturday, 12 December 2009

Queuing~ Episode 2...


Ok...Yesterday, I went to "Dunia Fantasi" or DUFAN for short, with my batchmates. It's like Genting Highlands but A LOT warmer...It's supposed to be very fun and exciting experience for us all but there's one thing that I'm sure not only me but all of us were not happy with. Which was QUEUING...

Actually the idea of queuing didn't really upset everyone if it was for 10 minutes or so. But imagine having to queue for at least an hour for a ride. That's unacceptable! Plus, we picked the wrong day to go coz tons of school girls and boys were there. I think that's the only place for them to enjoy themselves during the holidays in Jakarta. We couldn't blame them. Though, what a letdown! Even though the tickets were half-price...JIMAT!!!!

First of all, I want to say how disappointed I was that the roller coaster ride was closed at the time! That's a MAJOR LETDOWN!!! They were painting the tracks or something like that, so there's no way we're gonna ride that. GRRR!!!

Like I said, most of the rides, we had to wait for at least one hour. So after we're done with the first one, we just queued up for a second one. We didn't know what ride it was at first but since there's a line, we just followed those queuing. I thought it was a short line, but it was otherwise! They tricked us! There, we queued for what it seemed like 2 hours and found out at last that the ride was not at all worth the queuing. And during the ride, I hurt my arm trying to not flatten Qilah the thin girl~ ahahaa...

The queue was extremely long!!!!!!

Then, we went to another ride and there's where Ira and Qilah started to feel dizzy and decided to part ways. They went to the other part of the theme park and Fatin, Alma, Mazni and I went to the "extreme" rides.

After that, the four of us went to Kicir-Kicir coz it seemed so much fun and I think everybody screamed during that ride. It was so extreme! It went up and down, left to right...all over the place!
I LOVE it! Although we had to queue *again!* but it was worthwhile~ I hope I could ride it again..and again...and again...until I throw up~ Then, I'll be satisfied....ahahah

I'm loving this!!!

After that we went for our last ride of the day, or night as you might say. And it's called the TORNADO~ Sounds cool eh? It was pretty cool! Again, we queue and the sky was already dark when we got to ride the Tornado...I could see the dark sky and possible some stars...I'm not really sure coz the Tornado was fast and scary. That, I love too!

I wanted to ride it again but too bad they closed early.
So we had to call it a day and go back home. huhuhuh~ There's so many rides that we wanted to play but so little time...or should we say the queues took most of our time. Darn!

I'm loving this too!

Too bad I couldn't get a picture with me and my friends on it~ huhuhu...It's okay, NEXT TIME...bak kate Alma! ahahaha....

Oh, there's one thing that I was not very please with. Those school girls and boys that didn't have the courtesy to line up! GRRR!!! LINE UP! It's doesn't hurt to queue.

Tuesday, 8 December 2009

Back in the days when I was a naughty little girl~


The title already explains everything actually...that I'm about to uncover a secret of my childhood I'm not particularly proud of. But it made me laugh once I recalled that memory and only recently that that memory surfaced after I kept it hidden for so long.

It happened when I saw that "snack" (I don't know what it's called..) and I used to love it very much when I was a kid. I haven't eaten it since who-knows-when and last week, I got the chance to actually taste it for the first time after centuries (like I've lived that long~)...ngah3!!! Oh it was just like back then...and I still love it!!! So, what's the secret, you ask? ahaha...

They're the ones on the right...LOVE THEM!!! So delicious and cute~ secret is that I used to eat them on broad daylight during fasting month when there's no one around...Yes, I was a little kid and I couldn't stand not eating that delicious snacks....Just look at them, imagine being a kid, they're totally irresistible! They are too cute!!!! I LIKE~

When there's nobody in the kitchen, I would sneakily open the fridge door and eat them one by one by one even though my mom told me not to. Ahaha...I admit it that I was a naughty girl back then. But that's what makes life interesting. Ah I wish I could go back to those days...very carefree~ And I wish I could eat them again...SOON!

Saturday, 5 December 2009



See, here's my problem. I rented a movie about a week ago and I'm supposed to sent it back on the 30th of November. For every one day late I'll have to pay Rp5k. Now, I'm already 6 days late...and for sure Rp30k will fly away just like that! huhuhuhu..I can buy three days worth of food! GOD!!! plus tgh sengkek ni, baru lepas byr sewa rumah~ I have to go return it as soon as possible!

That's it..ahahaha xde keje~

Listening to: Set the Fire to the Third Bar by Snow Patrol

Fed Up!!!


Saye dh fed up with all these stupidity!
Please stop them already!

Friday, 4 December 2009

So that's how relief feels like...


Ok...first of all, I want to congratulate to those who passed the philosophy of science test! I'm so proud of you guys~ huhuhuh...

Like I expressed through an entry not too long ago, the subject I just mentioned above was a killer one! I could not understand it at all. Not even after reading and brainstorming (as if!!) several times from cover to cover (tipu..tipu..tipu!!!).

So there I was...sleeping like a baby on my bed when I heard a knock on my door. Then I heard something terrifying, horrific, eerie, bloodcurdling, hair-raising, spine-tingling and mind-bothering phrase. "Result filsafat dah keluar". NOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

I got goosebumps and my heart races and pounding like I'd seen a ghost or something. With absolute bravery, I asked my friend to tag along with me and discover the truth whether or not I pass the exam. Before that, I heard that a couple of my friends passed with flying colours. That gave me hope, thinking that I could achieve what they had achieved although I knew I answered like a 5 year-old girl on an algebra question.

Eventually, I looked at the board with the results stamped on it. I searched my name and discovered that I passed. Alhamdulillah~ Though, I'm not proud with what I got. It could have been better but I know my limits. At least I don't have to burn the midnight oil anymore...

Because of that, I figured out how relief feels like~

Failure should be our teacher, not our undertaker. Failure is delay, not defeat. It is a temporary detour, not a dead end. Failure is something we can avoid only by saying nothing, doing nothing, and being nothing.
~Denis Waitley

Wednesday, 2 December 2009

Problem-based Learning is the base of problems in learning~


First of all, I know most of you guys know that the title above is not originally from this head of mine but I 'cilok' from Asri. I just love that statement and I 98% agree with him. Just the right moment when I want to express every kind of feelings I have towards PBL, Asri wrote that entry of his. So, since I'm too busy to think of another phrase for the title of my entry tonight, I'll just take his...ahahaha! Gomen!

There! PBL (Problem-based learning)! The bane of my existence, aside from exams and studying. ahaha... Everytime there's PBL, stress tags along. Whether it's too much to handle or too hard to grasp. Every session, there's always and I mean ALWAYS some things that we couldn't figure out from the scenario given. Somehow they don't really connect with what we're supposed to be learning. I'm not sure that I even know how PBL works even though I've gone through like hundreds(exaggerating~) of them! And discussing didn't help much. I think it made things even difficult to "solve". Man!

I despise this...

I'm living in a world of anger and frustration...what could ever make me happy?

Current mood: Irritated
Listening to: Let me hear your voice by Big Bang

Tuesday, 24 November 2009



Last Saturday, my friends and I went to Taman Anggrek (it's actually a mall) to watch a movie (2012) and it was my first time going there after about a month putting off shopping and stuff. Second time to the cinema and I didn't expect it to be filled with people lining up to buy tickets for 2012. They were soooo long that I nearly gave up queuing without even trying. There were like ONLY 2 or 3 counters and about 1000 people there. Since we're already used up our pocket money to go there, might as well just queue, buy the tickets and watch the movie. Plus, I didn't have that much opportunity to go to malls, so I went to the end of the line which was exactly the last available space to stand *not really* ngah3~ After about 30 long minutes, my friends took over in lining up and bought the tickets later that afternoon. One down, another two to go.

The lines at the cinema...

Hmm, in the mean time, we walked around the mall not buying anything *sengkek..ahahaha*. Killing time. Bored. Enjoying ourselves. Independence day. Freedom. _saye sdg mengarut_

Okay, then when the movie was over, my friends and I wanted to go straight home coz we're so tired and sleepy plus we had spent like 10 hours doing nothing but walked and walked and walked like crazy. Unfortunately, there were like 100 people lining up *again!* for taxis. Oh my goodness...why wouldn't they just stay home and spend some quality time with their family? Nak taknak terpakse la beratur lagi a bonus we got like two guys smoking, in front and behind us. Great~!

While waiting for a taxi...

At last after what seemed like an eternity, we got our taxi we're supposed to go straight home which was about 2km from the mall. And I took us more that an hour to reach there. Wanna know why? Queuing, that's why! We got stuck in traffic like right in front of the mall for more that 50 minutes, and it was so hard to get out of it. Once we got out from the traffic or "macet" as they called it, we finally reached home and sitting in that taxi for so long made me wanna sleep right away. Ahahaha....QUEUE...I hate that word right now~

Listening to : Russian Roulette by Rihanna

Monday, 23 November 2009

What a week~


I just finished a "block" of dreadful subjects that includes philosophy of science, critical thinking, research methodology and study skills. The last 3 weeks were so horrible that I felt as if life itself had been taken out of me. For me, philosophy is what I think of the grim reaper. Once we students step into the hall for lectures on philosophy of science, the shine on faces gets dimmer and eventually gone after what seemed like ages. Oh those classes were BORING and I could say that it was incomprehensible or beyond my (and I guess most of the others') understanding. Plus, there's 4 books that our lecturer asked to read which were equally boring and not something that my mind could interpret. Blergh...

I just want to share about what my friends and I had to go through in order to face the philosophy exam when all of us were so busy that we couldn't even finish reading one of the books. They weren't that thick, they're just too hard to understand and it took so much of our time and energy to comprehend what they are trying to deliver in the books...

The night before the exam *philosophy of science specifically*, I slept like about one and a half hours and the rest of the day studying on that subject. Oh my, it's tiring I tell you. It's not because of the "not sleeping" but because of the "not understanding" part. It was as if learning alien language. PEH!

The day of the exam, I felt horrible, anxious, agitated and uneasy. I kept forgetting all the main points. All mixed up in my brain and I couldn't assemble the overflowing information in my brain that I felt as if they were poured out off my ears and leaving my brain half-empty (or completely empty..ahaha). I had to keep asking my friends to explain everything to me right before the exam so that I could refresh my memory (as if I had any left..) *Thanks Faiqah*

I also want to thank my friends who joined the study group that night. It helped me a lot and I hope that it did to you guys too...I wouldn't be able to answer the questions if it weren't for you guys.

I hope that we all pass the exam and that we don't have to undergo any one of those horrible nights...SAY NO TO REMEDIAL n SP (short semester)~

Listening to: Goodbye by Jang Geun Seuk

Friday, 23 October 2009

Asyiqin's Theories...


Today I want to share with you guys theories that I've came up with after *years of observations and analyses plus studies on 1000 random girls and guys from all over the world. These theories are not inclined to any specific subjects or fields. They are just theories from many aspects of life. here~

Asyiqin's Theories
1. One will never or seldom realize someone's existence until those involved are properly introduced. Once they know the other person's name/info or at least get familiar with his/her face, therefore one will always bump into or see him/her and realize that the other person is always there wherever you are.

2. One will always have a connection with at least one person of his/her friend's friends.
The term 'friend' is subjective. Different people consider differently for someone to become friends. So it doesn't matter whether you are great friends or so-so friends or enemies as long as you know the person.

P.S The theories above are not really proven to be true or can be applied to everybody. They are merely jokes I made. I, too, want to make theories like Newton or Einstein. ahahaha!!!

*Very true story! ahahah...IJK!

Wednesday, 21 October 2009

My Current Craze~


Unlike the weeks before, this week has been particularly pleasant with a bit of buziness during the PBL sessions which were stressful, to say the least. But all the "mandiri"s really help conquer my mind and body over those uninvited and unwanted feelings. So, what I did during all those free time after lectures was..what else? Watching korean drama! There's a new drama just recently "debuted" on the 7th of October and I think it's very fresh and unique despite the religious belief displayed most of the first episode.

Very refreshing! New sides being shown by each of the casts...

The name of the drama is You're Beautiful and if I'm calculating right, today is the day the fifth episode being aired. But clearly I have to wait a little later for me to be able to download it plus subtitles will be out much2 later which a bit frustrating...nonetheless, much appreciation to the subbers who worked really hard to satisfy the kdrama fanatics (which includes me..ahaha).

I don't want to ruin the excitement that I know you all fanatics out there are feeling now. So I will skip with the synopsis of the first 4 episodes. *Actually I watched the 3rd n 4th episodes without I can't really tell how the story goes, I just assume things go my way..ahaha*

Saturday, 17 October 2009

It will never be easy~


You see...I've always hoped to lead a simple life. But I know and realize that life will never be easy. There's lots of things to discover, to explore and to exploit throughout our lives.

I know now that I can't just sit around and play games on Facebook and chatting away with friends miles away in another foreign country.

In fact, now I feel so anxious every time I have nothing to do. I feel like I need to study or at least do something beneficial.

*Like always, I've been channelling my anxiety and restlessness by watching movies* Unfortunately, movies can't wash them away anymore.

I think too much and now everything seems so important and urgent that I have to push aside all those small things that used to make me feel better. I need to expect that my life will always be hectic and boring especially when I'm taking a course on medicine. Haaaah~

Like one of my friends said to me...I panic too easily. She said I need to relax and enjoy my life and not make it any more complicated. *My parents said the exact same thing* I guess they're right. I really do need to relax and take a deep breath once in a while. DEEP BREATH~ ommm...

Friday, 16 October 2009

What the future holds~


Hmm..bile skali ade mase nk update blog...dtg la mcm2 idea dlm kepala ni nk tulis ape...
OK2...Seperti yang dinyatakan di atas...kita tak akan tau ape yang akan terjadi pada kita atau orang lain masa depan..ataupun lima minit akan datang. Saye ni mule la risau2 pasal ape dah jadi ngan dunia ni. Nak kuar rumah sorg2 pon takut. This world is not a safe place to live. I have to travel through space and land on the moon. Build a mansion there with my family and trustworthy friends *ignore the fact that we can't really live there because of lack of oxygen..just play along ayte!* It would be sooo much better if everyone in this world love and care for each other. Children can play without their parents worrying, girls can walk home from school, women can carry purses all they want. Why does cruelty has to exist? Why won't it extinct? Why do bad guys...and girls exist? Why can't we live happily together and don't have to ever think about anything bad happen to any of us? WHY? WHY? WHY? I'm 19 and I'm already worrying about the future generations...We just have to doesn't cost you anything. Just think! Think before you leap. "Fikir dulu sebelum buang". Buang I'm referring to is the future... So just think!

When people don't think the way you think...

Assalamualaikum~ was such a horrible disaster. I was expecting the obvious to happen and it had. It was so silly of me to even think of them as adults when they are clearly just a bunch of children wanting to play all the time. I just hope that they would at least accept some of my ideas but unfortunately and guiltlessly just shove them away and make their own decisions as if I'm not one of "them" (like I want to?). A whole lot of mature and acceptable points given to them with open heart and without an ounce of I-keep-things-to-myself attitude but they ignored me...IGNORED. Arghh!!! They are just impossible to work with. Children think alike. Those useless group discussions! They just chat and chat and chat among themselves + EAT. Hellooo!!!! It's a discuss already!

Plus, during lectures..I feel like sitting with kindergarteners. They talk too much!

P.S I just can't hold it in any longer..I need to get this out of me. They are eating me inside out.

I want to read, write and be proud!


I haven't read a single book (English) since Twilight series which was about 2 years ago. I feel so inadequate. So lost. So speechless. I can't even write a paragraph without having to think through of the words I'm suppose to use. I'm taking too much time thinking than writing down words that seemed so easily popped into my head before. Now I have to find the words that I know I had it right at the back of my head. It is so frustrating knowing that what you've been working for all these years are beginning to vanish itself in thin air. You are so helpless that you can only watch it happens without having the chance to grasp them tight so that you could stop them from doing just that. I realize quite clearly that I am not as good as an author of a bestselling book but I have to know that I can at least have the words that I've been using all this years right there up in my small lazy brain. Connect those neurons! Help me search the things that I've lost...Memory fading, body not responding! White flag!

P.S: This entry is full of useless blabber... One sentense don't always have connections with the others. They are of different perspectives/topics...

Friday, 2 October 2009



Hope I'm not too late..."Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri" to every Muslim in the world~

Still...I miss home!

When I Look At You..


Here's a song that I recently became addicted Miley Cyrus (like usual..hahaha)

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a soul
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy...

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When I look At You I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars Hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I Know I'm Not Alone.

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like Kaleidoscope colors that
Cover Me, All I need every
Breath that I breathe don't you know
Your beautiful...

Yea Yea Yea

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you
I look at you

Yea Yea Oh OH OH

And you appear Just like a dream
To me.

Listening to: When I Look At You by Miley Cyrus

Friday, 18 September 2009

My First Accident~

Assalamualaikum~'s been a while~
I had a bad day...I had my first accident ever in a foreign country...
It was fast and undeniably scary~
There's tension everywhere...
people blaming people...
pointing fingers~
Thank God the man was okay...
And thank you seniors and friends for helping me cope with that unwanted circumstance...
although I did cry once or twice...not knowing what to do...
I don't want to be in that situation ever again!

Friday, 11 September 2009

Keinginan Yang Membuak-buak Dalam Diri...


Setelah menunaikan 20 hari berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan...tinggallah selebihnya 10 hari terakhir Ramadhan dan peluang untuk kita berpuasa pada tahun ini. Inilah kali pertama saya menjalani ibadah puasa dan insyaALLAH hari raya Aidilfitri akan datang tanpa keluarga di sisi. Tambahan lagi berada di tempat yang asing lagi berbeza, kemahuan saya untuk pulang ke kampung halaman semakin membuak-buak walaupun hanya lebih 2 minggu berada di perantauan. Baru kini kusedar betapa sukarnya hidup tanpa dapat melihat keluarga di sisi setiap hari dan tidak tahu keadaan mereka nun jauh di sana. Bagaimana harus aku menempuhi 6 tahun di tempat baru ini, hanya bertemankan semangat yang tipis dan rapuh.

Teman-temanku seringkali berfikir bahawa diriku ini adalah seorang yang tabah dan mampu hidup berdikari kerana telah dilatih begitu sejak masuk ke asrama seawal 13 tahun. Namun, apa yang mereka tidak sedar ialah aku bukan seperti gelas yang mampu dilihat tembus semudah itu apatah lagi berderai setelah dijatuhkan pada cubaan pertama. Selama ini aku telah menjadi seperti plastik. Mampu menampung seberat-berat isi namun akhirnya rebah juga pada keadaan yang keterlaluan namun aku sedar yang setakat itu masih tidak memuaskan. Aku seharusnya menjadi besi, mampu tahan segala beban, tekanan dan ke'extreme'an. Tapi bagaimana caranya? Aku harus berserah kepada Yang Maha Kuasa, Allah SWT. Allah tidak akan menguji kita sekiranya kita tidak dapat menghadapi dugaan tersebut. Aku harus percaya pada diriku yang aku mampu menghadapi dugaan dan ujian dari Allah SWT. Aku harus buktikan pada semua bahawa aku tidak mudah jatuh. Kalaupun aku rebah, aku akan bangkit dan berusaha hingga mencapai yang terbaik. Membanggakan kedua ibu bapaku yang hanya mengharapkan yang terbaik untukku. Mereka hanya memikirkan segala yang terbaik untukku dan tidak pernah meminta balasan. Aku harap segala pencapaianku cukup untuk membanggakan mereka.

Segalanya aku serah kepada Allah Yang Maha Esa.

PS: Pardon my inability to write better. aku memang xreti tulis bertemakan keagamaan...

Saturday, 5 September 2009

Earthquake!!! RUN!!!


Oh no!! I'm not kidding about the earthquake stuff. It's real!!! I was in a hall with my fellow batchmates when suddenly I felt like the floor was shaking. Initially I thought that it was because of some guys/girls jumping cause I really didn't think that earthquake was even possible there. But I was clearly wrong! It seemed that was the first time it happened since three years ago in Jakarta.

Everyone was talking..minding their own business
Some went to musollah to pray and since I've prayed earlier I stayed in the hall with the other talkative medic students...
I was planning on sleeping but the others were too loud, I just couldn't. (I was extremely exhausted!!!! It felt like 2 years sitting on that chair...+PBL(problem-based learning) session earlier was frustrating 'cause my groupmates couldn't understand most of what I said and I couldn't understand them at all! ARGH!!!)
Then, when my facilitator was distributing the transparency for tomorrow's presentation, I felt the quake. It was strong. The hall was like all over the place. Left right front back. It was scary! At that moment, I kept thinking about my parents and family back home. Am I going to be able to see them again, etc?
But the weird thing was that they didn’t ‘allow’ us to get out of the building. So, I felt the shake like from the start till the end when I was sitting on the small chair (it was very tight, I could barely get out of it).
Horrifying experience. I found out that it was 7.3 SR. That is very high and it could also lead to a tsunami. Oh no no no no...huhuh
Hmm...nothing else to say. That’s it then.


Listening to: Toothpaste Kisses by The Maccabees

Sunday, 30 August 2009

Catch Me


Demi Lovato released her second album Here We Go Again not too long ago and I got the chance to listen to some of the songs...and personally, I think the first one has more song that are catchy and nice to listen to but this album too has some good songs in it such as her new single, Here We Go Again, Catch Me, Everytime You Lie, etc.

Here I want to share with you guys the lyrics of Catch Me which I find very nice..

Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick
But make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say goodbye

Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass
And don't let go
But tonight I could fall too soon under this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotising
You got me laughing while I sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unravelling
And your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me

See this heart
Won't settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you'll do
my stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away
So I can breath
Even though your far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye

But you're so hypnotising
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unravelling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me

So now you see
Why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care
But here I go
It's what I feel
and for the first time in my life I know it's real

But you're so hypnotising
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've get me smiling in my sleep
And i can see this unravelling
And your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me

And if this is love
Please don't break me
I'm giving up
So just catch me

Listening to: Catch Me by Demi Lovato

Saturday, 29 August 2009


Assalamualaikum~'s been awhile! I can see spiderwebs hanging at the edges of this page...ahahaha just kidding! It's just that I've been very buzy doing nothing that I couldn't even muster even an ounce of muscle to write something, anything interesting on this useless blog. Now, my life is so boring that nothing's worth mentioning.

My class will start on 14th September and I think that it will be much more exciting than just sitting and staring at my lappie the whole day. Though at most times I loathe lectures...who doesn't?

Well, to Muslims... Happy fasting~

Tuesday, 25 August 2009

Ramadhan Kembali!!!


Hari ni saye nk tulis dlm bahase Melayu pasar la...hihihi
Seperti yg kite sume tau, Ramadhan Al-Mubarak kembali selepas menyepikan "diri" hampir setahun...dan seperti biase, umat Islam perlu menunaikan kewajipan masing2 dengan berpuasa selama sebulan di bulan Ramadhan ni...*rukun Islam ke-3 tu!!* Jgn ponteng puase plak ye kwn2!!!

Di bulan yg mulia inilah yg kite patut memperbanyakkan amalan bkn nk kate bulan ni je kne bt amalan, bulan2 len pun kne jugak but byk manfaat yg kite dpt pd bulan ni la kn...Solat Tarawih, solat witir, membaca Al-Qur'an, mendlami Al-Qur'an...di mase2 senggang kite ni ape kate kite isikan dengan sume yg tlh disebut td...kan lagi senang rase idup ni...huhuhu

Alhamdulillah kite ade peluang lg untuk berpuase dan bersolat tarawih di tahun ni...saye sgt bersyukur kerana bkn senang nk buang rase kemalasan dlm diri kite ni...puase tu saje dh menguatkan daya menahan diri kite kn...nafsu ni jgn diikutkan sgt! bleh bawa nahas diri je...

Tp rindu jugak saye kt rumah kt Malaysia tu. Tiap2 ari puase sure akan beli makanan dr bazaar Ramadhan dkt2 rumah tu ataupon mak yg masak...huhuhu rindunye!!! *padahal baru seminggu duk Jakarta..mengade2* Ahaha..kalo pegi bazaar tu..air kelapa, kuey teow, ngn kuih melake tu mmg xsah kalo xbeli! Sedap benar...Malangnye xde bazaar la plak kt sini...huhuhu ingat ye kawan2, jgn mkn terlebih sgt! nnti susah plak nk solat tarawih kang...ahaha (makan bila lapar, berhenti sebelum kenyang!!!)

Sebelum saye terlupe, adalah lebih baik kalo kite bermaaf2an dgn ibu bapa kite, kawan2... supaya amalan dan puase kite diterima oleh Allah~

Oleh itu...saye ingin meminta maaf atas segala kesalahan dan kesilapan yg telah saye lakukan kepada anda yg membace blog ini dan mereka yg saye kenali selama 19tahun saye berade di dunia ini...semoga anda dapat maafkan saye yg tidak sempurna ini...

Okla, tu je kot yg saye nk sampaikan buat mase ni...saye nk ucapkan SELAMAT BERPUASA kpd sume umat Islam di Malaysia, Jakarta dan seluruh dunia...

Friday, 14 August 2009

Oh~ How I Hope...


Okay...I know people are crazy about Nur Kasih and frankly speaking, I am too. It's such a good drama. I've been meaning to watch it since they started advertising it on the telly. But somehow there's always something preventing me from doing so. Recently I got the chance to do just that. There's this one scene that I like so much that it keeps on playing in my head...

*SPOILER ALERT* for those who haven't watched it, I advise you not to read this paragraph...
Sorry, I couldn't remember which episode but surely after the 8th. It was the part where Katrina was mad at Adam(post imprisonment) after he kept on calling her by her full name which was Katrina. Before, he called her Kat which in English sounds like the pet animal, cat.

It got me thinking about MY name...Since I was born till today, I guess only the teachers called me by my real name. It's sad that even I myself feel weird saying it out loud. I only hope that people can call me by my real name...That would be nice!

P/S: I LOVE my name and it has a great meaning which is "The Light Of Love" or something like that~ (Cahaya Pencinta)

Monday, 10 August 2009

Send It On!!!


Walt Disney has launched “Disney’s Friends for Change” and recently they recorded a song called "Send It On" by the Jonas Brothers, Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez and Demi Lovato. Other Disney stars also take part in this noble project.

The Disney’s Friends for Change: Project Green invites young people to join together to help the environment in every way they can like switching off lights when not in use, reduce water usage,

A word's just a word
Till you mean what you say
And love isn't love
Till you give it away
We've all got to give
Yeah something to give to make a change

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach a heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on

Just smile and the world will smile along with you
That small act of love
That's meant for one will become two
If we take the chances
To change circumstances
Imagine all we could do
If we...

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on
Send it on

There's power in all of the choices we make
So I'm starting now there's not a moment to wait

A word's just a word
Until you mean what you say
And love isn't love
Until you give it away

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on
Send it on

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will help things start
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on
Shine a light and send it on
Shine a light and send it on

Listening to: Send It On by the Disney Stars

Love Is On Its Way...


Here's the lyrics of "Love On Its Way" by The Jonas Brothers. It's such a lovely song...even though they're just repeating the same lines over and over...ahaha

Young hearts
I believe that we are not far
From becoming who we truly are
Love is on its way

You see everything in colour
While the world is getting darker
Love is on its way

So hold on another day
'Cause love is on its way
You'll find it's gonna be okay
'Cause love is on its way

It's alright you'll find a brighter day
'Cause love is on its way

Show us how to love each other
It could help us to recover
Love is on its way

I believe that you will find me
And together we will truly see
Love is on its way, yeah

So hold on another day
'Cause love is on its way
You'll find it's gonna be okay
'Cause love is on its way

It's alright you'll find a brighter day
'Cause love is on its way

Yeah! Yeah!

Hold on another day
'Cause love is on its way
You'll find it's gonna be okay
'Cause love is on its way

It's alright you'll find a brighter day
'Cause love is on its way
'Cause love is on its way
'Cause love is on its way


Listening to: Love Is On Its Way by Jonas Brothers

Tuesday, 4 August 2009

Don't Wanna Be Torn



Okay...this is a song by Miley Cyrus. I found out about it after watching her series Hannah Montana and as usual I quickly fell in love with it...can't stop listening to it the title clearly states, it's about being torn between two guys... *Hope I wouldn't have to be in that situation*

Maybe it's the things I say
Maybe I should think before I speak
But I thought I knew enough
To know myself and do what's right for me

And these walls I'm building now
You used to bring em' down
And the tears I'm crying out
You used to wipe away!

I thought you said it was easy
listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
so why am I breaking apart?
Don't wanna be torn (4x)

Don't make me have to choose
between what I want
And what you think I need
(what you think I need)
Coz I'll always be a little girl
But even little girls have got to dream

Now it all feels like a fight
You were always on my side
And the lonely I've been now
You used to make it go away

I thought you said it was easy
Listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
So why am I breaking apart?
Don't wanna be torn

Why is all this so confusing,
complicated, and consuming?
Why does all of this make me angry?
I wanna go back to being happy!

These tears I'm crying out
You used to wipe away! Yeah...

I thought you said it was easy
Listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
So why am I breaking apart?
Don't wanna be torn (8x)


Listening to: Goodbye by Miley Cyrus


Assalamualaikum~, at 2.30am, I'm still not felling sleepy maybe coz I'd slept like 3 hours earlier this morning...hahaha. So I've been wondering and pondering about what my life would be in Indonesia and honestly I couldn't picture myself living so far away from my's just weird!

tip tup tap...14 days to go before take off!!! OMG!!!! I can't believe it!!!

Please time, I beg you to just move slower...not too fast okay???

Listening to: Don't Wanna Be Torn by Miley Cyrus

Wednesday, 29 July 2009

My New Routine..


Since I've been following my dad to work, I had to change my daily routine as there was nothing much to do during that particular period at his office. Luckily there's a television with Astro... But unfortunately, since it's located in an office building, there weren't that many channels to choose from. Basically there's channel 701(AXN), 702(Hallmark), 703(Asian Food Channel), 705(, 707(Travel & Living), 708(8tv) and 303(KBS World). These are the only channels that I can consider watching...the others..hmmm...they're either incomprehensible or just plain boring to me...

My daily Routine
8.45-9.00 : Arrive at my dad's office

9.00-9.30 : Breakfast

9.30-11.00 : Read newspaper (sometimes I read all but most of the times I just scanned through the headlines..hahaha)

11-12.30 : Nap time! Nothing interesting to watch or do...btw I sleep at 2 or 3 o'clock every night. So that's one way to pay the debt...ahahah

12.30-2.00 : Watch korean drama on 8tv..Solat Zohor

2.00-3.00 : Watch The Biggest Loser on Hallmark Channel

3.00-4.00 : Watch Ying Ye 3+1 (aka My Best Pals) on 8tv

4.00-6.00 : Watch ER..or whatever that's interesting enough that catches my attention. In between, I perform my Asar prayer...

What a bore....

How I wish I could be like her...

Yeah..I do wish I could be her...
There's a long journey ahead of me in order to reach that level though...


My obsession* with Disney stars like Miley Cyrus, Jonas Brothers, Demi Lovato, etc. is no longer a secret. Or maybe it is but I don't care anymore... Here I include lyrics for the song Inseparable by The Jonas Brothers that I just discovered not very long ago and I kinda like it...since I don't know what else to talk about so here..

Take my hand tonight
We can run so far
We can change the world to anything we want
We can stop for hours just staring at the stars
They shine down to show us

you know when the sun forgets to shine
I'll be there to hold you through the night
We'll be running so fast we can fly tonight
And even when we're miles and miles apart
You're still holding all of my heart
I promise it will never be dark
I know...we're inseparable

We could run forever if you wanted to
And I would not get tired
Because I'd be with you
I keep singing this song until the very end
We have done all these things


I would give it all
Never let you fall
Cause you know we're inseparable
I would give it all
Just to show you I'm in love
Cause you know we're inseparable


*It's not really an obsession...I just like how they have nice voices especially Miley...and JB have great songs!

Listening to: Can't Have You by Jonas Brothers

Friday, 24 July 2009



Today, on my way back from my dad's office (I had to follow him to work every day) I saw the most magnificent view. Since my dad had a meeting and finished late today, we had to return home a bit late at about 7.10pm. To reach home from his office, it took about 45 minutes and everyday we pass by all the tall buildings and skyscrapers of Kuala Lumpur. In the car, since I got nothing to do except looking out from the window beside me, I used every single minute there to appreciate all the splendour views and the majestically picturesque scenery of the sun setting right in front of my naked eyes. It was so beautiful that I nearly cried in the car but thankfully I could control my tear glands from excreting the easily flowing fluid from my eyes. Sadly I didn't bring my phone to capture the moment *great!*. Not long after that which was about 5 minutes later, I couldn't see the sun anymore. I just wish that I could see it every day. It was mesmerizing and I am thankful that I'm still alive to experience such thing here on Earth. I also hope there are less tall buildings here in KL coz they are blocking my view. I couldn't see anything but the what my dad said, the occupants of one of the buildings could only see the occupants of the next view, no scenery, no nothing! hmmm...

Listening to: Goodbye by Miley Cyrus

Thursday, 23 July 2009

Maybe I'm not that patient....

People always say doctors are supposed to be patient, caring and heartwarming...and sometimes I think so too. I possess some quality as a doctor but... It's just that I don't think that I'm patient enough to be a doctor...It has been bothering me ever since I decided on becoming one. Maybe it could be nurtured but is it 100% possible??? hmm...maybe, maybe not! Who knows?

Here's are some proofs that show how impatient I could be...

1. I can't stand when the Internet is slow~ I'd go crazy! *I wish I'm in Korea!*
2. I hate queueing...I would think of some ways to cut queues but I rarely get the chance to.
3. I can't sit for too long...even my body can't handle stillness especially during long hours of exams~ every body cells just go crazy and ended up hurting me! ARGH!! I hate exams! *somehow I don't see the relations but it's not a felony just stating that out, right?? haha*
4. I don't particularly enjoy waiting for the elevators.

Hmm...I really have to brush up my skills! MUAHAHAHA!!!!

Listening to: These Four Walls by Miley Cyrus

Tuesday, 21 July 2009

Too much free time...

Since I finished foundation in science not too long ago, my life now has been meaningless and I've been wasting time doing nothing and involuntarily gained a few pounds...I knew that I was supposed to do things that are beneficial and educational but there are too much distractions and entertainment tempting me every minute of my precious life here on earth. Today is 21st July 2009, and in less than a month I will be going somewhere very unfamiliar to me and maybe to most of my friends. I believe that we should have had the adequate preparation spiritually, mentally and physically to overcome inevitable obstacles and hardships. Although I realize that I lack all these, yet I am too weak to do anything to fulfill my missions during this free time. I need support and I need constant reminders. I really need motivations right now. I understand now how important friends are and how organization could change your lifestyle. People always say, "You never appreciate what you have until it's gone"...(something like that..I totally forgot the line...right me if i'm wrong!) and I absolutely agree coz you never truly be grateful for the things or the people you have beside you until they're no longer there. People always forget and I'm one of them! Ya Allah, help me find the light to the right path! (I really am trying so hard here!)

Sunday, 19 July 2009

I Got A New Laptop!!!!

YEAH!!!! I bought a new lappie!!! And I love it sooooo much!!!! (even though I haven't got the chance to explore or touch it yet!)... I absolutely have to take good care of my lappie and hope that nobody in this world would ever steal another of my precious lappies from me ever again!

P.S The first two laptops were stolen!!! They were physically in great condition when they were in my possession!

Wednesday, 8 July 2009


At last, my phone has arrived from Langkawi after centuries of waiting haha... It's external condition is pretty much the same despite being flown from Langkawi in an ordinary envelope... Yes, I'm not kidding. The guy sent it through the old fashion way. No wraps, no polystyrene(ahaha) protecting the phone from the outside world. Just plain old phone in a thin brown envelope. I'm not saying that I'm not thankful for the arrival of the phone. It's just's common human courtesy for one to really take good care of something especially others'. I was hoping for the guy to wrap that phone using something like a paper to at least lessen the impact from crashing into other things or maybe hitting the ground, etc. I never expect people in the 'mailing' business to managed them gracefully. I've seen movies where they even throw boxes fully covered with Fragile signs. Let alone one insignificant brown envelope...hmmm...I should never expect people to act like how I would.

*In this entry, I may sound ungrateful but I assure you that I have no such feelings. I'm thankful for that man's's just that I'm a tad disappointed coz the screen of my phone cracked even more when it arrived*

Listening to : Sorry by The Jonas Brothers

Wednesday, 1 July 2009


This is one of Jonas Brothers' songs that I can't stop listening to...."SORRY"
here's the lyrics...

Broken heart and last goodbyes
Restless night but lullabies helps make this pain go away
I realize I let you down, told you that I'd be around
Building up the strength just to say

I'm sorry for breaking all the promises
That I wasn't around to keep
It's on me, this time is the last time
That I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way

Filled with sorrow, filled with pain
Knowing that I am to blame
for leaving your heart out in the rain
And I know you're going to walk away
Leave me with the price to pay
before you go I wanted to say

That I'm sorry for breaking all the promises
That I wasn't around to keep
It's on me, this is the last time
I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way

I can't make it alive on my own
But if you have to go then please girl just leave me alone
'Cause I don't wanna see you and me going our separate ways
Begging you to stay if it isn't too late

I'm sorry for breaking all the promises
That I wasn't around to keep
It's on me, this time is the last time
I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way
But you're already on your way

Some said that this is the song that Nick Jonas dedicated to Miley Cyrus, saying he's sorry for their breakup. ALLEGEDLY!

I left my phone in Langkawi...GREAT!

This is the first time that I "lost" my phone (I lost 2 laptops before...people like to steal my stuff, I don't know why!). I didn't really lose it if the person who found my phone will return it back to me, right? (avoiding being guilty) My family and I went to Langkawi about 4 days ago to have a quality time together on the last day, we went went to a fancy restaurant near the Underwater World. We ate and ate and maybe absentmindedly I took out my phone(Sony Ericsson W910i) from a pocket and put it on the usual we talked a lot and I may have forgotten about my phone at this time. So when we were leaving the restaurant, I honestly thought I had the phone in my pocket...but I only realize that I lost my phone when we were about to board the plane...Just minutes before boarding, my sister called my phone to locate where exactly my phone was. And a guy picked up the phone, one of the workers at the restaurant. Now, he said he want to post it back to me! *HAPPY*

I'll just have to patiently wait for my phone to come thorugh the mail...

Driving Test Using Auto Cars!!!

My wait has not been in vain. I believe that someday I will not have to drive a manual-operating car! With all the clutch and brake and gear...I don't get them! But we'll have to wait for the confirmation coz this is not certain yet! End of this year...

I'm still a kid inside...

Remember when I said I love watching Hannah Montana and all those stuff on the Disney Channel? Well, I still do... I still love Miley Cyrus' songs...I still love The Jonas Brothers' songs! So, recently Miley and Nick Jonas (they were always in a scandal...I love scandals!) collaborated in making a song called "Before The Storm" and they sang it live in Dallas, Texas. I really love this song . If one really knows me, I'm not the kind to share my favourite things and all but I'll make exceptions. Here's the lyrics....

I know this isn't what I wanted
I never thought it come this far
Just thinking back to where we started
And how we lost all that we are

We were young and times were easy
But I could see, it's not the same
I'm standing here but you don't see me
I'd give it all for that to change

And I don't want to lose her
Don't wanna let her go

Standin' out in the rain
Need to know if it's over
'Cause I will leave you alone

I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing I'll never hold her
Like I did before the storm
Yeah, before the storm

With every strike of lightning
Comes a memory that lasts
And not a word is left unspoken
As the thunder starts to crash
Maybe I should give up

Standin' out in the rain
Need to know if it's over
'Cause I will leave you alone

I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing I'll never hold her
Like I did before the storm

Trying to keep the lights from going out
And the clouds are ripping out my broken heart
They always say that a heart is not a home
Without the one who gets you through the storm

Standin' out in the rain
Knowing now it's really over
Please don't leave me alone

I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing I'll never hold ya
Like I did before the storm
Like I did before the storm

Now...Let's Karaoke!!!

Wednesday, 24 June 2009

Family Trip....

It's been a while since my whole family go on a holiday...maybe due to our different brother was in Australia looking for a sis was in Ireland studying medicine, since now both of them are in Malaysia, my parents took the advantage of holidaying in Bandung, Indonesia. There's no particular reason to why they chose that place but people say that it was shopping heaven...I can't really believe that. I'm not intending on badmouthing that particular state of Indonesia, I'm just expressing my honest opinions and thoughts. okay, we thought that it was going to be cool and breezy there but the moment we reached our destination, it definitely wasn't really that in cold. (for me at least coz I can't tolerate heat).

It was overflowing with people, vehicles were everywhere. But there's one thing that I was impressed with this country. They have excellent and tolerable drivers and motorists. Even though every inch of the road was covered with cars, vans, taxis and motocycles...accident may be something rare there. They could tolerate and give way to other drivers, one thing I may never see in Malaysia. This is something that we should consider following.

While in Bandung, we did a bit of shopping here and there like Summit, For Men and lots of other factory outlets. I bought a couple of things...Oh, and we went to Pasar Baru which was filled with people and escalators (hahaha...). My mom bought dozens of telekung (I got one too, hihihi) ....and batik(???) for her friends and herself. One other thing that I realized was that people there smoke a lot. Everywhere I go there must be at least 5 persons smoking..*choke2* me!!!!breathing difficulties!!!ahaha

And we went to Kawah Putih, a tourist spot (kinda) up one of the hills in Bandung. It was fairly cold...something like Cameron Highlands but a bit cooler. Along the journey up the hill to was pretty much like Cameron Highlands with the tea, starwberries and stuff...At the peak of the hill, there was the 'kawah putih'. It's actually green. I can't really describe this place so just do it yourself by looking at the pictures below...

The food there was different but nice. I had lots of Nasi Padang...very famous there. And I ate some Sunda dishes which was pretty good. I ate a lot!

There's more but I'm too lazy to write and upload pics right now...I know2...this entry is soooo boring so don't bother...ahaha you know what... I won't! hihihihi (why would anyone want to know about my trip?? Honestly I don't know!.. I just feel like putting it up on my blog hahaha)

daaa for now~

I'm listening to: He Could Be The One by Miley Cyrus

Sunday, 7 June 2009

Be Quiet In Cinemas!

ahahaha..funny thing when I went out to see a movie with sister. I was meaning to watch Terminator Salvation but I didn't have the chance to until just recently and when I was in the hall watching the movie...common thing, I talked with my sister to kinda discuss things about the movie. I always do that. but this time I had to raise my voice a little bit for her to hear me coz the movie was loud with all the explosions and stuff but suddenly it went quiet. So the only thing people could hear was my voice...talking to my sister out loud! It was humiliating! and the same thing occurred for the second time. That movie really knows how to shut things up! The movie was great although there were some parts that I didn't understand.

Tuesday, 26 May 2009


hmm..something bad happened to my friend, Alma two days ago. I wasn't sure if I should post anything about this or not earlier but since she already posted one on her blog...I guess she wouldn't mind me talking about this. Actually her little brother was kidnapped by several men while he was walking to a park to play with his friends...her family realized this only after his brother didn't come home long after school hours had ended. I couldn't imagine such a thing happening to guys may think "what is the connection between Alma's brother and I?"...okay2, I'll explain. Alma was at home when that fateful accident happened, and I was in our condominium. That night, I had a nightmare and in that nightmare, something very bad was gonna happen to me but luckily I managed to escape and run for my valuable life. The nights before that nightmare, I slept without even dreaming of anything...for over a couple of months, I should say. suddenly that night I had a dream...and not the kind of dreams where there's a prince riding a white horse coming to rescue me from the bad guys (I wish!)...that nightmare was every girls' nightmare! I would never ever want that to happen to me or any other girls in this world. okay, I'm just saying that, me having that nightmare shows that something bad happened/was happening/will happen...maybe his brother and I have some kind of la...kebetulan je tu kot!but luckily her brother (like in my dream...) managed to escape from being held prisoner...that's the connection...oh btw her brother is 12 years old...imagine yourself being in his shoes!

Saturday, 23 May 2009

Movie Mania...(got it from Bal)

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 100 films, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 260 films on this list. Then, put X's next to the films you've seen, add them up, then change the header adding your number.

Teen / Romance:
(X) A Cinderella Story
(X) Another Cinderella Story
(X) Step Up
(X) Step Up 2
(X) High School Musical
(X) High School Musical 2
(X) High School Musical 3
(X) Hannah Montana Movie
(X) Enchanted
(X) Sydney White
Total: 10

(X) She's the Man
() Licensed to Wed
(X) The Break-Up
() 13 Going on 30
(X) 27 Dresses
(X) P.S I Love You
(X) Made of Honour
(X) What Happens in Vegas
(X) Get Smart
() The Princess Brides
Total: 7

(X) Camp Rock
(X) Wild Child
(X) Ella Enchanted
(X) The Princess Diaries
(X) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
(X) 50 First Dates
(X) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Hotel For Dogs
(X) Just Married
(X) Freaky Friday
Total: 9

(X) The Hot Chick
(X) Sleepover
(X) Confessions Of a Shopaholic
(X) Twilight
(X) Nancy Drew
(X) The Devil Wears Prada
( ) No Reservations
( ) Perfect Man
( ) Australia
(X) Never Been Kissed
(X) Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging
Total: 8

Grand total Teen / Romance : 34

Comedy / Humour:
(X) Yes Man
(X) Bedtime Stories
(X) The Pink Panther
(X) The Pink Panther 2
() Marley & Me
(X) Cheetah Girls
(X) Cheetah Girls 2
() Bratz
(X) Haunted Mansion
() Paul Blart Mall Cop
Total: 7

(X) Mr & Mrs Smith
(X) I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry
( ) The 40-Year-Old Virgin
(X) Night in the Museum
( ) Night in the Museum 2
(X) Evan Almighty
(X) Bruce Almighty
(X) White Chicks
( ) Neverending Story
(X) The Love Guru
Total: 7

(X) Meet the Spartans
(X ) Meet the Parents
(X) Meet the Fockers
(X) Home Alone
(X) Home Alone 2
(X) Home Alone 3
(X) Home Alone 4
(X) Date Movie
(X) Epic Movie
(X) Disaster Movie
(X) Superhero Movie
Total: 11

() Scream
() Scream 2
() Scream 3
(X)Scary Movie
(X) Scary Movie 2
(X) Scary Movie 3
(X) Scary Movie 4
(X) American Pie
(X) American Pie 2
(X) American Pie Band Camp
Total: 7

Grand total Comedy / Humour : 32

(X) Harry Potter 1: The Sorcerer’s Stone
(X) Harry Potter 2: The Chamber's Secret
(X) Harry Potter 3: Prisoner of Azkaban
(X) Harry Potter 4: Goblet of Fire
(X) Harry Potter 5: Order of Phoenix
(X) Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring
(X) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(X) Lord of the Rings: Return Of the King
(X) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe
(X) Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian
Total: 10

(X) Bridge To Terabithia
(X) The Sisterhood Of The Travelling Pants
(X) Eragon
(X) The Shaggy Dog
(X) The Spiderwick Chronicles
( ) Charlotte's Web
(X) Nanny McPhee
(X) Stuart Little
(X) Stuart Little 2
( ) The Cat In The Hat
Total: 8

(X) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(X) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(X) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
(X) Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull
(X) The Mummy
(X) The Mummy 2
(X ) The Mummy 3
(X) Journey to the Centre of Earth
(X) City of Ember
(X) Finding Neverland
Total: 10

(X ) Pirates of the Caribbean
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's End
(X) X-Men
(X) X-Men 2
(X) X-Men 3 Origins Wolverine
(X) Spider-Man
(X) Spider-Man 2
(X) Spider Man 3
(X) King Kong
Total: 10

(X) Hellboy
(X) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(X) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(X) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(X) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(X) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(X) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Underdog
(X) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(X) Batman: The Dark Knight
Total: 9

Grand total Adventures : 47

Action/ Thriller:
(X) The Matrix
(X) The Matrix Reloaded
(X) The Matrix Revolutions
(X) Terminator
(X) Terminator 2
(X) Terminator 3
(X) Ocean's Eleven
(X) Ocean's Twelve
(X) Ocean’s Thirteen
(X) Casino Royale 007
(X) Quantum of Solace
Total: 11

(X) Bourne Identity
(X) Bourne Supremacy
() Bourne Ultimatum
(X) Underworld
(X) Butterfly Effect
(X) Death Note
(X) Death Note 2
( ) Death Note 3: L Change the world
() Resident Evil 1
() Resident Evil 2
() I, Robot
Total: 6

(X) Rush Hour
(X) Rush Hour 2
(X) Rush Hour 3
(X) Shanghai Knights
(X) Shanghai Noon
(X) Around The World In 80 Days
(X) Mission Impossible 1
(X) Mission Impossible 2
(X) Mission Impossible 3
(X) I Am Legend
Total: 10

Grand total Action / Thriller : 27

Horror / Gore:
() Predator I
() Predator II
() Signs
() Saw
() Saw II
() Saw III
(X) Saw IV
(X) Saw V
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
Total: 2

(X) The Ring
(X) The Ring 2
(X) Final Destination
(X) Final Destination 2
(X) Final Destination 3
() Ghost Ship
() From Hell
(X) Child's Play
() Seed of Chucky
() Bride of Chucky
Total: 6

() Gothika
() Nightmare on Elm Street
(X) The Grudge
() The Grudge 2
() The Haunted Apartment
() Siren
() Silent Hill
(X) The Mask
(X) Son Of The Mask
() Alone
Total: 3

(X) Omen
(X) House Of Wax
() The Eye
() The Eye 2
() Shutter
(X) When The Stranger Calls
(X) The Fog
() The Orphanage
() The Skulls
() Night Of The Living Dead
Total: 4

(X) Cruel Intentions
(X) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
( ) Slither
( ) Flight Of The Living Dead: Outbreak On A Plane
( ) REC
(X) Anaconda
(X) Anaconda 2: The Hunt for the Blood Orchid
() Anaconda 3: Offspring
( ) Anaconda 4: Trail of Blood
Total: 4
Grand total Horror /Gore : 19

(X) Lilo & Stitch
(X) Ice Age
(X) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( X) Madagascar
( X) Madagascar 2
(X) Kung Fu Panda
() Bolt
(X) Wall-E
(X) Monsters Inc
(X) Shark Tale
Total: 9

(X) The Simpsons Movie
(X) Charlie & The Chocolate Factory
(X) Shrek
(X) Shrek 2
(X) Shrek 3
(X) Finding Nemo
(X) ET
(X) Cars
(X) Ratatouille
(X) Alvin And The Chipmunks
Total: 10

(X) Toy Story
(X) Toy Story 2
(X) The Incredibles
(X) Meet The Robinsons
(X) Happy Feet
(X) The Spongebob Squarepants Movie
() Over The Hedge
(X) Flushed Away
(X) Chicken Little
(X) Race To Witch Mountain
Total: 9

Grand total Cartoons: 28

(X) Little Miss Sunshine
(X) I Am Sam
() The Day After Tomorrow
(X) Coach Carter
(X) The Last Dance
() To Kill A Mockingbird
() Conrack
() Midnight Sun
() Little Black Book
() Rwanda Genocide
Grand total Inspotational : 4

(X) Ten Things I Hate About You
(X) Titanic
(X) Romeo & Juliet
() Frankenstein
() A Midsummer Night's Dream
(X) Jumanji
Grand total Classics: 4


I know I'm a movie maniac so no surprise there...there are more actually that I've seen but I can't remember each and every one of fact I think I've watched more than 700 hundred movies altogether...or much more...I don't know, I don't like to estimate.