When I Look At You..

Assalamualaikum~

Here's a song that I recently became addicted to...by Miley Cyrus (like usual..hahaha)

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a soul
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy...

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When I look At You I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars Hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I Know I'm Not Alone.

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like Kaleidoscope colors that
Cover Me, All I need every
Breath that I breathe don't you know
Your beautiful...

Yea Yea Yea

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you
I look at you

Yea Yea Oh OH OH

And you appear Just like a dream
To me.

Listening to: When I Look At You by Miley Cyrus

My First Accident~

Assalamualaikum~

Hmm...it's been a while~
I had a bad day...I had my first accident ever in a foreign country...
It was fast and undeniably scary~
There's tension everywhere...
people blaming people...
pointing fingers~
Thank God the man was okay...
And thank you seniors and friends for helping me cope with that unwanted circumstance...
although I did cry once or twice...not knowing what to do...
I don't want to be in that situation ever again!

Keinginan Yang Membuak-buak Dalam Diri...

Assalamualaikum~
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....

Setelah menunaikan 20 hari berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan...tinggallah selebihnya 10 hari terakhir Ramadhan dan peluang untuk kita berpuasa pada tahun ini. Inilah kali pertama saya menjalani ibadah puasa dan insyaALLAH hari raya Aidilfitri akan datang tanpa keluarga di sisi. Tambahan lagi berada di tempat yang asing lagi berbeza, kemahuan saya untuk pulang ke kampung halaman semakin membuak-buak walaupun hanya lebih 2 minggu berada di perantauan. Baru kini kusedar betapa sukarnya hidup tanpa dapat melihat keluarga di sisi setiap hari dan tidak tahu keadaan mereka nun jauh di sana. Bagaimana harus aku menempuhi 6 tahun di tempat baru ini, hanya bertemankan semangat yang tipis dan rapuh.

Teman-temanku seringkali berfikir bahawa diriku ini adalah seorang yang tabah dan mampu hidup berdikari kerana telah dilatih begitu sejak masuk ke asrama seawal 13 tahun. Namun, apa yang mereka tidak sedar ialah aku bukan seperti gelas yang mampu dilihat tembus semudah itu apatah lagi berderai setelah dijatuhkan pada cubaan pertama. Selama ini aku telah menjadi seperti plastik. Mampu menampung seberat-berat isi namun akhirnya rebah juga pada keadaan yang keterlaluan namun aku sedar yang setakat itu masih tidak memuaskan. Aku seharusnya menjadi besi, mampu tahan segala beban, tekanan dan ke'extreme'an. Tapi bagaimana caranya? Aku harus berserah kepada Yang Maha Kuasa, Allah SWT. Allah tidak akan menguji kita sekiranya kita tidak dapat menghadapi dugaan tersebut. Aku harus percaya pada diriku yang aku mampu menghadapi dugaan dan ujian dari Allah SWT. Aku harus buktikan pada semua bahawa aku tidak mudah jatuh. Kalaupun aku rebah, aku akan bangkit dan berusaha hingga mencapai yang terbaik. Membanggakan kedua ibu bapaku yang hanya mengharapkan yang terbaik untukku. Mereka hanya memikirkan segala yang terbaik untukku dan tidak pernah meminta balasan. Aku harap segala pencapaianku cukup untuk membanggakan mereka.

Segalanya aku serah kepada Allah Yang Maha Esa.


PS: Pardon my inability to write better. aku memang xreti tulis bertemakan keagamaan...

Earthquake!!! RUN!!!

Assalamualaikum~

Oh no!! YES...today I'm not kidding about the earthquake stuff. It's real!!! I was in a hall with my fellow batchmates when suddenly I felt like the floor was shaking. Initially I thought that it was because of some guys/girls jumping cause I really didn't think that earthquake was even possible there. But I was clearly wrong! It seemed that was the first time it happened since three years ago in Jakarta.

SITUATION IN THE HALL
Everyone was talking..minding their own business
Some went to musollah to pray and since I've prayed earlier I stayed in the hall with the other talkative medic students...
I was planning on sleeping but the others were too loud, I just couldn't. (I was extremely exhausted!!!! It felt like 2 years sitting on that chair...+PBL(problem-based learning) session earlier was frustrating 'cause my groupmates couldn't understand most of what I said and I couldn't understand them at all! ARGH!!!)
Then, when my facilitator was distributing the transparency for tomorrow's presentation, I felt the quake. It was strong. The hall was like all over the place. Left right front back. It was scary! At that moment, I kept thinking about my parents and family back home. Am I going to be able to see them again, etc?
But the weird thing was that they didn’t ‘allow’ us to get out of the building. So, I felt the shake like from the start till the end when I was sitting on the small chair (it was very tight, I could barely get out of it).
Horrifying experience. I found out that it was 7.3 SR. That is very high and it could also lead to a tsunami. Oh no no no no...huhuh
Hmm...nothing else to say. That’s it then.

Assalamualaikum~


Listening to: Toothpaste Kisses by The Maccabees

Catch Me

Assalamualaikum~

Demi Lovato released her second album Here We Go Again not too long ago and I got the chance to listen to some of the songs...and personally, I think the first one has more song that are catchy and nice to listen to but this album too has some good songs in it such as her new single, Here We Go Again, Catch Me, Everytime You Lie, etc.

Here I want to share with you guys the lyrics of Catch Me which I find very nice..

Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick
But make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say goodbye

Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass
And don't let go
But tonight I could fall too soon under this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotising
You got me laughing while I sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unravelling
And your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me

See this heart
Won't settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you'll do
my stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away
So I can breath
Even though your far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye

But you're so hypnotising
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unravelling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me

So now you see
Why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care
But here I go
It's what I feel
and for the first time in my life I know it's real

But you're so hypnotising
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've get me smiling in my sleep
And i can see this unravelling
And your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me

And if this is love
Please don't break me
I'm giving up
So just catch me

Listening to: Catch Me by Demi Lovato

Spiderwebs...

Assalamualaikum~

Ahh...it's been awhile! I can see spiderwebs hanging at the edges of this page...ahahaha just kidding! It's just that I've been very buzy doing nothing that I couldn't even muster even an ounce of muscle to write something, anything interesting on this useless blog. Now, my life is so boring that nothing's worth mentioning.

My class will start on 14th September and I think that it will be much more exciting than just sitting and staring at my lappie the whole day. Though at most times I loathe lectures...who doesn't?

Well, to Muslims... Happy fasting~

Ramadhan Kembali!!!

Assalamualaikum~

Hari ni saye nk tulis dlm bahase Melayu pasar la...hihihi
Seperti yg kite sume tau, Ramadhan Al-Mubarak kembali selepas menyepikan "diri" hampir setahun...dan seperti biase, umat Islam perlu menunaikan kewajipan masing2 dengan berpuasa selama sebulan di bulan Ramadhan ni...*rukun Islam ke-3 tu!!* Jgn ponteng puase plak ye kwn2!!!

Di bulan yg mulia inilah yg kite patut memperbanyakkan amalan kite...tp bkn nk kate bulan ni je kne bt amalan, bulan2 len pun kne jugak but byk manfaat yg kite dpt pd bulan ni la kn...Solat Tarawih, solat witir, membaca Al-Qur'an, mendlami Al-Qur'an...di mase2 senggang kite ni ape kate kite isikan dengan sume yg tlh disebut td...kan lagi senang rase idup ni...huhuhu

Alhamdulillah kite ade peluang lg untuk berpuase dan bersolat tarawih di tahun ni...saye sgt bersyukur kerana bkn senang nk buang rase kemalasan dlm diri kite ni...puase tu saje dh menguatkan daya menahan diri kite kn...nafsu ni jgn diikutkan sgt! bleh bawa nahas diri je...

Tp rindu jugak saye kt rumah kt Malaysia tu. Tiap2 ari puase sure akan beli makanan dr bazaar Ramadhan dkt2 rumah tu ataupon mak yg masak...huhuhu rindunye!!! *padahal baru seminggu duk Jakarta..mengade2* Ahaha..kalo pegi bazaar tu..air kelapa, kuey teow, ngn kuih melake tu mmg xsah kalo xbeli! Sedap benar...Malangnye xde bazaar la plak kt sini...huhuhu

Oh...tp ingat ye kawan2, jgn mkn terlebih sgt! nnti susah plak nk solat tarawih kang...ahaha (makan bila lapar, berhenti sebelum kenyang!!!)

Sebelum saye terlupe, adalah lebih baik kalo kite bermaaf2an dgn ibu bapa kite, kawan2... supaya amalan dan puase kite diterima oleh Allah~

Oleh itu...saye ingin meminta maaf atas segala kesalahan dan kesilapan yg telah saye lakukan kepada anda yg membace blog ini dan mereka yg saye kenali selama 19tahun saye berade di dunia ini...semoga anda dapat maafkan saye yg tidak sempurna ini...

Okla, tu je kot yg saye nk sampaikan buat mase ni...saye nk ucapkan SELAMAT BERPUASA kpd sume umat Islam di Malaysia, Jakarta dan seluruh dunia...

Oh~ How I Hope...

Assalamualaikum~

Okay...I know people are crazy about Nur Kasih and frankly speaking, I am too. It's such a good drama. I've been meaning to watch it since they started advertising it on the telly. But somehow there's always something preventing me from doing so. Recently I got the chance to do just that. There's this one scene that I like so much that it keeps on playing in my head...

*SPOILER ALERT* for those who haven't watched it, I advise you not to read this paragraph...
Sorry, I couldn't remember which episode but surely after the 8th. It was the part where Katrina was mad at Adam(post imprisonment) after he kept on calling her by her full name which was Katrina. Before, he called her Kat which in English sounds like the pet animal, cat.

It got me thinking about MY name...Since I was born till today, I guess only the teachers called me by my real name. It's sad that even I myself feel weird saying it out loud. I only hope that people can call me by my real name...That would be nice!

P/S: I LOVE my name and it has a great meaning which is "The Light Of Love" or something like that~ (Cahaya Pencinta)

Send It On!!!

Assalamualaikum~

Walt Disney has launched “Disney’s Friends for Change” and recently they recorded a song called "Send It On" by the Jonas Brothers, Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez and Demi Lovato. Other Disney stars also take part in this noble project.

The Disney’s Friends for Change: Project Green invites young people to join together to help the environment in every way they can like switching off lights when not in use, reduce water usage,
etc.

A word's just a word
Till you mean what you say
And love isn't love
Till you give it away
We've all got to give
Yeah something to give to make a change

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach a heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on

Just smile and the world will smile along with you
That small act of love
That's meant for one will become two
If we take the chances
To change circumstances
Imagine all we could do
If we...

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on
Send it on

There's power in all of the choices we make
So I'm starting now there's not a moment to wait

A word's just a word
Until you mean what you say
And love isn't love
Until you give it away

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on
Send it on

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will help things start
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on
Shine a light and send it on
Shine a light and send it on

Listening to: Send It On by the Disney Stars

Love Is On Its Way...

Assalamualaikum~

Here's the lyrics of "Love On Its Way" by The Jonas Brothers. It's such a lovely song...even though they're just repeating the same lines over and over...ahaha

Young hearts
I believe that we are not far
From becoming who we truly are
Love is on its way

Dreamers
You see everything in colour
While the world is getting darker
Love is on its way

So hold on another day
'Cause love is on its way
You'll find it's gonna be okay
'Cause love is on its way

It's alright you'll find a brighter day
'Cause love is on its way

Leaders
Show us how to love each other
It could help us to recover
Love is on its way

Lonely
I believe that you will find me
And together we will truly see
Love is on its way, yeah

So hold on another day
'Cause love is on its way
You'll find it's gonna be okay
'Cause love is on its way

It's alright you'll find a brighter day
'Cause love is on its way

Yeah! Yeah!

Hold on another day
'Cause love is on its way
You'll find it's gonna be okay
'Cause love is on its way

It's alright you'll find a brighter day
'Cause love is on its way
'Cause love is on its way
'Cause love is on its way

© JONAS BROTHERS PUBLISHING LLC; SIMPLE DAYS MUSIC; SONY/ATV SONGS LLC

Listening to: Love Is On Its Way by Jonas Brothers

Don't Wanna Be Torn

Assalamualaikum~

ahahaha

Okay...this is a song by Miley Cyrus. I found out about it after watching her series Hannah Montana and as usual I quickly fell in love with it...can't stop listening to it now...ahahaha...as the title clearly states, it's about being torn between two guys... *Hope I wouldn't have to be in that situation*

Maybe it's the things I say
Maybe I should think before I speak
But I thought I knew enough
To know myself and do what's right for me

And these walls I'm building now
You used to bring em' down
And the tears I'm crying out
You used to wipe away!

Chorus
I thought you said it was easy
listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
so why am I breaking apart?
Don't wanna be torn (4x)

Don't make me have to choose
between what I want
And what you think I need
(what you think I need)
Coz I'll always be a little girl
But even little girls have got to dream

Now it all feels like a fight
You were always on my side
And the lonely I've been now
You used to make it go away

I thought you said it was easy
Listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
So why am I breaking apart?
Don't wanna be torn

Why is all this so confusing,
complicated, and consuming?
Why does all of this make me angry?
I wanna go back to being happy!

These tears I'm crying out
You used to wipe away! Yeah...

I thought you said it was easy
Listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
So why am I breaking apart?
Don't wanna be torn (8x)

Huhuhuhu...


Listening to: Goodbye by Miley Cyrus

OMG!!!!!!

Assalamualaikum~

Hmmm...now, at 2.30am, I'm still not felling sleepy maybe coz I'd slept like 3 hours earlier this morning...hahaha. So I've been wondering and pondering about what my life would be in Indonesia and honestly I couldn't picture myself living so far away from my family...it's just weird!

tip tup tap...14 days to go before take off!!! OMG!!!! I can't believe it!!!

Please time, I beg you to just move slower...not too fast okay???



Listening to: Don't Wanna Be Torn by Miley Cyrus

My New Routine..

Assalamualaikum~

Since I've been following my dad to work, I had to change my daily routine as there was nothing much to do during that particular period at his office. Luckily there's a television with Astro... But unfortunately, since it's located in an office building, there weren't that many channels to choose from. Basically there's channel 701(AXN), 702(Hallmark), 703(Asian Food Channel), 705(Hitz.tv), 707(Travel & Living), 708(8tv) and 303(KBS World). These are the only channels that I can consider watching...the others..hmmm...they're either incomprehensible or just plain boring to me...

My daily Routine
8.45-9.00 : Arrive at my dad's office

9.00-9.30 : Breakfast

9.30-11.00 : Read newspaper (sometimes I read all but most of the times I just scanned through the headlines..hahaha)

11-12.30 : Nap time! Nothing interesting to watch or do...btw I sleep at 2 or 3 o'clock every night. So that's one way to pay the debt...ahahah

12.30-2.00 : Watch korean drama on 8tv..Solat Zohor

2.00-3.00 : Watch The Biggest Loser on Hallmark Channel

3.00-4.00 : Watch Ying Ye 3+1 (aka My Best Pals) on 8tv

4.00-6.00 : Watch Hitz.tv...or ER..or whatever that's interesting enough that catches my attention. In between, I perform my Asar prayer...

What a bore....

How I wish I could be like her...

Yeah..I do wish I could be her...
There's a long journey ahead of me in order to reach that level though...

Inseparable

My obsession* with Disney stars like Miley Cyrus, Jonas Brothers, Demi Lovato, etc. is no longer a secret. Or maybe it is but I don't care anymore... Here I include lyrics for the song Inseparable by The Jonas Brothers that I just discovered not very long ago and I kinda like it...since I don't know what else to talk about so here..

Take my hand tonight
We can run so far
We can change the world to anything we want
We can stop for hours just staring at the stars
They shine down to show us

>Chorus<
you know when the sun forgets to shine
I'll be there to hold you through the night
We'll be running so fast we can fly tonight
And even when we're miles and miles apart
You're still holding all of my heart
I promise it will never be dark
I know...we're inseparable

We could run forever if you wanted to
And I would not get tired
Because I'd be with you
I keep singing this song until the very end
We have done all these things

Chorus

I would give it all
Never let you fall
Cause you know we're inseparable
I would give it all
Just to show you I'm in love
Cause you know we're inseparable

Chorus

*It's not really an obsession...I just like how they have nice voices especially Miley...and JB have great songs!


Listening to: Can't Have You by Jonas Brothers

Sunset~

Assalamualaikum~

Today, on my way back from my dad's office (I had to follow him to work every day) I saw the most magnificent view. Since my dad had a meeting and finished late today, we had to return home a bit late at about 7.10pm. To reach home from his office, it took about 45 minutes and everyday we pass by all the tall buildings and skyscrapers of Kuala Lumpur. In the car, since I got nothing to do except looking out from the window beside me, I used every single minute there to appreciate all the splendour views and the majestically picturesque scenery of the sun setting right in front of my naked eyes. It was so beautiful that I nearly cried in the car but thankfully I could control my tear glands from excreting the easily flowing fluid from my eyes. Sadly I didn't bring my phone to capture the moment *great!*. Not long after that which was about 5 minutes later, I couldn't see the sun anymore. I just wish that I could see it every day. It was mesmerizing and I am thankful that I'm still alive to experience such thing here on Earth. I also hope there are less tall buildings here in KL coz they are blocking my view. I couldn't see anything but the buildings...like what my dad said, the occupants of one of the buildings could only see the occupants of the next building...no view, no scenery, no nothing! hmmm...


Listening to: Goodbye by Miley Cyrus

Maybe I'm not that patient....

People always say doctors are supposed to be patient, caring and heartwarming...and sometimes I think so too. I possess some quality as a doctor but... It's just that I don't think that I'm patient enough to be a doctor...It has been bothering me ever since I decided on becoming one. Maybe it could be nurtured but is it 100% possible??? hmm...maybe, maybe not! Who knows?

Here's are some proofs that show how impatient I could be...

1. I can't stand when the Internet is slow~ I'd go crazy! *I wish I'm in Korea!*
2. I hate queueing...I would think of some ways to cut queues but I rarely get the chance to.
3. I can't sit for too long...even my body can't handle stillness especially during long hours of exams~ every body cells just go crazy and ended up hurting me! ARGH!! I hate exams! *somehow I don't see the relations but it's not a felony just stating that out, right?? haha*
4. I don't particularly enjoy waiting for the elevators.

Hmm...I really have to brush up my skills! MUAHAHAHA!!!!


Listening to: These Four Walls by Miley Cyrus

Too much free time...

Since I finished foundation in science not too long ago, my life now has been meaningless and I've been wasting time doing nothing and involuntarily gained a few pounds...I knew that I was supposed to do things that are beneficial and educational but there are too much distractions and entertainment tempting me every minute of my precious life here on earth. Today is 21st July 2009, and in less than a month I will be going somewhere very unfamiliar to me and maybe to most of my friends. I believe that we should have had the adequate preparation spiritually, mentally and physically to overcome inevitable obstacles and hardships. Although I realize that I lack all these, yet I am too weak to do anything to fulfill my missions during this free time. I need support and I need constant reminders. I really need motivations right now. I understand now how important friends are and how organization could change your lifestyle. People always say, "You never appreciate what you have until it's gone"...(something like that..I totally forgot the line...right me if i'm wrong!) and I absolutely agree coz you never truly be grateful for the things or the people you have beside you until they're no longer there. People always forget and I'm one of them! Ya Allah, help me find the light to the right path! (I really am trying so hard here!)

I Got A New Laptop!!!!

YEAH!!!! I bought a new lappie!!! And I love it sooooo much!!!! (even though I haven't got the chance to explore or touch it yet!)... I absolutely have to take good care of my lappie and hope that nobody in this world would ever steal another of my precious lappies from me ever again!

P.S The first two laptops were stolen!!! They were physically in great condition when they were in my possession!

YES! FINALLY!

At last, my phone has arrived from Langkawi after centuries of waiting haha... It's external condition is pretty much the same despite being flown from Langkawi in an ordinary envelope... Yes, I'm not kidding. The guy sent it through the old fashion way. No wraps, no polystyrene(ahaha) protecting the phone from the outside world. Just plain old phone in a thin brown envelope. I'm not saying that I'm not thankful for the arrival of the phone. It's just that..you know...it's common human courtesy for one to really take good care of something especially others'. I was hoping for the guy to wrap that phone using something like a paper to at least lessen the impact from crashing into other things or maybe hitting the ground, etc. I never expect people in the 'mailing' business to managed them gracefully. I've seen movies where they even throw boxes fully covered with Fragile signs. Let alone one insignificant brown envelope...hmmm...I should never expect people to act like how I would.

*In this entry, I may sound ungrateful but I assure you that I have no such feelings. I'm thankful for that man's kindness...it's just that I'm a tad disappointed coz the screen of my phone cracked even more when it arrived*

Listening to : Sorry by The Jonas Brothers

Sorry...

This is one of Jonas Brothers' songs that I can't stop listening to...."SORRY"

here's the lyrics...

Broken heart and last goodbyes

Restless night but lullabies helps make this pain go away

I realize I let you down, told you that I'd be around

Building up the strength just to say

I'm sorry for breaking all the promises

That I wasn't around to keep

It's on me, this time is the last time

That I will ever beg you to stay

But you're already on your way

Filled with sorrow, filled with pain

Knowing that I am to blame

for leaving your heart out in the rain

And I know you're going to walk away

Leave me with the price to pay

before you go I wanted to say

That I'm sorry for breaking all the promises

That I wasn't around to keep

It's on me, this is the last time

I will ever beg you to stay

But you're already on your way

I can't make it alive on my own

But if you have to go then please girl just leave me alone

'Cause I don't wanna see you and me going our separate ways

Begging you to stay if it isn't too late

I'm sorry for breaking all the promises

That I wasn't around to keep

It's on me, this time is the last time

I will ever beg you to stay

But you're already on your way

But you're already on your way

Some said that this is the song that Nick Jonas dedicated to Miley Cyrus, saying he's sorry for their breakup. ALLEGEDLY!

I left my phone in Langkawi...GREAT!

This is the first time that I "lost" my phone (I lost 2 laptops before...people like to steal my stuff, I don't know why!). I didn't really lose it if the person who found my phone will return it back to me, right? (avoiding being guilty) My family and I went to Langkawi about 4 days ago to have a quality time together on the last day, we went went to a fancy restaurant near the Underwater World. We ate and ate and maybe absentmindedly I took out my phone(Sony Ericsson W910i) from a pocket and put it on the table...as usual we talked a lot and I may have forgotten about my phone at this time. So when we were leaving the restaurant, I honestly thought I had the phone in my pocket...but I only realize that I lost my phone when we were about to board the plane...Just minutes before boarding, my sister called my phone to locate where exactly my phone was. And a guy picked up the phone, one of the workers at the restaurant. Now, he said he want to post it back to me! *HAPPY*

I'll just have to patiently wait for my phone to come thorugh the mail...

Driving Test Using Auto Cars!!!

My wait has not been in vain. I believe that someday I will not have to drive a manual-operating car! With all the clutch and brake and gear...I don't get them! But we'll have to wait for the confirmation coz this is not certain yet! End of this year...

I'm still a kid inside...

Remember when I said I love watching Hannah Montana and all those stuff on the Disney Channel? Well, I still do... I still love Miley Cyrus' songs...I still love The Jonas Brothers' songs! So, recently Miley and Nick Jonas (they were always in a scandal...I love scandals!) collaborated in making a song called "Before The Storm" and they sang it live in Dallas, Texas. I really love this song . If one really knows me, I'm not the kind to share my favourite things and all but I'll make exceptions. Here's the lyrics....

I know this isn't what I wanted

I never thought it come this far

Just thinking back to where we started

And how we lost all that we are

We were young and times were easy

But I could see, it's not the same

I'm standing here but you don't see me

I'd give it all for that to change

And I don't want to lose her

Don't wanna let her go

Standin' out in the rain

Need to know if it's over

'Cause I will leave you alone

I'm flooded with all this pain

Knowing I'll never hold her

Like I did before the storm

Yeah, before the storm

With every strike of lightning

Comes a memory that lasts

And not a word is left unspoken

As the thunder starts to crash

Maybe I should give up

Standin' out in the rain

Need to know if it's over

'Cause I will leave you alone

I'm flooded with all this pain

Knowing I'll never hold her

Like I did before the storm

Trying to keep the lights from going out

And the clouds are ripping out my broken heart

They always say that a heart is not a home

Without the one who gets you through the storm

Standin' out in the rain

Knowing now it's really over

Please don't leave me alone

I'm flooded with all this pain

Knowing I'll never hold ya

Like I did before the storm

Like I did before the storm

Now...Let's Karaoke!!!

Family Trip....

It's been a while since my whole family go on a holiday...maybe due to our different schedules...my brother was in Australia looking for a job...my sis was in Ireland studying medicine, since now both of them are in Malaysia, my parents took the advantage of holidaying in Bandung, Indonesia. There's no particular reason to why they chose that place but people say that it was shopping heaven...I can't really believe that. I'm not intending on badmouthing that particular state of Indonesia, I'm just expressing my honest opinions and thoughts. okay, we thought that it was going to be cool and breezy there but the moment we reached our destination, it definitely wasn't really that cool..as in cold. (for me at least coz I can't tolerate heat).

It was overflowing with people, vehicles were everywhere. But there's one thing that I was impressed with this country. They have excellent and tolerable drivers and motorists. Even though every inch of the road was covered with cars, vans, taxis and motocycles...accident may be something rare there. They could tolerate and give way to other drivers, one thing I may never see in Malaysia. This is something that we should consider following.

While in Bandung, we did a bit of shopping here and there like Summit, For Men and lots of other factory outlets. I bought a couple of things...Oh, and we went to Pasar Baru which was filled with people and escalators (hahaha...). My mom bought dozens of telekung (I got one too, hihihi) ....and batik(???) for her friends and herself. One other thing that I realized was that people there smoke a lot. Everywhere I go there must be at least 5 persons smoking..*choke2*...help me!!!!breathing difficulties!!!ahaha

And we went to Kawah Putih, a tourist spot (kinda) up one of the hills in Bandung. It was fairly cold...something like Cameron Highlands but a bit cooler. Along the journey up the hill to was pretty much like Cameron Highlands with the tea, starwberries and stuff...At the peak of the hill, there was the 'kawah putih'. It's actually green. I can't really describe this place so just do it yourself by looking at the pictures below...

The food there was different but nice. I had lots of Nasi Padang...very famous there. And I ate some Sunda dishes which was pretty good. I ate a lot!

There's more but I'm too lazy to write and upload pics right now...I know2...this entry is soooo boring so don't bother...ahaha you know what... I won't! hihihihi (why would anyone want to know about my trip?? Honestly I don't know!.. I just feel like putting it up on my blog hahaha)

daaa for now~

I'm listening to: He Could Be The One by Miley Cyrus

Be Quiet In Cinemas!

ahahaha..funny thing when I went out to see a movie with sister. I was meaning to watch Terminator Salvation but I didn't have the chance to until just recently and when I was in the hall watching the movie...common thing, I talked with my sister to kinda discuss things about the movie. I always do that. but this time I had to raise my voice a little bit for her to hear me coz the movie was loud with all the explosions and stuff but suddenly it went quiet. So the only thing people could hear was my voice...talking to my sister out loud! It was humiliating! and the same thing occurred for the second time. That movie really knows how to shut things up! The movie was great although there were some parts that I didn't understand.

Connection???

hmm..something bad happened to my friend, Alma two days ago. I wasn't sure if I should post anything about this or not earlier but since she already posted one on her blog...I guess she wouldn't mind me talking about this. Actually her little brother was kidnapped by several men while he was walking to a park to play with his friends...her family realized this only after his brother didn't come home long after school hours had ended. I couldn't imagine such a thing happening to me...you guys may think "what is the connection between Alma's brother and I?"...okay2, I'll explain. Alma was at home when that fateful accident happened, and I was in our condominium. That night, I had a nightmare and in that nightmare, something very bad was gonna happen to me but luckily I managed to escape and run for my valuable life. The nights before that nightmare, I slept without even dreaming of anything...for over a couple of months, I should say. suddenly that night I had a dream...and not the kind of dreams where there's a prince riding a white horse coming to rescue me from the bad guys (I wish!)...that nightmare was every girls' nightmare! I would never ever want that to happen to me or any other girls in this world. okay, I'm just saying that, me having that nightmare shows that something bad happened/was happening/will happen...maybe his brother and I have some kind of connection...ahahaha...no la...kebetulan je tu kot!but luckily her brother (like in my dream...) managed to escape from being held prisoner...that's the connection...oh btw her brother is 12 years old...imagine yourself being in his shoes!

Movie Mania...(got it from Bal)

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 100 films, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 260 films on this list. Then, put X's next to the films you've seen, add them up, then change the header adding your number.


Teen / Romance:
(X) A Cinderella Story
(X) Another Cinderella Story
(X) Step Up
(X) Step Up 2
(X) High School Musical
(X) High School Musical 2
(X) High School Musical 3
(X) Hannah Montana Movie
(X) Enchanted
(X) Sydney White
Total: 10


(X) She's the Man
() Licensed to Wed
(X) The Break-Up
() 13 Going on 30
(X) 27 Dresses
(X) P.S I Love You
(X) Made of Honour
(X) What Happens in Vegas
(X) Get Smart
() The Princess Brides
Total: 7

(X) Camp Rock
(X) Wild Child
(X) Ella Enchanted
(X) The Princess Diaries
(X) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
(X) 50 First Dates
(X) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Hotel For Dogs
(X) Just Married
(X) Freaky Friday
Total: 9

(X) The Hot Chick
(X) Sleepover
(X) Confessions Of a Shopaholic
(X) Twilight
(X) Nancy Drew
(X) The Devil Wears Prada
( ) No Reservations
( ) Perfect Man
( ) Australia
(X) Never Been Kissed

(X) Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging
Total: 8

Grand total Teen / Romance : 34



Comedy / Humour:
(X) Yes Man
(X) Bedtime Stories
(X) The Pink Panther
(X) The Pink Panther 2
() Marley & Me
(X) Cheetah Girls
(X) Cheetah Girls 2
() Bratz
(X) Haunted Mansion
() Paul Blart Mall Cop
Total: 7

(X) Mr & Mrs Smith
(X) I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry
( ) The 40-Year-Old Virgin
(X) Night in the Museum
( ) Night in the Museum 2
(X) Evan Almighty
(X) Bruce Almighty
(X) White Chicks
( ) Neverending Story
(X) The Love Guru
Total: 7

(X) Meet the Spartans
(X ) Meet the Parents
(X) Meet the Fockers
(X) Home Alone
(X) Home Alone 2
(X) Home Alone 3
(X) Home Alone 4
(X) Date Movie
(X) Epic Movie
(X) Disaster Movie

(X) Superhero Movie
Total: 11

() Scream
() Scream 2
() Scream 3
(X)Scary Movie
(X) Scary Movie 2
(X) Scary Movie 3
(X) Scary Movie 4
(X) American Pie
(X) American Pie 2
(X) American Pie Band Camp
Total: 7

Grand total Comedy / Humour : 32



Adventures:
(X) Harry Potter 1: The Sorcerer’s Stone
(X) Harry Potter 2: The Chamber's Secret
(X) Harry Potter 3: Prisoner of Azkaban
(X) Harry Potter 4: Goblet of Fire
(X) Harry Potter 5: Order of Phoenix

(X) Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring
(X) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(X) Lord of the Rings: Return Of the King
(X) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe
(X) Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian
Total: 10

(X) Bridge To Terabithia
(X) The Sisterhood Of The Travelling Pants
(X) Eragon
(X) The Shaggy Dog
(X) The Spiderwick Chronicles
( ) Charlotte's Web
(X) Nanny McPhee
(X) Stuart Little
(X) Stuart Little 2
( ) The Cat In The Hat
Total: 8

(X) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(X) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(X) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
(X) Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull
(X) The Mummy
(X) The Mummy 2
(X ) The Mummy 3
(X) Journey to the Centre of Earth
(X) City of Ember
(X) Finding Neverland
Total: 10

(X ) Pirates of the Caribbean
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's End
(X) X-Men
(X) X-Men 2
(X) X-Men 3 Origins Wolverine
(X) Spider-Man
(X) Spider-Man 2
(X) Spider Man 3
(X) King Kong
Total: 10

(X) Hellboy
(X) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(X) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(X) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(X) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(X) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(X) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Underdog
(X) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(X) Batman: The Dark Knight
Total: 9

Grand total Adventures : 47




Action/ Thriller:
(X) The Matrix
(X) The Matrix Reloaded
(X) The Matrix Revolutions
(X) Terminator
(X) Terminator 2
(X) Terminator 3
(X) Ocean's Eleven
(X) Ocean's Twelve
(X) Ocean’s Thirteen
(X) Casino Royale 007

(X) Quantum of Solace
Total: 11

(X) Bourne Identity
(X) Bourne Supremacy

() Bourne Ultimatum
(X) Underworld
(X) Butterfly Effect
(X) Death Note
(X) Death Note 2
( ) Death Note 3: L Change the world
() Resident Evil 1
() Resident Evil 2
() I, Robot
Total: 6

(X) Rush Hour
(X) Rush Hour 2
(X) Rush Hour 3
(X) Shanghai Knights
(X) Shanghai Noon
(X) Around The World In 80 Days
(X) Mission Impossible 1
(X) Mission Impossible 2
(X) Mission Impossible 3
(X) I Am Legend
Total: 10

Grand total Action / Thriller : 27



Horror / Gore:
() Predator I
() Predator II
() Signs
() Saw
() Saw II
() Saw III
(X) Saw IV
(X) Saw V
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
Total: 2

(X) The Ring
(X) The Ring 2
(X) Final Destination
(X) Final Destination 2
(X) Final Destination 3
() Ghost Ship
() From Hell
(X) Child's Play
() Seed of Chucky
() Bride of Chucky
Total: 6

() Gothika
() Nightmare on Elm Street
(X) The Grudge
() The Grudge 2
() The Haunted Apartment
() Siren
() Silent Hill
(X) The Mask
(X) Son Of The Mask
() Alone
Total: 3

(X) Omen
(X) House Of Wax
() The Eye
() The Eye 2
() Shutter
(X) When The Stranger Calls
(X) The Fog
() The Orphanage
() The Skulls
() Night Of The Living Dead
Total: 4

(X) Cruel Intentions
(X) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
( ) Slither
( ) Flight Of The Living Dead: Outbreak On A Plane
( ) REC
(X) Anaconda
(X) Anaconda 2: The Hunt for the Blood Orchid
() Anaconda 3: Offspring
( ) Anaconda 4: Trail of Blood
Total: 4
Grand total Horror /Gore : 19



Cartoons:
(X) Lilo & Stitch
(X) Ice Age
(X) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( X) Madagascar
( X) Madagascar 2
(X) Kung Fu Panda
() Bolt
(X) Wall-E
(X) Monsters Inc
(X) Shark Tale
Total: 9

(X) The Simpsons Movie
(X) Charlie & The Chocolate Factory
(X) Shrek
(X) Shrek 2
(X) Shrek 3
(X) Finding Nemo
(X) ET
(X) Cars
(X) Ratatouille
(X) Alvin And The Chipmunks
Total: 10

(X) Toy Story
(X) Toy Story 2
(X) The Incredibles
(X) Meet The Robinsons
(X) Happy Feet
(X) The Spongebob Squarepants Movie
() Over The Hedge
(X) Flushed Away
(X) Chicken Little
(X) Race To Witch Mountain
Total: 9

Grand total Cartoons: 28



Inspirational:
(X) Little Miss Sunshine
(X) I Am Sam
() The Day After Tomorrow
(X) Coach Carter
(X) The Last Dance
() To Kill A Mockingbird
() Conrack
() Midnight Sun
() Little Black Book
() Rwanda Genocide
Grand total Inspotational : 4

Classics:
(X) Ten Things I Hate About You
(X) Titanic
(X) Romeo & Juliet
() Frankenstein
() A Midsummer Night's Dream
(X) Jumanji
Grand total Classics: 4


TOTAL MOVIES WATCHED: 195/260.

I know I'm a movie maniac so no surprise there...there are more actually that I've seen but I can't remember each and every one of them...in fact I think I've watched more than 700 hundred movies altogether...or much more...I don't know, I don't like to estimate.

Dissecting A MOUSE!!!

For the first time in 18 years and 5 months on Earth...I finally got the chance to dissect a mouse...ahahaha!! not the sewer rat though! the clean white lab mouse! even though people think it's small and cute, but I assure you that it's not! they are hyperactive, stinky and hmmm...what else???hahaha...to animal lovers, I, on behalf of my course mates apologize if our experiment offend you in any ways. but what can you do...they are lab mice! they are made to be dissected...anyways, surprisingly I wasn't at all scared or disgusted by them like I used to be...Alma was the one who picked out our mouse and I was responsible for knocking the mouse out...by using Chloroform I mean not by hitting it.ahahaha!!! I tried to to do just that but it took us longer than I expected. So after it finally lost its consciousness...we began dissecting it!since no one else in my group volunteered to dissect it, so I took the "job".muahahaha....before that, I observed other groups on how they do that things we should do on that white little animal...and I noticed their hands were trembling like how my hands would before interviews.ahahaha...I mustered every courage I had to do my "job" and thankfully I didn't tremble(tunjuk terer padahal first time bt)...ahahaha!!!long story short, we separated the organs from the small body of the mouse and everyone was happy!!!!end of story...ahahahaha I didn't capture anything coz my hands(don't worry I wore gloves) were contaminated with blood...but my friend had one with myself in it...ahaha so here!

I Wish I Could Own These Things...

This piece is by Padini Authentics and I really hope that someday it'll be mine!!!muahahaha

Ok I know this is a shoe for babies but I really hope they would make a pair for me in a much bigger size so that I could fit into them...hmmm...babies won't even realize that they're wearing a kick*** Puma shoes! I definitely would!

These are among the handbags displayed at Radley London KLCC...they are soooo cute!!!

More Radleys...CUTE!!!!

Even more Radleys...even cuter!!!

Hats at Momoe OU...I want the one in the centre...

How Come?

How come I hadn't dreamt of anything recently?

New Pair of Slippers...

My not-so-new pair of slippers...

Newer pair!hahahaha...I assure you that they are the same size!Bad angle...

Miss Alicia's Departure...

once again...the time has come for another of our lecturer to leave us...not long ago, Miss Hazwani left to work in Kelantan and before that Mr Goh gave his up job to further his studies in the US, and now Miss Alicia is intending to do the exact same thing...she said that she got an offer to teach at a university in Perak and we all know that it is what's best for her but it's just sad to say goodbye after all we've been through together(jiwangz!)...muahaha...she even got each of us a bookmark (she made them herself!...how touching...huhuhu). We can't stop her from going though, but we pray that she will lead a happy and successful life and that she will never ever forget us here....her awesome students!On her last day at Unity College International, our council members organized an impromptu (haha...not really) farewell party for Miss Alicia (she informed us of her departure a day before the party thus it was not so grand like Miss Hazwani's). I captured some pictures of our last days with Miss Alicia...have a look!

WHY????

Just now I went to Cineleisure to have a game or two of bowling...
so since my right arm was hurting too much for me to be able to hold the heavy house ball...

I decided early on to just play stupidly....you know...just throw the ball and hope that it'd knock down one or two of the pins at the end of the lane...I even tried using my left hand..awkward!

the first and the second game would make me look like an amateur considering that I couldn't even pass 100.funny coz I've been in this sport for almost a decade!(should have been a pro already!..but no I'm not a pro..sadly)

and for the third a.k.a last game,me and my friends suggested on playing more seriously to the group of four who played next to us...and to have a competition.3 versus 4!

supposedly the other group has an advantage of having an extra player...

but in the end my group won!ahahaha....the 3 superiors managed to topple off the 4 inferiors!!!muahahaha....sorry!too evil!

here's proof!

the other team

my team!I'm 'I'!!!!

notice the total at the right hand bottom?...my team was already 92 ahead of them at that time...

hahaha...jgn marah!!!

the thing that I wanted to say was that why couldn't I get pass 200???It was my record two years ago and still hasn't been broken.oh why???

All My Worries...Vanished In Thin Air...

I Don't Like It When...

there's no new messages in my inbox...in my cellphone that is!

you know the feeling when you accidentally left your cellphone at home...

and only realizes that you actually leave it after you reach your work place or school or watever...

and thought that it was too late to turn back...?

this had happened to me numerous times before!

and most of the time, when I reached home after wateve I was doing earlier, only to find out that nobody had called me or even sent me a text message!

oh...how disappointed I would be, looking at the screen of my cellphones (yes, I have two!)...

I would definitely feel even more disappointed when there's actually a new text message sent to my number and when I opened it, the message said "your account is about to expire, topup to continue your services".(something like that...I just made that phrase up...hahaha..you got what I mean right?)...

That right there is a heart wrenching moment!

The Laboratories Are Sauna Rooms!

ah..labs are supposed to be cool and exciting...

but our labs are the absolute opposite of what we expected...

with no airconds or fans...we had to endure the heat...

plus wearing the lab coats really 'helps'!

we were sweating like running a marathon or something...

so uncomfortable and disgusting....we all smelled like sweat!

sweaty armpits all over the IEM building...ahahaha

so inconvenient!maybe these were the punishments we deserved after

complaining how cold it was in the hall of the previous building....

(i didn't really complain much because sometimes I do love the freezing cold environment...

such a nice condition for sleeping...ahahahaha)

btw I have my shawl so it covers me from freezing to death in the hall...ahahaha

this problem has got to be solved!FANS WON'T DO!

WE NEED AIR CONDITIONERS!

these are some of the pictures I took in the lab...don't be fooled by our happy faces...

we're just acting like we're having a blast!

Our 1.0 mol/dm3 CuSO4...nice shade of blue!notice the fan?it is of no help whatsoever!

HATS...

I love hats!!!!They are soooo lovely and trendy...

except...I'm wearing a tudung...

how am I suppose to wear them with a tudung?

It would just look awful and stupid...

oh well..I guess maybe in another lifetime then...hahaha

Hyprocrite?

Am I a hypocrite?

what does hypocrite mean actually?

I was told that hypocrite is when you tend to pretend to be someone else or to express your feelings in one way when actually you're totally (/feeling) the opposite!

Am I being a hypocrite?

reading this one comment from my friend about being a hypocrite made me think about it....

yes..i am a happy-go-lucky person...housemates approved!but i do sometimes feel lonely or angry or tense...all those negative feelings one shouldn't be having on a happy day...

I smile a lot that I think my jaw has loosen out of place...ahaha...

do smiling and laughing when you feel angry or sad mean you're being a hypocrite?

I guess in some weird ways that's true but some other odd ways,being a hypocrite in order to make other people happy can be accepted...(right?)

What's the point on being an honest straightforward person when all you can do is hurt the people around you?

I don't know whether I'm a hypocrite or not however I do seldom feel like one just by looking at those who look at you differently...they make you think there's something wrong with what you're doing or what you're being or the way you're acting at that moment!

PS:I mean no harm!PEACE!

A Plane Crash

Look at this picture carefully...what do you see??

a plane crashing? or taking off? or flying to the distant???

to me, it sure does look like a plane with a malfunctioned left engine and a brken right wing crashing...with its helpless passengers panicking, screaming for their life, waiting for the pilot and co-pilot to figure a way out of the situation.muahahaha...

It's Q guys...not K!

Not everyone realize this but my name is spelled with a Q not a K!

I've always received text messages where my friends spelled my name incorrectly

I'm not saying that I hate you guys for spelling it wrong...but I much prefer you guys

using Q rather than K...as in iQin!

Thank you again...I know none of you guys visit my blog (except Dyana...) but I won't say this 

face-to-face...so figure it out yourselves...

UNPAD???

hahaha....no Unpad exam!!!!
CONFIRM!
total freedom!