Can You Please Stop That?

Assalamualaikum~

Today I had my second last exam for the semester. I should have been relieved that it's over but I just can't. There's 2 people that I'm very upset with right now. I don't know who they are but I really hate them.

Wanna know why? Because they annoyed me during the exam. Not directly of course. And not just me, I bet many others were equally annoyed by them. Gah! One person kept "knocking" her/his pen on the desk all the way through the exam while the other who sat behind me kept "stomping" his noisy shoes. Dorg ingat tu rumah dorg ke nk buat bising?? ISH!!! Mungkin dorg xperasan yang dorg buat bising...tapi tolong la perasankan! Saye dh "sush"kan dorg pon, still buat lagi. TENSI!!!

And oleh sebab itu, saye xleh nk concentrate menjawab soalan exam tadi. Gah! Kalo dpt markah rendah tu, gara2 dorg la! (Ahaha..alasann~).

And then, elok2 nk balik tu..hujan plak. Not that I hate it, in fact I love rain. Saye suke gak main hujan. Cm mase kecik2 dlu. Kalo xmain hujan pon, tgk hujan pon dh cukup menyenangkan hati. But bile pikir balik, air yang turun tu datangnye dari sumber mane? Sungai hitam gak...Adoih la~ Trus xjadi nk mandi2 hujan. Then, dlm perjalanan balik tu, yang pade mulenye hanya gerimis menjadi semakin lebat. Xlebat sgt actually tapi besau2 btul raindrops tu. Macam kene baling batu je rasenye. Terpakse la kitorg "mandi" gak dalam hujan tu. Kebetulan plak hari ni xbwk payung. *Saye slalu bwk payung tapi arini xt'bwk sbb lupe nk masukkan balik dlm bag*. Jalan2 dlm hujan, tibe2 nmpk satu hamba Allah ni kuar dari satu lorong depan kitorg dan die membawa payung warne kelabu di luar, merah di dlm. Kami pun memanggil si die. Panggil2 tapi xdgr. Jerit lagi. Nk pinjam payung la kononnye. Tapi cis...lgsg xlayan~ Ye la kan. Perempuan ni senang jatuh sakit. Kalo laki tu, kuat skit sistem pertahanan tubuh dorg. Takut demam je. Luse dh la last paper.

Gambar hiasan. Comel plak gambar ni~

Kitorg dengan gagah perkasenye merempuh hujan di hutan belantare (ahaha...) dan menuju ke warteg ibu. Sampai sane..ramai la plak. Bertimbun2 orang kt situ. Walaupun hujan tapi still rase panas. The rest is history. *xpenting pon nk cite*

Ahahaha..baru perasan. Dari English trus tukar BM. Haaa...Ape nk jadi? Ape nk jadi? sampai sekarang xkawin lagi...eh, ade kaitan ke?

Saye tidak berpuas hati! Episode 2...

Assalamualaikum~

Kali ini saye bukan nk membicarakan tentang pencil atau kasih sayang saye padanye. Tapi kali ini saye nk menyatakan betape tidak puasnye hati ini bile ade makhluk di atas muke bumi yang luas ini telah dengan sewenang-wenangnye salah mengeja nama saye yang cantik lagi indah yang telah diberikan oleh family saye.

Ade ke patut setelah 6 bulan belajar bersama dalam kelompok dan setiap kali PBL, Pleno dan diskusi2 sampingan memanggil nama saye tapi still xreti2 mengeja name saye?? Entah berape kali nk betulkan baru dapat??? Saye cukup pantang btul kalo orang silap tulis name saye ni...sebab saye paham certain orang pun mmg akan rase cmni bile namenye dieja salah. I'm no different! I'm a human being with feelings.

Masalahnye skrg bukan sekali die buat cmtu tapi berkali2. Bukannye susah nk eja Asyiqin. Ade 6 huruf yang berbeza. Anda telah menghafal 26 abjad yang berbeza. Apakah ini satu beban? Kalo xpasti pon, tanye la dlu!!! GERAM3!!! Seriously??? Dh enam bulan la~ Bukannye sehari due...

Even though I like the letter Z but I don't want it in my name! This is the first time someone used a Z in my name. It doesn't even sound like there's a Z. ISH! When it comes to my real name...don't play2!!! I won't like it!

My name as written by that "human" on our group makalah/article/whatever it is.

Saye hafal every name dalam kelompok saye tu sampai skali ngan ejaan die sume so that I won't make this mistake. Mase saye buat makalah dulu pon saye check name dari daftar kehadiran tu just to make sure. Apelah salahnye kalo anda berbuat demikian juge??? Manusia ini memang telah menggelegakkan darah ni beberape kali dan selame ni saye sabar je. Kali ini, saye tidak boleh bersabar! I've reached my limit! *still xsmpi hati nk sound die tadi...setakat bgtau je salah tulis..heh!*

Tgk! Pasal name pon bleh emo cmni...Ahhh~ Salah! Saye jarang emo, hanya certain things yang meng"emo"kan saye seperti....bagaimana org mengeja name saye dengan salah! Unacceptable! Tidak boleh diterime!

Mixing up names...

Assalamualaikum~

Dear diary,

Haaa...someone mixed up my name again today. Somehow I became Itin instead of Iqin. Well, maybe it's better than having your name changed into a total stranger's name, for instance Minah. Minah doesn't suit me. I've never had a friend called Minah. Syiqin...better! Or Iqin. Whichever that makes you feel comfortable.

Oh diary, even I...did mistakes that I'm very ashamed to admit. I often thought people who called Atin at the next room, called for me. And I often replied wholeheartedly. I ended up feeling so "malu" coz it was not my name being called. Gah! *kene korek telinge kerap2 ni*

There's this particular someone that mix up my name and Fatin's on purpose. Atin became Aqin...Iqin became Itin. Haaaa....such weird names. *Alma! Stop it!* hihihihihih

Well, I have been called even weirder names like Cos, Cos Sin Theta, Sakura, etc thanks to my friends. COS? *Very long story to how I got this name* Really guys? And I don't understand how Aisyah Ais could call me that. Ha....

I don't mind, really. But I would prefer people call me by my real name. Tak ke lagi sedap dari Cos? (I still love you guys even though you call me with very weird nicknames)

I'm so glad that you never call me weird names. *Not that you're able to*
Thanks a lot Diary~ I love you sooo much!

Saye sengaje sebenarnye...

Assalamualaikum~

Kepada yang berkenaan, saye mintak maaf kerana telah semacam "hang up" on you yesterday.

It was totally intentional.

Bukan sebab laptop termati atau internet connection terputus, but I sign out sebelum sempat capai ke penutup bicare due to several reasons.

Walaupun anda xmerase ape2 dengan perbuatan "sengaje" saye tu, namun saye tetap ingin meminta maaf~

Ikhlas dari Asyiqin yang rase bersalah dari start sign out YM semalam.

Saye tidak berpuas hati!

Assalamualaikum~

Sebentar tadi saye telah membace satu post ini dari seorang teman sekuliah tentang kehilangan pensel kesayangannye dan tibe2 saye rase mcm tidaklah puas hati ni bile membace blog tersebut hinggakan saye dengan peliknye telah menulis comment di situ. *wow, pjgnye ayat ni..amazing!* Die dengan beremosi melimpah ruah dalam blog tersebut menyatakan kesedihan kehilangan pensel tersebut, saye pon tibe2 rase sebak sebab telah terjadi perkare ini pade saye berulang2 kali sejak datangnye saye ke negare ini. Betape tidak berpuas hatinye saye terhadap kehilangan pensel tik2 saye tu. Kebetulan, pada waktu ini, pensel milik saye yang baru dibeli about a week ago sudah hilang entah ke mane. Cari2 xjumpe. Bwh katil, atas katil, dlm cupboard, luar cupboard, atas meja, bwh meja, dlm laci meja, kt rak buku, dalam bag *berjuta2 kali check, xjugak muncul2*, dalam toilet, luar toilet, dalam buku walaupun tau mustahil sebab xbace buku pon, pokoknye merate2 la cari but telah disahkan vanished.

Saye masih ingat pensel tik2 pertame yang saye bwk dari Malaysia, telah setia bersame saye dari form 4 (time tu tukar MRSM, so sume bnde nk bli baru~). Semase Gamaliel (Orientation Week), saye menggunakan pencil tersebut bagi mencatat segale2 ape yang dikatekan di depan hall. *time tu tgh xtau ape2..blur2~* And a while after that, somehow pencil saye itu menghilangkan diri. Ntah kenape. Mungkin die tak berpuas hati dengan kondisi hidup die di sini, mane xnye. So, dengan berat hati saye berkunjung ke TA untuk membeli segala keperluan yang diperlukan dan pencil tik2 baru. Bile sampai ke kedai buku di situ, saye masuk dan trus pergi ke bahagian stationery. Disurvey2 dulu sebelum bli sebab nak yang terbaik lagi selese dipakai. Malangnye bile dilihat harge pada pencil2 serta pen2 di situ, MasyaALLAH! Mahal sungguh! Boleh beli 2 batang pencil berkualiti kt Malaysia untuk sebatang kt sini~ But, saye sgt terpegun dengan kerapian mereka menyusun batang2 pen dan pencil di ruangan stationery tersebut. Amat menarik dan kemas. Haa~~~

Back to the topic! Haa, kemudiannye selepas beberape lame menggunakan pencil tersebut, die membuat hal plak. Senang benar la pencil2 ni rosak. Adekah saye yang terlalu ganas menggunakannye?? Macam xmungkin. Saye memegangnye dengan penuh rase kasih sayang dan kelembutan *KONON!*. Sekali lagi saye melawat kedai buku, xingat yang mane satu sebab dh byk kali sgt pergi kedai buku. Bli la saye lagi sebatang pencil. Mungkin sedikit murah tapi at least bleh digunakan sementare waktu saye mengumpul duit utk bli yang lebih bagus. Tup2, beberape lame after that, hilang! HAISH!!!

Saye ntah keberape kalinye pergi ke mall mane ntah utk bershopping, bli la skali pencil tik2. Pencil tik2 yang saye bli itu rupenye same dengan yang saye gune time saye form 1 atau 2. Sangat best walaupun xde "cushion" utk keselesaan jari jemari ni semase menulis. Nasib baiklah saye xterlalu menekan semasa melukis ataupun menulis. So there it was. Dengan mahalnye saye membelinye, bertahan lame la jugak. Berbulan. Kemudian, seperti yang terjadi pada pencil kedua, die rosak. Penutupnye di belakang pulak hilang. Sehingga menyebabkan jari saye sakit setiap kali menekan apabila ingin mengeluarkan lead pada hujung depan pencil tersebut.

Then, saye pon membeli la satu lagi pencil yang sedikit berkualiti dari yang sebelumnye. Warnanye hijau gelap dengan inovasi lead akan terkuar dengan sendiri sedikit demi sedikit agar semase menulis, lead xkan pernah kehabesan. Malangnye, saye dengan cuainye telah meletakkan pressure yang kuat ke atasnye semase saye sedang study di atas katil, makanya muncung depannye telah retak sehingga menyebabkan ia menjadi longgar dan lead di dalamnya sering patah. Hal ini telah mentensionkan saye selame saye menggunakan pencil tersebut kerana asyek kne refill lead. Memanjang patah~

So, memandangkan exam semakin dekat *pada mase itu exam fisiologi dasar blok 4*, saye dengan relunctantnye telah membeli pencil tik2 dari "tol kt tomang"..ahaha!!! Secikai2nye pencil yang dibeli, alhamdulillah die xbuat hal time exam. Exam fisiologi dasar dan biokimia dasar dapat dijawab dengan confidentnye menggunakan pencil cikai baru. Dan pencil tersebut saye bangge2kan pada orang sebab rupe die cm cantik je padahal cikai~ *mahal tu! 10.5k*

Kejadian same terjadi sekali lagi iaitu kejadian hilangnye pencil tik2 saye. Pencil hitam cikai yang berharga 10.5k tu melarikan diri dari saye. Saye lagi sekali memunggah bilik saye yang kemas, cantik lagi comel itu tapi xjumpe2 gak. Di pelosok mane ntah die menyorok. Dan exam semakin mendekat, pencil hilang, study x lagi. Kalo saye study kne ade pencil walaupon bukan untuk menconteng time study tapi sebagai mainan tangan agar dapat menumpukan perhatian. Segala style mainan tgn saye buat ngan pencil tu kalo time belajar. Maka sekiranya xde pencil, alamatnye xstudy la saye. Then, dh terdesak sgt sbb xstudy ape lagi and exam pun xberenti mendekatkan diri, saye terpakse la kuarkan balik pencil tik2 yang xde penutup tu dari pencil case. Xsyok tul pakai! ISHH!!! Kenape la ske sgt hilang pencil ni?? Jangan kate pencil, laptop pun dh due kali hilang~ HAISH!

Ape nk jadi?? Ape nk jadi? Sampai sekarang xbeli lagi...
Tunggu dulu la...sehari sebelum exam saye bli baru~ Yeay!
Oh..BTW, I LOVE every single pencil I bought! I even love the cikai one~

Maaf post kali ini terlalu pjg and xde gmbr, saye sendiri pon xphm cmne bleh tulis terpjg sgt..Pening2!!

I was the fool who became famous for all the wrong reasons...

Assalamualaikum..

Ahhh...I'm soooo embarrassed!!!

I tripped over a stool in the lab just now.

And as the lab was soooo quiet, the stool toppling onto the floor became extraordinarily loud.

Everyone who was engrossed drawing and colouring their versions of 48-hour and 72-hour old chicks looked at me at the same time, wondering what had happened.

I was at the time crouching so that nobody could see me making a fool out of myself.

Unfortunately, some of them saw me "kicked" the stool that was obstructing my way to somone.

My groupmates thought it was funny and cute... I think otherwise.

Huuuhhhh...what a day.

Sorry, no pics today~

Pink Craze...

Assalamualaikum...

Colours are so important. Why? Because they paint your life with so much feelings attached. I do believe colours represent so much that you can't even describe how you feel when you look at a colour. There's so much in a colour that your heart can't settle for one. *I'm not sure if I'm making any sense here..*. Red can mean that you're currently angry but once in a while a slightly different shade of red might say that it's romantic. See? The total opposite from just a single colour.

The colours that decorate our planet into an awesome one~

I used to think that before colours were introduced on television, the world was just black and white...and gray. Yes, I used to think that. That everyone around you have gray, white or black skin. That they wore gray suits, black suits, etc. How childish of me to think that? *Actually I'm still not conviced that colours existed during the 18th century*

Recently, there this one particular colour that catches my eye everytime I see it. It's not that I like it, I don't hate it either. I used to love this colour when I was a little girl. The period where Barbies were my best friends. Princesses and dresses were in my dreams. The colour that now cover gift shops and girls' stuff. Yes. I'm talking about the colour "PINK".

Have you ever experienced something like this? I guess everyone does. Somehow the world is surrounded by that colour and the others just don't stand out as much. I hope this doesn't stay long in my head. I have to resist buying pink stuff or I'll end up looking like a girl who plays Barbie by herself in a room filled with pink laces and pink wallpaper. No no no...Impossible.

I love WHITE! White is my favourite colour...White, white, white, white, pink~ Ahhh!!!

The pinks in my room~

Okay, this has to stop!

Late Nights~

Assalamualaikum~

Dear diary,

I just want to say that I'm so tired right now. I wish you're a human that has feelings like I do. I hope you understand how I truly feel at the moment. Oh diary, why can't you transform into something more huggable. I can't hug my laptop...too weird! Please turn into a human. I beg of you~

I happened to have my last PBL session for the semester but I was so lost that I felt like I'm not even there. Slowly, I began to slip into slumberland. Yawning away...and as I was too bored sitting there listening to voices that I didn't intend on hearing...I counted all those yawns. There were 13. I'm pretty sure it's 13 unless I missed any. I wished "you" were there to see how tired I was. I couldn't hold on any longer. I wished you were there to slap me in the face and wake me up from that dream. How unlucky I was that you're not even human.

Ish2...tutup mulut tu cik kak oi~

Suddenly a sharp pain coming from my stomach. It was like needles "poking" (can't find the right word) me in the stomach. Painful but not deadly. I was forced to endure the pain until it was time for me to present my materials which was *thankfully* not too long after the stomachache. It's not like I needed to go to the toilet *if you know what I mean*. It was only pain. Nothing else. Maybe this was because I didn't eat enough the night before. Haaa...let it be then.

After the pain went away, I continued to enjoy myself in my own world. Shutting down everything else around me. Blocking all those noises...

Then I thought, I'm too tired! I didn't get enough sleep the night before. I slept with my hands on the keyboard. I didn't finished my OHP slides that night and I even slept on it. Gosh, that's how tired I was.

I need to cut all those chatting sessions...put a limit to it especially when it's time for me to sleep. I welcome my friends hyes and hellos but not after 1 am please~ Hihihi...demanding tul!

Thanks diary for "listening" to my complaints...I appreciate that very much! MUAHH~

Asyiqin's World Record broken!

Assalamualaikum...

As the title implies...somebody just broken Asyiqin's World Record in the category World's Longest Chatting Session~

And the winner is...JENG JENG JENG...Asyiqin Ramdan *since I'm the only occupant of Asyiqin's World, I'm the only possible record breaker*~

Yesterday, I had the longest chatting session with someone I barely knew. Usually during that time, people have balance between giving and yielding but I gave very little and yield a whole lot. Ahahaha...I don't mind actually. It's nice to have someone to talk/listen to once in a while. Jeles bile tgk org berYM sentiase bile kite sendiri xde org nk berYM. Jangan tertipu dengan ke"online"an saye tu...tipu je tu! Suke tgk status org. Bleh membuatkan kite rase sedih dan gembira pada mase yang same. Berbagai2 status yang org tulis...sampai kite pon rase cm nk tukar status every minute.

I'm not very sure how long I chatted yesterday but I'm very sure I've exceeded the 3-hour mark. Ape yang dicerite pon xtau la...cmne bleh lame cmtuh skali eh? Pelik2~

Akibat dari chatting tu, saye tertido dalam kelas pagi tadi. Mengantuk yang amat sgt tambah ngan xpaham ape yang Ibu Anna cerite pasal translation tadi...makanya saye dengan berat hatinye telah melelapkan mate sebentar. Ape la yang Ibu Anna merepek tadi eh? Saye dengar pasal eIF la, EF la and banyak lagi but xdpt tangkap la. Saye pandang kanan, Qilah dan Akma bersembang, tengok kiri, Asydad tengah tido sambil tongkat dagu...So, saye pon dh letih sgt tambah xcukup tido malam semalam, tertido la kt kerusi yang xselese tu~

Gambar hiasan

This may be out of topic, but saye sgt xberpuas ati ngan kelompok C and D yang masuk kelas kitorg tadi hingga menyebabkan kelas tu jadi panas dan sesak plus distracting and bising! Cmne saye tau bising? Sebab saye xdpt tido dengan lena. Ahahaha~

Bukak2 mate, sume orang dh berdiri bersedia untuk keluar dari kelas dan pulang ke rumah masing2.

Saye telah terkeluar dari tajuk. Ahhh...too much has happened. Banyak yang nk diceritakan but saye xske tulis panjang2 ni. Sendiri pon malas nk bace, apatah lagi orang lain nk bace tntg hari kite?

Pokoknye di sini, saye telah break my own record. So now I'm a world record holder!!! Record bowling telah lame xbroken. Sudah bertahun2, bile la nk break 200 record tu??? Nanti2 la. Bile dh balik Malaysia nnti, kite main bersame family. YEAH!!! Lagi 26 hari je lagi~

That's all for now.
Salam dari Asyiqin kepada sume including myself~

Down Goes Another One~

Assalamualaikum...

Here I want to include lyrics from my favourite band, McFly!!! Gagagaga....It's called Down Goes Another One. Ira pon dh jatuh cinte ngan lagu ni..ahahah :P

Did the best that I could
Said I'd die for you and I would
But I drowned all those feelings in the flood

Need to know if you're there
If you're listening to my prayers to my tears
Feel like raindrops through the mud

How was I to know that a year ago
I'd need to read between the lines
And every lie and that's why

Every time I fall asleep my dreams are haunted
And every time I close my eyes I'm not alone
And every time I cry I'm right back where you wanted
I try to drown you out so down goes another one
(Down goes another one)
Down goes another one
(Down goes another one)
Down goes another one
(Down goes another one)

Living fast
Dying young
But I'm living with what you've done
Now I face accusations
I won't run
No

I'm starting to remember things that you said
I'm unravelling what they meant
But the world moves on
You're just another one

And how can I go on
'Cause when I'm in the sun I see your shadow on the ground
But you're never there when I turn around

Every time I fall asleep my dreams are haunted
And every time I close my eyes I'm not alone
And every time I cry I'm right back where you wanted
I try to drown you out so down goes another one

Whoo

And how can I go on
'Cause when I'm in the sun I see your shadow on the ground
(Shadow on the ground)
But you're never there when I turn around

'Cause every time I fall asleep my dreams are haunted
(My dreams are haunted)
And every time I close my eyes I'm not alone
And every time I cry I'm right back where you wanted
(Right back where you wanted)
I try to drown you out so down goes another one

(Hey)
Down goes another one
(Down goes another one)
Down goes another one
(Hey)
Down goes another one
(Down goes another one)
Down goes another on
Down goes another one
(Down goes another one)
Down goes another one)

Eat eat eat till you're fat!

Assalamualaikum...

As people say, you are what you eat. That can be implied to most human being in the planet Earth but some just lucky enough to not represent what they're eating (meaning=they maintain their figure even though they shove food into their mouth like there's enough room for two whole meals). On the other hand, there are people in this world who'll gain 5lbs *exaggerating* just by drinking a glass of water. Yours truly~ Ahhh...lantak la...nk gemuk ke xnk gemuk ke. Bukannye nk impress sape2 pon. Btul x? *alasan semate2*

My dad bought me this bottle of dietary supplement (buffered vitamin C) and my appetite keeps on heightening tho I'm not very sure that it has anything to do with these tablets I've been eating for almost a month. Supposedly 1 tablet before meal per day but almost every day I forget and forget about them and thus having to scream each time after lunch. Coz it seems to me that that's the only time that I could remember having to consume that oh-so-humongous tablet of Vit C. I have no problem swallowing it, it's just that I hate having to eat pills daily like I'm sick or something. My friend once asked me if I were sick coz she had to see me swallow that bitter vit C (it doesn't taste like orange). But don't worry my friend, I'm not sick. I'm just too fat. Hahaha...where does that come from?

Oh father, I know you're worried about me having to go through adversity, hardship, poverty, etc. But don't worry, I have enough body fat to last for 3 whole days. kihkihkih...

Ayat2 di atas bukanlah tujuan utama saye menulis entry ini. Tujuan utama saye ialah untuk menunjukkan betape banyaknye nikmat yang diberi oleh Allah kepade kite. Tapi janganlah kite berlebih-lebihan dan janganlah kite tidak bersyukur atas segala yang Allah beri kepade kite.

Two days ago, my friend Alma asked me if I wanted to go watch a movie coz she made a promise to herself that she would bring me...as my birthday present (it is?), and without hesitation I agreed. We brought Ira along *cam bwk pet plak..ahahah* and watched Case 39 *psycho pny movie..buat kami yang penakut ni asyik terjerit je*. And after that, since there's Secret Recipe not too far from XII, we ordered a piece of cake each. Ahhh...melayang 25k~ Ape yang dapat? Kekenyangan dan kemuakan yang berlebihan. ISH Asyiqin...tolong la bersyukur dapat makan.

















Nilah die cake Indulgence yang sedap tapi memuakkan kalo makan byk2...yang second pic tu adalah gara2 kebosanan and xde keje lain nk buat.

Dalam cite lain iaitu beberapa hari sebelum makan cake yang menggemukkan ni, saye dengan senang hatinye telah berkunjung ke CL and TA dua hari berturut2 dan tanpe memikirkan hal duit yang semakin sengkek lagi kering ni, saye membeli roti2 di Breadtalk. Ni gara2 vit C yang telah menambahkan selera makan saye ni...sume bnde nk makan. ISH3 Asyiqin~ Lame2 ilang mate idung mulut kne tutup ngan lemak...ahahaha!

Luckily saye telah menangkap gambar2 makanan yang sedap lagi mahal itu, yakni roti2 Breadtalk sebelum saye "ngap" die.

The first one's called Mocha Cave and the second is Bread Pudding which reminds me a lot of my mom's...very delicious~

The point here is that I'm starting to fond eating and that's very bad for me. Then, I used to hold eating until lunch but now I can't skip breakfast. Too hungry that I could turn into the Incredible Hulk in no time! GRRR..Give me food, or else...

Grrr~

I wash my brain daily...

Assalamualaikum~

Ahhhh....it's been awhile...I missed writing in my blog though they're not that important but I just want to be able to commemorate every single thing I've experienced up to this moment. Every firsts like how newly parents capture their first child's first word, first step, first kiss?, etc. I never had a diary and because of that I never really understand what people are supposed to write about daily. I couldn't understand how they have so many things to put into their diary without running out of ideas.

I've never felt the need to write about everything(or some things) every day coz I just feel that they're not that important? But I am wrong? Should those things that I feel not important be the most crucial of all? Did I misjudged? Did I not take things seriously? Hmmm..I wonder. Maybe I did. I'm too simple-minded that I couldn't even remember the details of my day over 24 hours. It's like that spam folder where it'll delete any spam messages after some time periodically. Only my brain deletes certain memories after 24 hours or maybe even less. It's a problem. I know~

My brain could be that small coz it can't store much information at one time.

On my way home, I talked to this friend of mine...and out of nowhere, this blog subject popped out. And she said that I haven't update my blog for so long. I do realize that actually. It's been over 3 weeks, almost a month. The last time I wrote an entry was the day after I came back from Malaysia. Hmmm....now it's almost time to go back home. Time flies pretty fast.

Haaa....like I said. I don't know what to write. *I'm currently in a state where my brain is not working properly*. AHHH!!! I just got a topic. Ahahaha...too late. I'll have to write about it in the next entry. That's all for now. Toodles~

I enjoyed every single second with my family in Malaysia~

Assalamualaikum....

I reached my beloved country very early in the morning...at about 8am if I'm not mistaken and as I entered the arrival hall I knew that my parents wouldn't be there yet coz I accidentally told them that I land at about 9am. :( I was with my friends at first and minutes after that, one by one went back home with their families. I expected my parents to come a lot later but surprisingly they were already there. I was so happy when my dad tapped my shoulder to make sure it was me...aaahhhh~ back home finally!!!

That day, I slept all through the day coz I didn't sleep the night before that as my flight was at 5am and I'm too afraid to sleep coz I might oversleep and miss my flight. I'm beginning to regret sleeping in that day. I could have eaten kuey teow with mommy!!! ahahaha

I went shopping with my family almost every day and ate every possible meal in Malaysia. I miss them so much. Mama's kuey teow, roti canai, mee goreng mamak, siakap tiga rase, etc.

Oh, I went to Kenny Rogers Roasters! Which is very unlikely for us coz it cost us a fortune. Nevertheless, my dad brought us to OU and we had to search for it coz it's been ages since we've been to Kenny Rogers. It was fun. ahaha...my parents was tired of walking by the time we reached there. ahaha Poor them. (bad service btw. The waiter was sulky. Not paying attention when we're placing our orders. Malas nk keje la tuh!) And, it's a tradition in out family to guess the price after every big meal. And I won. I guessed RM142 and it was RM143+. Very close right? ahaha *I feel bad that my dad had to spend that much for a meal*

I went to the cinema 3 times during the two weeks holiday. First with my brother and my kid sister, went to watch Avatar which was awesome!!! I fell in love with the hero immediately...ahahaha. The second time I went with my parents and my kid sister, my sister n I watched Sherlock Holmes and my parents went for Avatar. *Dad loved it, mommy slept through the movie..ish2* The third time was the day before my flight back to Indonesia. I forced my family to go watch Cirque Du Freak. ahaha...good, not bad, could've done better~

The point is...I love being with my family doing things together, shopping, jalan2, makan2, etc. I can't wait for February to come. Oh pliz, make time fly faster...*not when I'm in Malaysia, tho*

Happy New Year!!!!

Assalamualaikum...

Yes, Welcome 2010 and goodbye 2009! Yet another year for us to fill with love and hate and new experiences in our lives. Colouring and painting the white canvas until it becomes a beautiful work of art. Meaning to say, fill your 365 days with exciting adventures and great experiences so that at the end of the year you'll look back and see that you've taken every opportunity to go through everything you think is right and never regret anything. *Did I make any sense?*

I just want to wish Happy New Year to everybody in this world and hope that it's gonna be an awesome year and better than 2009 for you and me.

I'm out~!!

At Last I Got What I've Always Wanted...

Assalamualaikum~

Hari ini saye nk berbahase Melayu la plak. Slalu asyek English2...penat gak! Hmm...arini ni saye nk bercerite tentang kecintaan saye terhadap kasut Skechers. Asal usul bermulenye cinta ini adalah apabila kakakku yang berade di Irelandia *Ireland* balik ke Malaysia dengan memakai sepasang kasut yang kulihat sgt cantik dan lain daripada ape yang ku selalu lihat manusia Malaysia *yours truly* pakai. Pada mase tu saye tgh gile flip flop so teringin la gak nk cube try test kasut plak...ngeh3~ Dora the Explorer la konon! Memandangkan kaki kakakku yang besar gedabak tu membuatkan saye xleh nk curi kasut Skechers tu, so saye berdetermine utk satu hari nnti bli sepasang kasut Skechers yang saye bleh pakai and bawak jalan2 tanpe perlu isi tissue dlm kasut tu...ngah3!

And after kakak saye memperkenalkan Skechers dlm family, baru la saye perasan wujudnye shoe stores Skechers yang berlambak2 kt KL tu. Kalo x, mmg smpi bile pon xprsn~ So bile saye dh jenguk2 kasut Skechers kesukaan saye tu, tibe2 my father offer nk blikan sepasang *saye xpakse my dad to buy okay!*. So, saye dengan riang ria Ribenanye menerima offer tu and bli kasut Skechers yang pertama. Ia berwarne putih and purple. Mmg heaven gile rase time tu. Keseronokan yang melampau. *tapi xtunjuk la kn, malu la~* Kne cool babe!

Kemudian, setelah bbrp lame memakai kasut tu tambah lagi ngan betape xretinye saye menjage brg berharge saye, akhirnye kasut tu berubah jadi hitam and purple. Putihnye dh ilang entah ke mane. Mencari2 tapi xjumpe. Kasut tu pon dh lembik, layu, xbermaye nk menampung kaki gajahku ini. Kenazakannye bertambah hari demi hari dan akhirnye die menghela nafas terakhir di rak kasut apartment ku di PS. Saye pon menyatakan keinginan utk bli kasut baru sbb nk pakai kasut Skechers gak! ahahaha... Saye rase sgt bersalah sebenarnye nk mintak2 my dad bli kasut Skechers tu sbb mahal. *demanding plak, nk kasut mahal je, ngade!* My parents pon bwk la saye and my sis ke OU untuk bli kasut tu. Saye ternampak kasut yang cantik and die berwarne cream!!! I LIKE!~ Saye bertegas nak kasut tu sbb die nmpk comel sgt! But my dad cm xnk blikan sbb die tau perangai saye yang mmg xreti jage brg. "Jgn smpi jd cm kasut dlu plak, jage elok2, jgn bagi kotor", said my dad. Saye sebenarnye mmg tau akhirnye kasut tu akan end up cm the pair before that but saye nekad nk bli kasut berwarne cream tu.

Setelah setahun lebih memakai kasut cream tu, die gradually bertukar menjadi seperti kasut putih saye yg first tu. Sebabnye adalah kerane die bercalar2 and mmg xleh nk hilgkan la. Time berjalan2 mmg ske "sepak" sume bnde ngan kakiku yang memakai kasut cream tu. Redha je la saye...dh habit. xleh nk ngubah care jalan. Lagipon sape je yang dapat jage kasut sebaik2nye selain Alma? Cerite psl Alma ni, die mmg jage sungguh kasut Skechers die tu. Putih melepak lagi! Xde calar lgsg! Kalo xpakai kasut tu, dibawak masuk bilik. Mmg kagum tul saye! Kalo saye la jadi cm Alma tu *konon je ni*, seminggu je kot bertahan nk buat cmtu. After that, mule la jantung ni mengepam darah2 kemalasan ke seluruh badan saye ni... Okay back to the story, akhir cerite pasal kasut cream tu die end up kt kaki si Aishah Pres sbb kasut die dh melahirkan due ekor buaye...

Crite len plak, saye tgh jalan2 kt TA tu and then mase singgah kedai Sports Planet tu terserempak la ngan kawan lame saye *Skechers* and mate saye trus tertumpu ke sepasang kasut itam yang kelihatan sgt menawan hati. Cair trus hati ni. Rase cm nk ngorat je. ahaha..xde la! Rase cm nk bli trus tapi time tu harge die 500k++, and I thought to myself, berbaloikah? Otak kate x, hati kate sgt berbaloi~ Pastu pikir2, saye membatalkan hasrat utk bli kasut hitam tu..Keciwa sgt ah time tu. Bile lalu je kedai tu msti jenguk2 tgk kasut yang saye xmampu tu. Ye la, my dad xde nk tolong hulurkan duit...ngeh3! Otak bergelige pikir nk bli ke x... Memandangkan Christmas bakal menjelang, so that means sume bnde discount! Kasut hitam tu pon didiscountkn 40%. Saye rase mmg berbaloi bersabar sblm ni. Hargenye yang mule2 500k++ jadi 335k je. Kalo nk bnding ngan kt Malaysia, kire murah la tuh! Puasnye hati ni dpt bli kasut tu even tho mmg nmpk buruk bile dipakai oleh kaki kerepot saye ni. BIAR! BIAR! BIAR!

Queuing~ Episode 2...

Assalamualaikum~

Ok...Yesterday, I went to "Dunia Fantasi" or DUFAN for short, with my batchmates. It's like Genting Highlands but A LOT warmer...It's supposed to be very fun and exciting experience for us all but there's one thing that I'm sure not only me but all of us were not happy with. Which was QUEUING...

Actually the idea of queuing didn't really upset everyone if it was for 10 minutes or so. But imagine having to queue for at least an hour for a ride. That's unacceptable! Plus, we picked the wrong day to go coz tons of school girls and boys were there. I think that's the only place for them to enjoy themselves during the holidays in Jakarta. We couldn't blame them. Though, what a letdown! Even though the tickets were half-price...JIMAT!!!!

First of all, I want to say how disappointed I was that the roller coaster ride was closed at the time! That's a MAJOR LETDOWN!!! They were painting the tracks or something like that, so there's no way we're gonna ride that. GRRR!!!

Like I said, most of the rides, we had to wait for at least one hour. So after we're done with the first one, we just queued up for a second one. We didn't know what ride it was at first but since there's a line, we just followed those queuing. I thought it was a short line, but it was otherwise! They tricked us! There, we queued for what it seemed like 2 hours and found out at last that the ride was not at all worth the queuing. And during the ride, I hurt my arm trying to not flatten Qilah the thin girl~ ahahaa...

The queue was extremely long!!!!!!

Then, we went to another ride and there's where Ira and Qilah started to feel dizzy and decided to part ways. They went to the other part of the theme park and Fatin, Alma, Mazni and I went to the "extreme" rides.

After that, the four of us went to Kicir-Kicir coz it seemed so much fun and I think everybody screamed during that ride. It was so extreme! It went up and down, left to right...all over the place! I LOVE it! Although we had to queue *again!* but it was worthwhile~ I hope I could ride it again..and again...and again...until I throw up~ Then, I'll be satisfied....ahahah

I'm loving this!!!

After that we went for our last ride of the day, or night as you might say. And it's called the TORNADO~ Sounds cool eh? It was pretty cool! Again, we queue and the sky was already dark when we got to ride the Tornado...I could see the dark sky and possible some stars...I'm not really sure coz the Tornado was fast and scary. That, I love too!

I wanted to ride it again but too bad they closed early. So we had to call it a day and go back home. huhuhuh~ There's so many rides that we wanted to play but so little time...or should we say the queues took most of our time. Darn!

I'm loving this too!

Too bad I couldn't get a picture with me and my friends on it~ huhuhu...It's okay, NEXT TIME...bak kate Alma! ahahaha....

Oh, there's one thing that I was not very please with. Those school girls and boys that didn't have the courtesy to line up! GRRR!!! LINE UP! It's doesn't hurt to queue.

Back in the days when I was a naughty little girl~

Assalamualaikum~

The title already explains everything actually...that I'm about to uncover a secret of my childhood I'm not particularly proud of. But it made me laugh once I recalled that memory and only recently that that memory surfaced after I kept it hidden for so long.

It happened when I saw that "snack" (I don't know what it's called..) and I used to love it very much when I was a kid. I haven't eaten it since who-knows-when and last week, I got the chance to actually taste it for the first time after centuries (like I've lived that long~)...ngah3!!! Oh it was just like back then...and I still love it!!! So, what's the secret, you ask? ahaha...

They're the ones on the right...LOVE THEM!!! So delicious and cute~

Hmm...my secret is that I used to eat them on broad daylight during fasting month when there's no one around...Yes, I was a little kid and I couldn't stand not eating that delicious snacks....Just look at them, imagine being a kid, they're totally irresistible! They are too cute!!!! I LIKE~

When there's nobody in the kitchen, I would sneakily open the fridge door and eat them one by one by one even though my mom told me not to. Ahaha...I admit it that I was a naughty girl back then. But that's what makes life interesting. Ah I wish I could go back to those days...very carefree~ And I wish I could eat them again...SOON!

Overdue~

Assalamualaikum~

See, here's my problem. I rented a movie about a week ago and I'm supposed to sent it back on the 30th of November. For every one day late I'll have to pay Rp5k. Now, I'm already 6 days late...and for sure Rp30k will fly away just like that! huhuhuhu..I can buy three days worth of food! GOD!!! plus tgh sengkek ni, baru lepas byr sewa rumah~ I have to go return it as soon as possible!

That's it..ahahaha xde keje~


Listening to: Set the Fire to the Third Bar by Snow Patrol

Fed Up!!!

Assalamualaikum~

Saye dh fed up with all these stupidity!
Please stop them already!

So that's how relief feels like...

Assalamualaikum~

Ok...first of all, I want to congratulate to those who passed the philosophy of science test! I'm so proud of you guys~ huhuhuh...

Like I expressed through an entry not too long ago, the subject I just mentioned above was a killer one! I could not understand it at all. Not even after reading and brainstorming (as if!!) several times from cover to cover (tipu..tipu..tipu!!!).

So there I was...sleeping like a baby on my bed when I heard a knock on my door. Then I heard something terrifying, horrific, eerie, bloodcurdling, hair-raising, spine-tingling and mind-bothering phrase. "Result filsafat dah keluar". NOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

I got goosebumps and my heart races and pounding like I'd seen a ghost or something. With absolute bravery, I asked my friend to tag along with me and discover the truth whether or not I pass the exam. Before that, I heard that a couple of my friends passed with flying colours. That gave me hope, thinking that I could achieve what they had achieved although I knew I answered like a 5 year-old girl on an algebra question.

Eventually, I looked at the board with the results stamped on it. I searched my name and discovered that I passed. Alhamdulillah~ Though, I'm not proud with what I got. It could have been better but I know my limits. At least I don't have to burn the midnight oil anymore...

Because of that, I figured out how relief feels like~

Failure should be our teacher, not our undertaker. Failure is delay, not defeat. It is a temporary detour, not a dead end. Failure is something we can avoid only by saying nothing, doing nothing, and being nothing.
~Denis Waitley