Kalaulah...

Assalamualaikum...

Achik, knpe achik mude sgt?

Cepat2 la tuekan diri.

So that I can talk to you about stuff~

Takpe, kakteh stay mude for 6 years.

Problems oh problems, go away.

Rainbows, Colours, Mountains, Waterfalls, Sunsets, Sunrises, Forests, Champs-Élysées.

Macam mane boleh jd cmtu?

Assalamualaikum....

Mungkin ade yang dah tau, and mungkin ade yang blum tau...yang saye ni sangat suke tgk movie. So, naturally...sy slalu la pegi ke cinema. And pegi ke GSC/TGV with my family tu adalah sangat biase. Seperti biase, sy ajak my parents utk tgk movie. Since saye balik Malaysia beberapa kali sahaje dalam setahun, so kami gunekan mase terluang bersame ke mane2 shj. OK, dh melalut.

Ape yang sy nak cite ialah ape yang saye rase pada satu hari yang kitorg pegi ke wayang. Saye xtau taste movie mak ayah saye cmne but I want to watch Beastly sbb saye dh lame tunggu cite tu kuar. *My dad really wanted to watch The Adjustment Bureau yang dilakoni oleh Matt Damon. Cite Matt Damon, sume org pon nk tgk sbb slalunye cite2 die ni and beberapa org lagi seperti Leonardo di Caprio ni sume best2 (example: Inception). Tapiii...I want to watch love story punye. Huhuhu punye romantik! Peh! So, ayahku dgn muke masamnye terpakse la ikut masuk hall. Ahahaha...sorry dad. Nanti org download ye~ Hehehe...

Awal2 kitorg dh bersedia nk masuk, dh bli popcorn and air. Masuk, duduk. Tgk trailer. Then, mule la cite. But3!! Knpe screen die blur? I'm like....WHAT IS THIS? I seriously thought it was a 3D movie. So I looked around, mereka yang lain xpakai 3D glasses pon. Pelik ni. Mate sy ke yg dh blur? But mase buat spec aritu power xnaik pon. Hmmmm...

Tapi sy pasrah je la. Nak buat ape lg. Nak complain pon cm xde gune. Saye tgk org lain kat dlm hall tu relax je tgk. Xde resah gelisah sbb gmbr blur ke ape. Pasrah. Tgk la the whole movie dgn gmbr blur. Memang blur la. Line die double. Keciwe. =.=' Mungkin tu balasannye sbb xnak ikut ckp ayah yang nk tgk cite The adjustment Bureau tu. Ahaha..

Another thing. Cite Beastly tu adalah berdasarkan sebuah buku written by Alex Flinn with the same title. It's a retelling of the 'Beauty and the Beast'. A few days before the movie, I read the book. And as I said before, don't read the book BEFORE you watch the movie. And don't read the book AFTER you watch the movie. Anda akan rase keciwe. Hmmm, mungkin bukan sume akan rase cmtu. But I feel like that every time. Xbg org buat tapi sendiri yang buat. Bagusss~ Kalo nk bace buku, bc bukunye shj. Kalo nk tgk movie, tgk movienye shj.

So, kesan die ialah....saye rase cite tu berprogress dgn sgt cepat. Padahal byk bnde yg sepatutnye terjadi sebelum something ni terjadi...bla3. Ruined! Mungkin itu lg satu balasan sbb xnk ikut ckp ayah. Aduhai~

Percubaan pertama dalam beranalogi...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaikum~

Hmm...Analogy (bukan anatomy naaa). Something yang saye rase ramai yang biase pakai sehari2. Boleh dikatekan majoriti sudah pakar/master/phD dalam beranalogi ni. Tapi tidak saye. Beranalogi ini serupa macam bahase kiasan...btulkah? Org berkias...saye tidak la paham~ Tapi sy xde la smpi xpaham analogi. Just, I'm not used to using it on daily conversations. So, paham2 je la kalo analogi anda xmasuk dek akalku yang xcukup experience ni~ Ehehe...

Smlm saye tgk satu show korea ni, saye tau anda tau tentang show ni...namenye "We Got Married". Malas nk cite pasal show tu, kalo nak tau...sile usaha sendiri. :p Dalam one episode ni, salah sorg dalam show tu beranalogi. Analoginye adalah seperti berikut:

"Saye sedang pening kepale, and suami saye pergi ke pharmacy utk belikan medicine. Tapi medicine yang die belikan adalah ubat batuk, ubat selesema, ubat sakit perut dan ubat period pain. Sume ubat yang die belikan xdapat nak sembuhkan kepeningan kepale saye".

Cerite di sebalik analogi tersebut pula adalah:

Si isteri knit a scarf for the husband. It took her 10 hours straight to finish knitting the scarf even when in fact she's buzy. She gave the scarf to her husband hoping he will wear it around his neck everyday during winter so that he'll stay warm. Yadayadayada...one day, husband came back from out of town, didn't bring the scarf with him (lost it). Nak pujuk punye pasal, si suami bawak isteri ke shopping mall untuk blikan baju, coat, etc. Tapi si isteri still sedih sebab teringatkan scarf yang diknit susah payah telah dihilangkan oleh si suami.

Haaaa, nyambung x cerite dorg dgn analogi si isteri tersebut? Macam best kan analogi ni? Itu sebabnye saye sedikit jeles bile org gunekan analogi sbb saye tidak tahu menahu macam mane carenye nk beranalogi. Tapi, tadi saye terpikir. Saye mahu cube! Sekali juga sudah cukup. One time! Imma tell you one timeeee....*ikut care Justin Bieber* ^-^

Ok, here I go.

Bayangkan satu hari anda telah tertutup pintu tandas yang bercermin terlalu kuat hingga cermin tersebut jatuh dan berderai into a million pieces. Ade yang besar ade yang kecil. Tapi yang pastinye kecil atau besar, semuanya tajam belake. Anda cube bersihkan, kutip segale serpihan kace di atas lantai. Hingga ke serpihan yang paling kecil yang anda boleh nmpk. Anda sudah yakin lantai bersih dan clear dr serpihan kace. Memandangkan sudah menjadi kebiasaan anda tidak berslipper di dalam rumah, anda jalan seperti biase. Tapi rupe2nye masih ade serpihan2 yang tertinggal di atas lantai kerane salah satu drpdnye telah menusuk tapak kaki anda. Serpihan tersebut terlalu kecik smpi termasuk langsung ke dalam dan anda tidak dapat keluarkan. Setelah beberape hari anda tidak rase lagi kesakitan yang awalnya anda rasekan. Kalo jalan seperti biase, ibarat tidak wujud kace tersebut terbenam dalam kaki. But...bile ditekan atau dikenakan pressure di tempat yang tertusuk itu, anda kembali rasa sakit.

Ni percubaan saye untuk menganalogikan...apabila seseorang melukakan hati kita. Ye, kite boleh memaafkannye dan lupekan ape yang terjadi. Tapi perasaan itu sukar untuk hilang. Bile orang itu melukakan hati kite sekali lagi, kite kembali teringat akan perkare yang lampau. Teringat kembali ape yang die telah lakukan pada kite sebelum ini.

Atau contoh lain, seseorang ini meyakinkan kite untuk mempercayai sesuatu dan setelah penat org tu suruh kite percaye die, so kite pon percaye la walaupun pada awalnye kite doubtful dgn ape yang dikatekan. Bile kite dh percaye bulat2, org itu pulak kate semuanye hanye tipu belake. Tup, dalam hati kite berkate 'next time, aku xkan percaye ko lagi slagi aku xnmpk factnye!'. And bile org itu kembali utk meyakinkan kite, dh diinstill dalam mindset kite yang die ni xleh dipercayai. Haaa, sudah.

Haaaaa...itu die percubaan saye untuk menganalogikan suatu keadaan. Hehehe, menjadi x? Tapi knpe la analogi tu jauh lebih panjang dr citenye? Adeeehh~ Kne praktis lg. Hwaiting! ^____^

Long Time, No See

Assalamualaikum~

Haaa, sudah berakhir cuti semester kami dah bagi sesetengah dari kami sudah pon bermule kuliah. *the rest of us, XDE KELAS!! ^-^* Waktu cuti aritu, saye pergi beberape wedding and salah satu drpdnye adalah wedding sepupu saye. The eldest one belah ayah. So, kalo mengikutkan keluarga belah ayah, this is the first wedding la. huu... *kalo belah mak, wedding tu perkare biase. :p* Canopynye sungguh banyaaaak. Smpi 10 buah. Maknenye walimahnye besau la dak? Orang yang datang ramai la kan? Hmmm~ *oh, segannye*

Setelah ntah brpe lame xberjumpe dengan sepupu, pada malam berinai tu dapat la berjumpe. Banyaaaaaak perubahan. Ade yang jadi makin tung2 *gem2*. Ade yang jadi makin tinggi especially yang dulu cume kanak2 ribena. Suare dh pecah. Ade yang jd makin cantik. Ade yang dulu2nye muke licin dah mule beracne *dh 20 baru nk kuar jerawat? haih~*. Haha... Ah, lamenye xjumpe. Rase cm dah jumpe org lain plak.

Walaupun jarang berjumpe tapi I'm glad kitorg still can joke around. Xde rase awkward. actually ade je yg rase awkward. Especially yg dulu kecik boleh kacau2. Skrg dah besar panjang, pelik la kan nk kacau2 die. huhuhu...Lagi2 plak orgnye xkenal kite. Aduhai, parah~

So, skrg bile saye dah balik ke negare ni...the next pertemuan kitorg would be Raye 2012 nnti. Lame lg tuuu! Ntah macam mane la dorg agaknye nnti...hmmm~ Saye plak rase saye lgsg xde perubahan dari dulu smpi skrg. Sameee je. Maintain la konon, Ececey~ Bwek!

Oh3! Lame jugak xjumpe anak2 kecik yang suke berlarian kat kampung di Johor. Alahai, rindunye kanak2 kecik tu. Adam dah tung2! Dah brpe tahun agaknye xjumpe Islah, die kenal ke x saye ni agaknye. TT.TT

New Layout.

Assalamualaikum~

Hmm, since saye ade banyak mase di rumah xbuat ape2, so saye mengambil keputusan untuk menukar layout blog ini. Hikhik...bagi ceria skit. Layout dulu tu gloomy sgt la plak bile tgk. Tgk pon ngantuk je kan? So, what do you think about my new layout? Serabut? Okay2 je? Too many colours? Tulisan macam2 sgt?

It took me like more than 2 hours kot. Sebab ade kesilapan teknikal td. Dah siap pastu tertekan something, so ibarat terreset balik la. I had to do everything all over again. Cais! Letih pilih warne. Tup2 hilang. Daaaah kne pilih lagi skali. Ntah la. Ade yang same, ade yang lain dari pilihan asal sbb xingat letak warne ape. :P *Nasib baik font sume xdireset, alamatnye 4 jam la duk depan komputer ni~*

Oh, saye terdengar satu lagu ni dan I think ade dalam cite "I am Number Four" and I like it. Dah banyak kali ulang. hehehe Cube try test dgr. Don't worry, tiade kenakalan dlm music video tersebut. hihi... Klik di sini untuk dgr!

(-b^-^)-b *thumbs up*

Swimming and Cycling

Assalamualaikum...

Semalam saye tgk satu video org belajar berenang and I understand the struggle because I've been there, done that. She was trying so hard to keep herself afloat. Determine to master the 'art of swimming' within a day or else she won't go home. I understood how she felt. I admire the determination. As I was so easy to give up on something I want to be able to do but couldn't because of my lack of practice. People taught me how to swim. Showed me ways to swim. They even held me afloat so that I won't drown. But I gave up before I even tried. *waa, tibe2 nmpk cm post motivation plak. bukan3. ini hanyelah cerite tentang saye semase nak belajar berenang ^-^ *

Perkare same terjadi semase saye nk belajar berbasikal. Sebelum masuk darjah satu, saye diajar oleh kakak dan abg2 untuk berbasikal menggunakan basikal dua roda yang tinggi sedikit. Tapi saye malu *sbb jiran sebelah asyek tgk* dan takut terjatuh, jd saye gave up. Di situ, berakhirlah episode latihan berbasikal.

Sangat la sayang kalo kite xreti berbasikal dan berenang kan? Cube bygkan, kite nak memasak...tapi xde bawang. Nak pegi beli di kedai runcit berhampiran dengan rumah tapi terlalu jauh kalo jalan kaki. Jadi kite boleh berbasikal, cepat dan xperlu berpeluh2 berjalan. hikhik. Same juga dengan berenang. Bayangkan anda pergi ke Pulau Tioman untuk bersnorkeling tgk2 ikan berwarne warni, bagi makan kat ikan2 tu and tibe2 your life-jacket tercabut dari badan. Orang lain tengah khusyuk tgk ikan. Anda keseorangan nak menyelamatkan diri. Bukankah bagus kalo kite tau berenang?

Rugi la Asyiqin xreti berenang, xreti berbasikal. T.T Ye, sangat rugi kalo saye xtau. Xboleh rasekan angin brushes thru our face mase speeding2 naik basikal, xdpt rase kesejukan dan kesegaran air semase kite berenang. *eleh, xyah berenang pon boleh rase la! :p* Memang rugi, tapi alhamdulillah saye telah berjaye meretikan. Ahaha... Sebab saye dh penah rase kerugian tu. Bile abg kakak pegi naik basikal round2 taman perumahan... Rugi2 xboleh ikut.

Saye pon xtau la cmne boleh reti. Due2 skali. Basikal dan berenang. Due2 tu terreti secare sendiri. Secare instinct. Ecececey. Satu hari terdetik nak try, tup2 trus boleh. Ahaha...

So, belajar la sampai pandai.

Best jugak kalo dpt naik kuda, horseback riding di bukit2 yang menghijau. Dah tibe kat puncak. Letakkan tangan kanan di atas kening menutupi cahaya matahri dari masuk ke mata secare langsung. Menikmati keindahan alam di sebalik bukit. Huaaaa... bestnye! Punye jauh berangan. Aisey~

Hurm, saye nk belajau tangkap gmbr lawa2. Kepada Deb, Fatin *kalo anda bace* dan sewaktu dengannye, sile la ajar saye yang tidak tahu menahu ni. ^________^

P/S: Achik, pegi belajau naik basikal la! Lalalala~

La Tahzan...

Assalamualaikum~

Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah dan janganlah (pula) kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi (darjatnya) jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman.

Surah Ali Imran : Ayat 139

Buat diri dan rakan2. Especially diri.

Brains

Assalamualaikum~

I have to warn you guys first. This post is booooooriiiiing! But if you are willing to bear the boringness because you are too bored and feel that reading this boring post will kill the time, then I welcome you~ ^____^

A few days earlier, I saw a Rachel Ray (RR) show on the TV which was very weird cause I never watched those kinds of shows before. I even quickly changed the channel when I accidentally landed on an Oprah show. Errrkkk. So, that day RR had a guest named Martin Lindstrom who wrote a book called "Buyology: The Truths and Lies About Why We Buy". I had no intentions on buying that book but it was interesting. The way he explained about the book captured my attention. I didn't changed the channel. Haha.

It was something to do with neuromarketing. How things in this world influence our brain, our decision-making. The example he gave, a Mini Cooper. Why do people buy Mini Coopers? *I, too dream of having a Mini Cooper as my first car* The reason he gave was because if we look beyond the physical features of the front of the car, we can see the face of a baby. And babies, are undeniably cute. Plus women...are in their nature to want cute things. And statistic shows that many owners of the Mini Cooper are women. So, what he's implying is that...these companies or brands are influencing our brains so that we buy what they're selling. This - neuromarketing.

Another example, a restaurant. He did this research on wine. In a restaurant, they played three kinds of songs, them being Italian, Spanish and French. So, when people come to the restaurant, they see what kinds of wine they'll choose. What he got out of the experiment was that people were likely to choose Italian wine when Italian music is playing and so the others. The music somehow influenced their wine-picking. huhu It's interesting.

Beyond our control, subconsciously we do the things we do that we wouldn't do if we knew about this. Take this example. When we go to a supermarket to buy some things, studies show that we are likely to buy more when we use a shopping cart rather than not using one. Memang kalo ikut logik pon, of kos la kan cause ape je yg kite boleh bawak gune due tgn kite ni, right? Tambahan lagi kalo kite xde lists of things to buy. Even with a list, we tend to buy more than what we initially intended on buying. Imagine without a list. Walk through this aisle, take, take, take. Another aisle, take, take, take, put them in the cart. See? So, if you want to save money...make a list, stick to it and unless you absolutely have to....don't use a shopping cart.

So, as I was watching the show, I thought..."our brains play a great role in our life". Sometimes, what we say aren't necessarily what we think. The truth lies in our brain. Which Brodmann area is activated. Heart *hati dlm bahasa melayunye* pula influences our brain. Have you ever uttered something completely opposite to what you're actually thinking? Contohnye, seorang kawan tanye..."cantik x baju yang aku baru beli ni?" and you immediately answered "cantik!!" when in actuality you think the blouse is dull and sooo last season. Hati tu mempengaruhi otak kite untuk berkata2 yang baik kerane kite xnak menyakitkan hati org, kite nak jage perasaan. Of course we want the truth, but think again...do you really? We don't want the truth *ni slalu terjd slps dh tau the truth* and at the same time we don't want lies. (I don't know where I'm going with this...hmm~)

Hmmm, maybe that's all I want to talk about. I know, I know. Aik? Tibe2 je dh abes. I really don't know how to end this post. Cm xde point to get across pon. Sy macam menceritekan balik RR show tu je. Haih... (sbnrnye nk tulis post ni the day sy tgk show tu but "buzy" sgt, now sy sudah lupe ape point yang nk dismpikan. huhuhu) Sorry kalo ini membazirkan masa anda. :P

Ok, till next time! Assalamualaikum~

Nerds, Geeks, Dorks?

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Tadi, saye tertengok Academy Awards punye event and like always...actors, actresses and sometimes singers *sibuuukk je* pakai baju lawa2 (terdedah sane terdedah sini), ade yang kurang lawa and ade yang plain ugly. Xnak point out sape. And amongst those yang ensem2 lawa2, ade la beberape yang nmpk out of place cause dorg sangat kelakar just by being themselves. Ahahah...

Saye nmpk satu je td sebab tibe2 kne keluar makan and xsempat nk tgk the whole event. But3, saye akan senaraikan beberape yang saye kategorikan dalam golongan di atas. Nerds, geeks and dorks. Okay, first of all...those three terms define people differently, though some of us *yours truly* rase words tu cm same je meaning die kan. The followings saye dpt dr wikipedia je sbb malas nk bukak kamus besau lg berat tu...so, here.

Dork - quirky, silly and/or stupid, socially inept person, or one who is out of touch with contemporary trends.

Geek - a peculiar or otherwise dislikable person, esp[ecially] one who is perceived to be overly intellectual.

Nerd - a person who avidly pursues intellectual activities, technical or scientific endeavors,

esoteric knowledge, or other obscure interests, rather than engaging in more social or conventional activities. May be awkward, shy and unattractive.

Hmm, since they do not imply the same level of intelligence...therefore I will only use the term geek from here onwards sbb mereka xkelihatan stupid. Kalo anda pernah tgk The Social Network, Zombieland, Scott Pilgrim vs The World, Juno, The Sorcerer's Apprentice, She's Out of My League...maka anda akan tau sape I'm referring to.

1. Jesse Eisenberg

Care jalan die kelakar. Care cakap pon cm cumel. :P

2. Michael Cera

Blur2 je die ni. Ckp pon lmbt (lambat dan lembut), gentleman la~

3. Jay Baruchel

Slouching. Xreti diri tegak die ni. Suare sengau2 skit. Kelakar.

4. Shia Labeouf - Die ni dulu *zmn Even Stevens* je cmtu, skrg dh jd rebutan para gadis di serate dunia. Auww!

Tapi saye bukan la cm fan kat sane tu smpi nk stalk mereka ni. Agame pon agama TUUUTTT, so xde gune pon stalk mereka. Cumenye, kalo dorg ni ade dlm suatu movie...akan lebih syok la sebab mereka ni kelakar walaupun dorg xbuat lawak. And since I'm into geeks, so great la. Bad boys skrg xlaku laaa... ahahaha

OK, sume ni lawak2 je. Kalo ade yang terasa, saye mintak maaf. Buhsan xtau nk buat ape cuti ni. Mungkin ade yang xconsider mereka ni geek at all tapi HOT, itu pendapat anda. Pendapat masing2 lain.

Weeehoooo!!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....

Assalamualaikum~

Esok kami keeeeeee....jeng jeng jeng~ GENTING! Weeehoooo!! Xsabau den ni! Dup dap dup dap. Nervous. Akan tangkap gmbr byk2. Buat muke comel. Senyum lebau2. Mate bulat2. Mulut ikan. Ntah pape je. Ni mmg xtau nk tulis ape sbnrnye. Saje nk update blog sebab lame sgt dh. Okay, harap2 esok xtertinggal bus. Awaaaaaaaaaaaaaalll tu!

Balik ni nk bace novel banyak2. ahaha...novel cintan cintun. :)

Till next time.

Lately...

Assalamualaikum...

:: Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ::

To Muhd Adif *whoever you are*, nmpknye saye xdpt kawal my nervousness during the exam this morning. My hands were practically shaking that little girl's arm. I'm pretty sure Dr Wong and the little girl's mother saw that. *embarrassed* Luckily I didn't go blank. I saw the marking sheet Dr Wong had on the table and she checked a lot of zeros. Well, nothing can be changed now. So, let us forget about it. Unless I have to do SP on this. Huaaa...

Lately...

Dreams...

Assalamualaikum~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....

Semalam, saye bermimpi ttg interview. Sblumnye, saye telah terbincang pasal interview sewaktu makan pecel ayam bersame2 Piko, Deb, Faaza n Tiqah. Entah macam mane boleh timbul topik yang saye xbrpe suke ni, sy pon xtau la. Interview mmg xpenah selari dengan saye. I never had a great or at least a good memory about them. The last one I had was before masuk Unity. Untuk scholarship. Sweaty hands, jittery, trembling dah macam Parkinson dh. Saye masih ingat waktu sebelum dipanggil untuk masuk ke bilik interview, saye mintak kawan sebelah yang juge namenye same dgn saye sehelai tissue sebab tangan saye dh basah. And bile masuk bilik interview, berjabat tgn dengan interviewers tu, dorg tny..."nervous ke?" Haaaa...mane xnervous!

And then, mase tido...termimpi diinterview. Huaah! Oleh sape? Saye xingat, tapi pastinye org femes la. Alamak, sapekah org itu? Lupe sungguh. Xpe la. Dalam mimpi tu, saye lebih confident but still xcukup fluent mungkin cara saye deliver my ideas, etc. Waktu tu jugak saye nmpk die seakan2 reject application letter saye. Ntah la. Sampai ke mimpi juge saye xdpt tackle interview ni eh? Adehhh.

Memang saye xboleh bile dijadikan centre. I don't like the attention and I do not ask for it. Low self-esteem? Mungkin. Low self-confidence. Most probably. Saye sudah cube untuk memboost up my confidence and all tapi somehow die xberkesan secara permanent. Every time, symptoms yang same timbul.

Sebelum exam tadi, saye duduk sebelah seorang kawan. And I told her that my hands were shaking pretty heavily. Then, she said..."Macam mane la ko nnti kalo nk disarung cincin?" *mase akad nikah* Saye mampu gelak je. Sebab saye ade feeling yang sangat kuat mengatakan saye akan terketar2 walaupun bukan saye yang menyarung. Huahuhuhu. Then kitorg sambung membuat lawak tentang ketar2 ni. Kononnye waktu nak ditgkp gmbr, tgn saye xnmpk sebab terketar2. Adohai Asyiqin. Adohai Qila Rahim beng!

Hmmm, macam mane la nk hilangkan nervousness ni eh? Ade sape2 ade nasihat, cadangan?

Childhood memories + random stuff

Assalamualaikum..

Selesai sudah exam integrasi I. Now, we'll have to wait for the second one. Oooh how I am not looking forward to that. Anyway, since this weekend we're free and my room mates are all off to Bandung leaving the room and internet all to myself, I have a lot of time to think and reminisce the old days. Actually, topik ni timbul mase saye and Qiqilala pegi ke warteg untuk membeli makanan tengah hari, and on out way back kitorg terlihat beberape org kanak-kanak bermain sesame mereka. Membuatkan kitorg teringat about our childhood. And I found out that nowadays...not all the kids play as we played during our "era".

Waktu kite kecik dulu, saye pasti korg penah main Toi *ni yg kitorg panggil mase kat Penang dulu* atau Galah Panjang. Walaupun saye penah main sekali sahaje seumur hidup saye, tapi saye ingat detik-detik menarik, exciting itu. So exhilarating. Since saye pon first time main, saye takut2. I didn't know the rules. I just copied what everyone was doing. But I had a really good time. It was tiring. Running here and there, making sure nobody pass your line, preventing the other team from winning or at least stalling them, demotivating them like they didn't have a chance in winning. At the end of the day, stains on our shirts, pants, face even...tired from running all over the place, we had fun. And a chance to exercise. Ahahaha! Banyak lagi game2 mase kite kecik dulu, contohnye main pemadam, tepuk2 kad bagi terbalik, etc.

Batu seremban? Ever heard of that? Ohoho, sape yg xkenal, mau kne pang dr saye. Nak bragging skit. huhuhu... Dulu I was so good at this traditional game, I can go on batu seremban-ing dari start rehat sampai loceng habes rehat berbunyi. Main batu seremban kan perlu buat timbang2 batu tu. And each stone you timbang, akan dapat 2 markah. Kitorg main 7 batu, kalo dapat semua, boleh dapat 14 on one go. Banyak care main batu seremban ni. Bagi yang xtau, di sini saye nk cite sikit *saye tgh bosan, sy mau bercerite~* tentang batu seremban. Ade dua jenis, yang main dengan 5 batu, atau yang main dengan 7 batu. Since saye main dengan 7 batu, I don't really know much about yang 5 batu tu. Care mainnye, Baling ketujuh2 batu tu and ambil satu batu dari batu2 yang dh berselerak atas lantai akibat dibaling tu. The thing here, we have to kutip batu2 tu start dari 1, then 2 batu pastu amek the remaining 3 batu smbil baling ke atas batu first. You know what, saye malas plak nk cite. kalo nk tau, tny kwn2 anda yang tau. Hoho..

Saye just nk cite care berbeza main game. Ade yang amek 1,2,3...ade yang amek 3,2,1...ade juge yang gune sebelah tgn je, pakai tangan kiri, batu xleh lontar lebih dr kepale *this is hard kalo batu jauh2*, ade yang baling pakai tangan lain tapi tgkp gune tgn lain *yes, it's complicated*. Tapi sume2 ni sangat menyeronokkan. Berbanding dengan kanak2 zaman sekarang. Lihat shj adek2 kite, sepupu2 kecik kite...mereka lebih engrossed dengan internet, pusat sumber pembelajaran (psp), ipoo, xboxes 270, weeee, social networking instead of having a normal childhood. Yeah, mungkin some pikir...zaman dah berubah. Zaman dorg, teknologi dh took over. Zaman kite dulu internet blum didedahkan secare meluas. Kanak2 xreti gune internet, xreti chatting. I only knew about chatting mase darjah 6 but saye mule berchatting dgn kawan after abes form 5. Skrg ni? Budak sekolah rendah dh lebih dr berchatting. Mane dorg dpt sume tu? Adekah dari ape yang dorg didedahkan dari kecik? Zaman kite dulu ade macam ni jugak ke?

Memang bukan semua kanak2 skrg cmtu. Tapi saye cume rase sedih bile dapat tau tntg remaje skrg. Macam mane agaknye keadaan 10 tahun akan datang? I'm worried.

Wooohoo. cmne tibe2 bleh masuk topik ni? ahaha...xde fokus tul Asyiqin ni. Mule2 ckp pasal childhood, tibe2 je tukar pasal topik serius. Huhuhu...and ape kaitannye dengan permainan mase kite kecik dgn remaje skrg? Mungkin ade connectionnye somewhere, since saye boleh menjurus ke topik itu.

I am soooo bored right now. Xde mood nk study. Xde mood nak buat ape2. Nak bli kasut but knpe xde kasut yang lawa kat sini? Cais! Haih~

Ade berjute, tapi satu pon xjumpe...

Assalamualaikum~

I hope no one made crazy presumptions about the title of this post. Hehehe..sj nk buat gimik. I'm actually talking about shoes. I've loved shoes all my life. And I don't think I'll ever stop thinking about shoes. Shoes, shoes, shoes... Ahhhh I sooooo love them! When I walk, I always keep my head down. So, I look at shoes more often than I look at people's faces. That's a joke. Please laugh. Ahaha! Gelak sendiri, ntah pape je! Hmmmm, knpe la Asyiqin ni tibe2 ckp pasal kasut ni? There's a reason behind that. It is because I saw a pretty cute, I-know-I-will-absolutely-buy pair of shoes at the musholla this afternoon. White with a little touch of light blue. *just like mine but a bit cuter. Gah!*

Hmmm, rase cm nk cite je cmne saye dpt kasut saye skrg ni. Here goes. My family were planning to go on a trip to "somewhere" and it was no typical trip. It was one of those where all the family members joined. Due to different schedules, it was not an easy task to gather and drag us all on a picnic or anything of that sort. Hmmm, after I came back from Jakarta. I didn't hesitate at all and just started packing and packing. But I forgot something important. I didn't have the shoes for all the walking and travelling. My parents and I went shoe-hunting, went in numerous stores and still couldn't find a pair that I like. I almost gave up. My parents gave up long before we went in the third store. Adohai, sabar je la~ I didn't want to take a pair just for the sake of that trip. Because I would wear them for a long time. So, I wanted to like them first. I've always known to be the one that won't wear or put on something I don't like. My mom says that to me all the time. She doesn't want to choose/buy anything for me cause she knows me too well to not like the things she picks. Ahahah~ Taste org tue xsame ngan org mude. :p

Aih, dh melalut. Ok back to the tragic story. Tragic la sgt! Anyway, I searched for the one that would catch my eyes the moment I see it. There was one, at the bottom of the shelf, hidden, only visible to those who actually look. And luckily I looked. It was almost closing time, and my parents and I were tired from all the walking and browsing and searching. So, I decided to just settle with that pair. I had a few in mind though all through the searching and browsing and looking around.

This is what I had in mind. Something girly-like. Not too bulky. SIMPLE.

Oh3, I've been eying a few Skechers shoes too. What do you call those eh? Sandals? Ahh, xtau la. I'll just call them shoes. senang cite. :D Cam nk promote la plak. hikhik...saye cop dulu, korg jgn bli! hehehe...just kidding~

This one is called Klementine. They come in different colours.

Them being black, white, pink, yellow, etc.

Black~

Jubilee: Oh Snap!

*ni name kasut tu, bukan monolog ye~*

Knpe susah nk cari kasut Nike perempuan cmni eh? Cais!

Erm, dh byk ckp pasal kasut je. I think I better stop. Ok, tu je nk cakap. Buyyyyy. Salam~

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Ahaa!!! I found the name of the shoes. The pair that looked a bit like mine. It's called Nike Air Zoom Mystify IV.

Ni kasut tennis.

I found a pair of shoes on the internet that I really really really like but I guess I'm too late to realize about it. Before this, byk btul kasut2 ni saye nmpk di kedai Nike waktu die famous dulu but saye seakan2 xperasan lgsg akan kewujudan die. Skrg, dh xjumpe lgsg. Mungkin dh xdikeluarkan lg dh kot. huhuhuhuh...mane saye nk cari kasut tu now ?? T,T *sedey yg amat!*

Sape2 yang jumpe kasut ni, sile inform saye ok~ I want these shoes...badly!

Ping Ping Ping~

Assalamualaikum...

Tajuk post ini has nothing to do with what I'm going to write. Ok, like I said before, my obsession with korean stuff has resurfaced and beginning to take over my mind and body. *really?* Hmm, what I mean is that everything that has to do with korea, I'll instantly turn gaga and obsess over it. Tipu3! Saye xobses sangat pon. Cumenye saye suke je~ Heeee! And now I feel like wantin

g an instant camera. You know, the one that prints out pictures the second you take one. Ahaaa!! I want a camera like that. Why suddenly? Because I watched those korean dramas *You're Beautiful to be exact* and reality TV shows *esp We Got Married*, and they were using this very cute instant camera and instant pictures being developed *btul ke penggunaan word ni? hmmm~*.

Another factor that contributes to this obsession of mine is when I found my very old camera that uses negatives. I like those kinds of photos. The ones you can hold, admire and write or scribble on. Or maybe tear it into pieces. Hehehe...nonono. Just kidding. A picture is worth a thousand words. Whatever those words may be, it means something, the picture. If it's bitter or sweet memories, we should always cherish them. Those memories la yang kite nk ingat balik bile dh tue2 nnti. Eceyy~ Percaye la ckp Asyiqin yang memang pelupe ni. I only wish I could remember all those sweet memories during my school years, childhood. Haaaa...rindu. If only I have pictures to help me recall those memories. So, memandangkan saye malas nk pegi kedai utk develop film tu, ape kate bli camera yang boleh instantly kuarkan gmbr. Ahhaaa!

Hah! Asyiqin dh mengarut pasal pictures plak. Ok, back to the topic. Nowadays, people only need to save the pictures they've taken into their laptop, thousands and thousands of them. Well, best sebenarnye ade gmbr banyak2. But kalo kite ade limited picture to take, for sure kite nk amek yang meaningful je kan? Haaa, kan best cmtu. Xde la kite tgkp gmbr mengarut2, org korek hidung la, org makan tepi jalan makan bakso malang, gmbr rumput, gmbr tiang lampu, etc. Actually for pros, those little things means everything to them, but who am I to compare to those pros? I'm just a normal girl wanting an instant camera that I, myself know nothing about. I'm lower than beginner. Ahaha. I just want to capture meaningful pictures that the older, kereput me would cry when looking at them, and want to explain everything about every single pic to my grandchildren and children. Amboih, jauhnye Asyiqin~

So, which camera have I set my eyes on? Knowing my character, of course la the cute one! Ahaha!! Fujifilm Instax Mini 25. This camera lebih automatic berbanding Instax Mini 7S *yg Alma pny tu!*. I actually like Instax Mini 7S because lebih manual, I want to play with the settings. But I don't want to pick the same camera as Alma. Booo!!! Alma xcomel! *tapi kamera Alma comel, huhu* But since I'm not even a beginner in this photography world, I think auto seems better for me. I want the manual! Huhuhu. So, here are some photos that I found in the internet. :P

Kyaaaa! Look how cute it is. I like the colour. Very3 much.

This here is a custom zipper instax mini 25 camera case.

Neomu gwiyeobda! Jeongmal!

Instax Mini 25 vs Instax Mini 7S. Hmm~

So, there you go! Punye panjang entry nk ckp pasal kemahuan saye akan camera instant ni je. Adeh~ Pape pon, saye blum survey harge pon. Ntah2 mahal gile smpi terkopak purse saye. Kuikuikui... Org berjimat sebab hal yang lebih penting, tapi saye plak nk berjimat sebab camera ni, sgt xpatut. Ish3. *geleng kepale*

Trouble...

Assalamualaikum.

Tulis, padam, tulis, padam. That's what I've been doing. I want to write something, plenty of things actually but I guess I think too much that eventually couldn't even complete a sentence. I thought of what people might think, that maybe I might regret writing those things that I wanted to tell everyone. I put on so much thought on every single sentence. Searching for the right words. Even the right words may hurt people without me knowing. I fear that the most. I know that when I'm actually talking to a person, my brain couldn't really process the way it's supposed to and somehow I blurt out things that I know would hurt them. And when that happens, I couldn't say that one word, "sorry". Apparently, sorry really seems to be the hardest word.

I have soooooo many things to say, but I can't write them. I just can't.

Aha...Dah jumpe satu lagi hobby saye. Or mungkin habit saye. Memendam rase.

Hmmmmm, self-discovery. Interesting~

Eeeeeppp!! Stickers~

Assalamualaikum...

Aha! Jajang....Presenting Asyiqin the gedik~ Now, I'm even gediker. Wanna know why? Because somehow, I don't know why, out of the blue...my femininity surfaces. Ahaha...what does that have to do with stickers? I have no idea. Meeeerong! Let me be! It's my blog, I can say anything! *well, actually, I can't. Xpasal2 kne saman plak. Teehee~*

Hmmm...I want to show whoever is reading this...something. What I've become. From the rocker chick Asyiqin...to the graceful, down-to-earth, soft-spoken Asyiqin. *biar!* Okay2, I'm just joking around. Nononono...I'm still the same. Makin comel je~ Kuang3.

Ni keyboard laptop saye. Before...

After~ Ni setelah dilekatkan dengan stickers!

Comel kan? Comel kan? Comel kan?! Tgk3, ade hangul alphabets (huruf korea) plak tu~ hikhikhik...I'm overly excited right now. Ahaaa...and I bought a new pencil case since I left the one with all my stationery at home. *Haish, kicap cap kipas pon lupe. Sume bnde2 penting jugak yang tinggal kat rumah. Adehhhh =.=' * Pencil case pon warne perempuan. Someone once told me to buy/wear things other than black. Yes, I know. I'm too dull. Black, black, black...cm xde warne lain je. Kan dh kuar kefemininanku~ Abes sume nk pink. :p Qila yg pengaruh~

Ni plak. My new pencil case. Kecik je sebab stationery pon xde sgt. :'(

Oh, skrg juge kegilaan saye terhadap korea dh resurface. Lame die menghilang kerane disappointment yang disebabkan oleh abg sy. Long story, mls nk cite. :P

*Ape yg sy buat pagi2 bute ni? Huaaa! I want to sleep!! Dah, itu sj~

Alamak, terpengaruh!

Assalamualaikum~

Haih. Susah la cmni. Ade org pengaruh saye menstalk org. Kat blog, kat fb. Org lawa2, tomey2 buat blog, I pon rase cm nk buat je. *eeee...gedik!* Budget diri cute la tu Asyiqin. Errrmm!

Saye xtau nk cite ape ni. Buzy memanjang ngan exam tiap2 hari. Exam3~ I heart you. Not! Hmmm, tgk2. *nk tgk ape?* Xyah diet pon dh bleh turun berat badan. Syok jugak. Tapi penat la.

Ok, sekarang ni saye hanye menggatal tgn nk menulis something padahal mmg xde point lgsg nk disampaikan. Maaf. Esok exam lagi~ Penat2! Kne study la. Kang fail, saye jugak yg susah. T.T

Off to face the booooooks. Bukan berfacebook ye Asyiqin! Saye xstalk org. Btul. Xtipu. BTUUULLL!

Ape tu?

Assalamualaikum~

Heeee...lamenye xupdate belog ni. Kuikuikui *sape je yg buat bunyi cmni in real life? pelik!* Hmmm, actually saye xtau nk membelog pasal ape dh. Dah kekeringan idea. Makin kurang elektrik2 yg mengalir kat neuron dalam otak saye ni. Haih...kne minum susu yg ade DHA la. hihihih...jd baby balik, minum susu dalam botol. *Jgn mengarut!*

Cube teka ni ape! hehehe...teka dulu sebelum scroll ke bawah. Cepat2!

Apekah ini? Telur ayam? Telur itik? Teluk ostrich?

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TADAAA!!! The reveal~

Clue ni sangat besau~ Kalo xtau lg mmg nk kne tampau laju2.

It's a stapler~ Comel kan? :P

Haaaa...xlame sebelum ni saye ade membeli something yg saye rase cumil, cute mute, comey lotey la. TUUUU, yg kat atas tu! Pegi book store nk cari stapler. Sebabnye every time buat makalah mesti kne pinjam stapler org. Tu la. Sape suruh sendiri hilgkan stapler yang dulu banyak berkhidmat. Kan dh kne beli baru. Actually saye nk beli stapler yg boleh staple helaian kertas yang banyak. Yang gune dawai kokot code 3. *bunyi cm mengarut tapi saye serius* Ni adalah disebabkan dulu saye penah ade stapler yg kecil tapi gune dawai kokot yang tebal tu. Very useful~ Mane ntah hilgnye...Adeh, keje hilgkan barang je Asyiqin ni!

Makalah skrg ni makin lame makin tebal, tambah lagi gune kertas yang tebal. Bertambah2 la susah nk staple pakai dawai kokot nipis tu. Haaa...so, cari punye cari akhirnye xjumpe jugak. Teeeheee~ So, dengan kecewa saye belek la stapler lain. Pastu saye jumpe satu yang sangat cumel seperti yg saye ckp td. Haha. Saye trus jatuh cinte. Love at first sight la kate org. Saye xtgk harge pon, trus grab. Ahaha...

Tapi sygnye, waktu saye dh ade stapler, xde la plak nk gune. Mase sy xde stapler, sume bnde kne gune stapler. Haih~ So, sape2 yg nak staple kertas ke atau ape2 yg memerlukan khidmat sebiji stapler, sile dtg ke saye...dengan berbesau hati saye tolong staplekan. Weeee. Jgn malu jgn segan~

Emosi xstabil.

Assalamualaikum....

Sekarang sudah masuk bulan December. Bagi saye, bulan December merupakan bulan yang sedikit best berbanding bulan2 yang lain. Antare sebabnye, bulan ini la yang selalu cuti sekolah yang panjang. Selain waktu SPM dulu, selame kite bersekolah di sekolah harian, mahupun sekolah asrama penuh, asrama xpenuh/semipenuh ke...mesti bulan December cuti and sume org boleh balik ke rumah/kampung halaman. Boleh duduk kt rumah melepaskan rindu, tgk tv yg selama persekolahan xdpt tgk. *oh, skolah kitorg dulu ade Astro! After prep mlm je serbu kantin tgk CSI New York. Every Sunday pon beberapa org yang minat CSI termasuk the fanatic ME akan bgun pagi2 and pegi duduk depan tv di kantin untuk tgk CSI marathon. Dimulakan dengan CSI: Crime Scene Investigation, kemudian CSI New York and akhirnye CSI Miami. Saye slalu skip CSI Miami sbb mase tu dh nak makan tgh hari and sume org pon dh memenuhkan kantin. :( Alamak, rindunye!*

Ok, back to December. *aha, lagu Taylor Swift. suke.* Saye perasan sekarang ni sume orang pon xstabil emosi dan physical(?) and I'm assuming mereka juga berfikiran seperti saye. I've been missing home since the day I left it a few month ago. Ye, emosi saye juge xstabil. Lagi2 bile ade mereka yang membuat countdown. Ia menyeksa saye. Countdown will only make it feel longer. To those who wait, feels like an eternity. To those who don't, a year could feel like a second. I'm one of those who wait. See? It's torturing!

Tambah lagi dengan pelajaran yang tgh tunggang langgang *yours truly*, PBL yang memberi extra stress, praktikum yang xbest and some personal stuff yang xmenyenangkan. Sume2 tu menambah2kan kerinduan kite pada mereka yg kita tinggalkan di Malaysia. Tidak? If not for you guys, at least I feel that way. Saye rindu semuanya. Saye nak tgk cmne rupe rumah yang telah direnovate tu. Saye berazam nak mengemas smpi nmpk cm rumah2 org yg slalu masuk magazine tu. Kyaaa~ Bestnye kalo boleh. And my mom's been dreaming of having a house like in the magazine. I wish I can fulfill all your dreams mommy~ Huhuhu

Kepada mereka yang tak dapat balik atas kemahuan sendiri atau sebab xcukup duit atau sebab takde tiket flight balik Malaysia yg lagi murah dari Rm500...sile la bersabar ye. Saye xberniat utk membuatkan anda semua jeles yg beberapa dr kami yang dapat balik, tapi saye tau some of you yang nk kumpul rindu tu bagi membuak2 dulu and lepaskan time cuti bulan 2. Kan3? And ade yang malas nk balik banyak2 kali sbb xthrill la. Xrase cm duduk oversea la kalo balik selalu, ye dak? hmm, kalo korg bleh tahan, bagus la. Tapi saye xboleh. :P

Hmmm...saye xtau ape motif post ni tapi just nk ckp yang saye paham knpe ramai yang emosi xstabil lg2 time macam ni. Mungkin jugak faktor yang membuatkan korg xstabil berbeza dari saye, tapi korg mesti ade ingat nk balik rumah kan bile stress? :D Kalo bukan rumah di Malaysia pon, rumah sendiri yg terdekat pon jadila. Home sweet home. Mmg sweet walaupun bersepah cmne pon rumah anda. Tapi di situ la yg membuatkan anda tenang, kan? Haih...dr td saye mengarut je. Baik saye stop. Okay, that's all. Buyyy~

P/S: kepada Almaaaaaaa, saye jeles! I want a pair too! No, I want two! Those yg saye tunjuk tu. :D