I'm A Girl Not Yet A Woman

When I was browsing through Youtube to watch some random videos, I stumbled upon one particular video specifically a trailer of Hannah Montana The Movie. You know, the one with Miley Cyrus in it. Hmm...anyways, I watched the trailer and for some reasons I was looking forward to watching tthe movie. I don't know why. Yeah I know, so childish of me to still enjoy watching Disney movies but who am I kidding? I enjoy Disney movies (and series) and that's that! Who said 18 year-old teenagers can't watch Disney Channel??? I'm gonna watch Hannah Montana The Movie and that's final. No one's gonna stop me! wahahahaha....

Self-damaging Obsession

Today I was driven to write about my current obsession thanks to my friend, Alma who is also my coursemate and housemate and roommate(wow!).I know that this obsession is really gonna eat me alive but somehow I can't get it out of my system. Oh by the way, right now I'm obsessed with Kkotboda Namja (Boys Before Flowers/Hana Yori Dango Korean Version).

I've been obsessed with Korean d/m for ages (I started watching them when I was in standard 5 if I'm not mistaken), but of all the dramas I've watched, Kkkotboda Namja is absolutely, undoubtedly the best among the best! It topped my list of all-time favourite Korean Dramas!Even though I know how the story goes (I watched Hana Yori Dango and Meteor Garden), this version just keeps me attached by its exciting plot (they change here and there) and the handsome and charming F4 especially Gu Jun Pyo (the leader with the curly hair)!!!!!He just swept me off my feet and I can't get enough of him! The way he smiles, the way he walks, the way he talks...ah! Gu Jun Pyo SARANGHAE!!!

Don't smile at me like that! You're gonna burst my heart out of my chest!

Gu Jun Pyo isn't the only one in the drama with good looks though...his close friends or should I say members of the great F4 are also mesmerizing looking. Yi Jung (Kim Bum) for example, has the face of a baby.hahaha..he's even prettier that the lead actress! He's too innocent looking that being a player doesn't suit him at all. I anticipate the relationship between Ga Eul and Yi Jung to grow coz they just look very cute together!!!!Two thumbs up for excellent selection of cast!

This is the first time that I had to wait to watch an episode of a korean drama. Usually I just buy the DVD and watch them all at once. I hate to wait but I don't mind waiting for an episode to come out on the internet. I like this feeling especially when it's Kkotboda Namja!Hahahaha...I'm weird!

And Alma, I know you watched this drama first and I thank you for reminding me of its existence but I have to say that Gu Jun Pyo is mine. He's mine babeh! You can take Ji Hoo if you want...I won't mind!wahahaha...I'm still the one who realized that they were making a korean version of Hana Yori Dango! Remember?

I don't usually share things with people but for you, Alma, I'll make an exception. I don't mind you watching the episodes that I've downloaded, instead I insist you watch! And I'm sorry for making you waste your time watching the drama instead of studying but I have no control over your mind and body...wahahaha...I'm such a bad influence!

P/S: once again Alma, I advice you to forget everything that has to do with Hana Yori Dango and Meteor Garden while you're watching Kkotboda Namja. You'll just ruin the suspense!

Too Sensitive Or Too Emotional???

I decided to delete this post. I think that I should just keep this problem to myself...I'm sure none of you have read this post(the one where I rattled on someone) before. So that's it. Proceed to next post, please!

Too Bad...

Too bad Federer lost to Nadal...if he were to win the match I would be happier I guess...

It's so sad to see Federer crying like a baby (a very cute one..muahahaha!!!) on every sports section of the newspapers that came out the next day.....(first time seeing him crying!)

I know I said that he should let other people (meaning Nadal) win but at the moment it happened...

I felt bad...it was as if I jinxed him or something...hahaha...no I didn't!

Congratulations to Rafael Nadal and better luck next time, Roger!I know you can do it!

Oh by the way balong...thanks for inviting me!I would love that!you still have to buy me a plane ticket though!

I'm On Nobody's Side

Sekali lagi Rafael Nadal dan Roger Federer 

bertemu dlm perlawanan tenis buat ke entah-berapa-kalinye...

Australian Open 2009 menjadi semakin menarik dan hangat apabila 

dua jejaka tenis ini bertarung untuk membuktikan kehebatan masing2...

semestinya aku mengagumi kedua-duanya namun aku tidak dapat menentukan 

siapa yang berhak menerima sokonganku...

apabila Roger Federer mendapat mata, aku bersorak seorang diri di kedai mamak...

walaupun begitu, apabila Rafael Nadal mengatasi Federer, aku juga bergembira...

siapa yang aku sokong sebenarnye??

konklusinya....dua2 sama sahaja!!!wahahaha...

masing2 ada 'pros and cons'nye...

• Federer 

PROS - his expressionless face is amazing!i don't know whether he has feelings or not...

    - skillful and trick master...

    - coachless (btul ke??...dlu ye..skrg?)

CONS - dah byk kali sgt die menang...kne bg org len peluang utk menang plak...

• Nadal 

PROS - current world no 1

    - also skillful

CONS - die pny 'Nadal'ing sgt la irritating...mulenye nmpk unik but as time goes by...that routine of his is  just getting on my nerves!

aku sokong kedua-duanya!!!!

go Federer!!!

go Nadal!!!

Brief Hiatus...

I have to stop blogging for a while....

Exam week coming up!

Look forward to many many interesting entries in the future..

nguanguangua....

Bowling Mania...

I've been avoiding it for quite some time and recently I realized that I couldn't hold my desire much longer.Bowling has been the one and only sport that I'm good at (besides netball) and I've been wanting to touch the oh-so-beautiful-slightly-oily-round-house-ball for ages now!If I'm not mistaken,the last time I played was before I entered college which was about 7 months ago...WOW!I didn't realized I haven't "visited" a bowling alley for more than half a year!That's a new world record!hahaha...

Anyway, last week when our council members suggested for a game or two of bowling, I went hysterical...or not. But I was surely excited about it! And we only had to pay RM5 for three games and a pair of bowling shoes! That's was ridiculously cheap! especially when you're in Selangor. It should at least cost us RM10 each. Even though the prices were halved, there's still some of us that refused to come and enjoy themselves. That's a pity because they were missing the best time of their college lives! I understand that they may not know how to bowl but who cares anyway? Most of us were amateurs and that didn't stop them from having a whale of a time! The rest of us were having so much fun that a number of people were willing to fork out more money for extra games! There's a couple of us that played 6 games in a row!

I captured some photos but I have to upload them later coz this computer I'm using is ancient!

[EDITED]

The Scorching Heat Of The Morning Sun

Sunbathing Session!!!!

Haha...I know I know...Supposedly the morning sun is pleasant and nice and good for skin and all...but for me it's just unbearable! Every time the sunlight hits my skin...I feel as if I've caught on fire! And the most sensitive part would be my face. After "sunbathing" for a while under the scorching heat of the sun...my face would get all red and itchy. I know there is a product called "sunscreen" but I hate wearing it. It would be the same like me sunbathing on the beach. That particular stuff would irritate my skin and it's useless! I don't have any other solutions except avoiding direct exposure of the sunlight. Argh!

That's the reason why I hate sitting on the window side of a vehicle...

No Smoking Please!!!

I now officially hate smokers! Last night my friend (Fatin) and I agreed to go to the mamak stall (the one with the oily food) just for the sake of surfing the internet (that's the nearest place to get wireless network!). But we actually got more than we asked for or should I say...I got more than I asked for!I got a cold and a sore throat which were irritating and bothersome.They took the life out of me. Well, the story goes like this...

That night, Fatin and I reached the mamak stall a bit late…about 9++pm. So it was packed with human staring at their laptop screens. And all the sockets were taken. So we had to wait for somebody to finish his/her dinner before we were able to switch on our computers (we forgot to charge the batteries…hahaha). It wasn’t long before the person sitting next to one of the sockets left the restaurant and gave us the chance to at least sit. Without me noticing, there were two guys sitting next to us. They were smoking! At first I thought I could handle it by holding my breath but clearly it didn’t work. I had to take in some air once in a while. And at that moment, the smoke coming from the cigarettes went right into my lungs and burnt everything along its way. It was excruciating! Due to prolonged exposure to the smoke, my nose and throat became itchy and painful.

I tried lessening the pain by drinking some water but my attempt was to no avail. The pain was still there! I cannot understand how smokers could bear the painful “sensation”. I just don’t understand! I hate cigarette as well as those related to it.

The Princess and The Pauper

I've always pictured myself in a fairy tale and I'd be the princess of a far far away land. And I would have all the luxuries that I could dream of and every handsome man in the world lining up just to have a glimpse of my beauty. Haha…but sadly the reality is the absolute opposite. I’m not even close to being pretty, I don’t own fancy stuff and I’m not very smart (compared to Einstein)…haha!!!I don’t even have a proper case for my stationeries. Can you imagine me using a small POPULAR plastic bag instead of using the common pencil case? If you can’t, I can show you…hahaha…
oh...that blue little Bag pencil case is not mine!It's my friend's!mine is the one beside it..hahaha!!!Yeah..even though I hate to admit it...I'm the pauper and my friend's the princess...huhuhu

New Shoes!!!!

HAHA...at last...I bought a new pair of shoes (pape je ah name die) after I lost my previous pair last month. hahaha...I'm so proud of myself!!!I went shopping with my friends at Sunway Pyramid, and at the end of the day I only managed to buy that pair of shoes and a hand sanitizer.haha...while my friends have enough time to buy lots of things (more than one thing la!).They bought jeans and tops and shoes and the list goes on...Actually I had exceeded my budget for that day and I had to keep myself away the other stores(PADINI concept store,Vincci...) so that I would not buy other 'unnecessary' things.I was supposed to save about RM1,300 for my future iPod Touch but now I only have RM800 in my account.huhuhuhu....

Square-Root Three

I fear that I will always be

A lonely number like root three

A three is all that’s good and right

Why must my three keep out of sight

Beneath a vicious square root sign?

I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick

With just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun

As 1.7321

Such is my reality

A sad irrationality

When, hark, just what is this I see

Another square root of a three

Has quietly come waltzing by

Together now we multiply

To form a number we prefer

Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds

And with a wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued

And love for me has been renewed

I love this poem!

Believe Me When I Tell You...

Yes I'm certainly won't be coming here (mamak stall) next time...I am telling you guys the truth about those oily and greasy food they're serving customers...I just can't stand looking at the oils overflowing(I'm exaggerating) in my plate...eeww!!!My hands got all greasy and red...If you don't believe me...take a look at the pic here...it's oily right!
Okay2...I admit!I'm a sloppy eater but why wouldn't I?The oil is just pissing me off!That's why I kinda just playing around with the food...haha...n you know what?It cost me a lot to eat that plate of oil!haha..

Normality Is All I'm Asking For

"What should I do today???"...I think this is the most frequent question I've asked myself this week...and the same answers would popped out of my head..."I don't know", "I have no idea", "Maybe shopping but not by myself!",etc. Being alone in a house really isn't that much fun like most people think so. My friends constantly saying "you have the house to yourself!"...well..guess what guys??I don't want the house to myself!It's boring and I'm closer to being mad every minute of the day...arghhh!!!I've run out of food to eat and I don't want to eat bread n jam everyday...I'm sick and tired of them already!And mamak stall hasn't helped much either...with their oily food...oh no!I'm not eating those greasy food ever again!

Oh my dear housemates and friends...when are you guys coming back???I miss you guys sooo much!!!!You guys are my source of joy and happiness.Mom, Dad!!!I want to go back home!I want to eat scrumptious meals...breakfast,brunch,lunch,dinner and even supper!I want Astro!I want uTorrent!I want everything back to normal...

My Resolutions for 2009

My resolution for this year is to have no resolutions!
haha!tipu!no..no..xmungkin...
azam saya pada tahun ini ialah...
untuk turunkan berat badan hingga 50kg dan menjadi
yg paling ringan dan kurus dalam keluarga!
hahaha...n have a superb body!wah..
saya mahu menjadi hamba Allah yang setia...
selain itu saya mahu berjaya di dunia dan di akhirat
dan juga menjadi orang yg beriman dan beramal ngan ilmu yg ditimba...
saya juga mahu menjadi orang yang berakhlak mulia
and become better than yesterday...
dan saya ingin membalas jasa ibu bapa dlm apa2 cara yg saya boleh
insyaALLAH

Girl Meets Boy

Once a girl met a boy.
There is nothing new.
Girl blooms out with joy,
Boy tears it all through.

The boy packs up his case,
he walks out the door.
Girl is left watching the space,
where he was before.

Boy's love is unloading,
doesn't care if she's coping.
Her world is exploding,
yet she is still hoping.

Boy doesn't need doubt,
doesn't care for reform.
Girl starts to bleed out,
the love she's kept warm.

He is giving out all those signs,
and dishing out all his dirt
and that girls writing lines,
about how much this hurts.

The boy starts to think,
he can't leave her behind.
His cheek flushes pink,
when she's on his mind.

The girl see's the pink,
as her teeth start to grind.
It pours down the sink,
she starts to go blind.

The boy starts to crawl,
he crawls right into black.
The girl starts to fall,
falls with a crack on her back.

The boy comes to say,
"I did not ever go,
for I have loved you more,
than you'll ever know."

For the first time though,
he said something true,
for she will never know,
that he loved her too.

What I Don't Like About Myself

1. I laugh too much (to a point that people starts to think that it's annoying)
2. I'm too loyal
3. I crack stupid jokes
4. I'm too lazy (but sometimes I'm too diligent..haha)
5. I can't seem to own things long enough for me to thoroughly enjoy them...
   
6. I like to gossip a lot
7. I hate reading books
8. I hate writing
9. I love to scribble
10. I'm pathetic
11. I'm a heavy spender
12. I'm hungry all the time
13. I forgive people too easily
14. I love assignments but hate doing them
    
15. I hate mineral water
16. I can't eat chocolates!!!!!
17. I stutter (sometimes..)
18. I'm loud
19. I can't sit still for more than 30 minutes ~ (It's VERY hard during exams!)
20. I can't stand perfumes
    

Bersyukurlah Asyiqin. Haih~

Things Guys Should Know About Girls

• Girls really like that dorky smile you have
• Girls usually breathe shakier when they are around guys they like
• Just because she comes off strong doesn't mean she would be a bad girlfriend
• Whatever you say about a girl; be careful...even if it isn't to their faces they'll hear about it sooner or later
• Girls hate to be around your idiotic guy friends (in some cases this isn't true)
• Girls can normally tell when you like them if your already their friend
• Don't lie about your interest to befriend a girl
• If you already have a GF don't flirt, that's like a smack in the face to the girl you're dating
• Girls are normally not the ones who ask you to go out for a pizza, you take the chance and ask
• Please don't judge girls by what other people say, it just isn't right unless you know for sure
• Some girls can't keep their feet still when they are around someone they like
• You have to learn to forgive girls, they make mistakes too
• If a girl's heart has been broken she'll have trust issues; it's not just you
• Girls like compliments
• Girls like to be reassured that you love them
• A girl that likes you appreciates just a simple "Hi" in the hallway
• When you don't notice a girl that you know likes you. It hurts them.

Created by XxEmoButterflyxX
Edited by ME

Not-Much-Of-A-Perfect Happy Ending

have you ever thought that sometimes a 'happy ending' of a movie is not that happy?for instance, there's this one happy ending shows two persons (a boy and a girl) ended up being together after having to go through 'obstacles' and their relationship developed from being just friends to being a couple (well...everybody hopes so).

but have you thought about what might happen afterward??the oh-so-happy-together couple might have a lot of problems and end up hating each other and heading one step closer to splitsville!or worse comes to worst,they want to kill each other!

so there!that's something to think about eh?

UNITY SEMESTER 1 RESULT!!!!

DON'T ASK!
although I'm sure no one will...
kakakaka...
well...I still want to tell you!
I don't care!
Oh..I change my mind!
why don't you guess!
It'll be much2 interesting that way!
CLUE---Much better than my last CGPA! (not much of a hint eh??)