Down Goes Another One~

Assalamualaikum...

Here I want to include lyrics from my favourite band, McFly!!! Gagagaga....It's called Down Goes Another One. Ira pon dh jatuh cinte ngan lagu ni..ahahah :P

Did the best that I could
Said I'd die for you and I would
But I drowned all those feelings in the flood

Need to know if you're there
If you're listening to my prayers to my tears
Feel like raindrops through the mud

How was I to know that a year ago
I'd need to read between the lines
And every lie and that's why

Every time I fall asleep my dreams are haunted
And every time I close my eyes I'm not alone
And every time I cry I'm right back where you wanted
I try to drown you out so down goes another one
(Down goes another one)
Down goes another one
(Down goes another one)
Down goes another one
(Down goes another one)

Living fast
Dying young
But I'm living with what you've done
Now I face accusations
I won't run
No

I'm starting to remember things that you said
I'm unravelling what they meant
But the world moves on
You're just another one

And how can I go on
'Cause when I'm in the sun I see your shadow on the ground
But you're never there when I turn around

Every time I fall asleep my dreams are haunted
And every time I close my eyes I'm not alone
And every time I cry I'm right back where you wanted
I try to drown you out so down goes another one

Whoo

And how can I go on
'Cause when I'm in the sun I see your shadow on the ground
(Shadow on the ground)
But you're never there when I turn around

'Cause every time I fall asleep my dreams are haunted
(My dreams are haunted)
And every time I close my eyes I'm not alone
And every time I cry I'm right back where you wanted
(Right back where you wanted)
I try to drown you out so down goes another one

(Hey)
Down goes another one
(Down goes another one)
Down goes another one
(Hey)
Down goes another one
(Down goes another one)
Down goes another on
Down goes another one
(Down goes another one)
Down goes another one)

Eat eat eat till you're fat!

Assalamualaikum...

As people say, you are what you eat. That can be implied to most human being in the planet Earth but some just lucky enough to not represent what they're eating (meaning=they maintain their figure even though they shove food into their mouth like there's enough room for two whole meals). On the other hand, there are people in this world who'll gain 5lbs *exaggerating* just by drinking a glass of water. Yours truly~ Ahhh...lantak la...nk gemuk ke xnk gemuk ke. Bukannye nk impress sape2 pon. Btul x? *alasan semate2*

My dad bought me this bottle of dietary supplement (buffered vitamin C) and my appetite keeps on heightening tho I'm not very sure that it has anything to do with these tablets I've been eating for almost a month. Supposedly 1 tablet before meal per day but almost every day I forget and forget about them and thus having to scream each time after lunch. Coz it seems to me that that's the only time that I could remember having to consume that oh-so-humongous tablet of Vit C. I have no problem swallowing it, it's just that I hate having to eat pills daily like I'm sick or something. My friend once asked me if I were sick coz she had to see me swallow that bitter vit C (it doesn't taste like orange). But don't worry my friend, I'm not sick. I'm just too fat. Hahaha...where does that come from?

Oh father, I know you're worried about me having to go through adversity, hardship, poverty, etc. But don't worry, I have enough body fat to last for 3 whole days. kihkihkih...

Ayat2 di atas bukanlah tujuan utama saye menulis entry ini. Tujuan utama saye ialah untuk menunjukkan betape banyaknye nikmat yang diberi oleh Allah kepade kite. Tapi janganlah kite berlebih-lebihan dan janganlah kite tidak bersyukur atas segala yang Allah beri kepade kite.

Two days ago, my friend Alma asked me if I wanted to go watch a movie coz she made a promise to herself that she would bring me...as my birthday present (it is?), and without hesitation I agreed. We brought Ira along *cam bwk pet plak..ahahah* and watched Case 39 *psycho pny movie..buat kami yang penakut ni asyik terjerit je*. And after that, since there's Secret Recipe not too far from XII, we ordered a piece of cake each. Ahhh...melayang 25k~ Ape yang dapat? Kekenyangan dan kemuakan yang berlebihan. ISH Asyiqin...tolong la bersyukur dapat makan.

















Nilah die cake Indulgence yang sedap tapi memuakkan kalo makan byk2...yang second pic tu adalah gara2 kebosanan and xde keje lain nk buat.

Dalam cite lain iaitu beberapa hari sebelum makan cake yang menggemukkan ni, saye dengan senang hatinye telah berkunjung ke CL and TA dua hari berturut2 dan tanpe memikirkan hal duit yang semakin sengkek lagi kering ni, saye membeli roti2 di Breadtalk. Ni gara2 vit C yang telah menambahkan selera makan saye ni...sume bnde nk makan. ISH3 Asyiqin~ Lame2 ilang mate idung mulut kne tutup ngan lemak...ahahaha!

Luckily saye telah menangkap gambar2 makanan yang sedap lagi mahal itu, yakni roti2 Breadtalk sebelum saye "ngap" die.

The first one's called Mocha Cave and the second is Bread Pudding which reminds me a lot of my mom's...very delicious~

The point here is that I'm starting to fond eating and that's very bad for me. Then, I used to hold eating until lunch but now I can't skip breakfast. Too hungry that I could turn into the Incredible Hulk in no time! GRRR..Give me food, or else...

Grrr~

I wash my brain daily...

Assalamualaikum~

Ahhhh....it's been awhile...I missed writing in my blog though they're not that important but I just want to be able to commemorate every single thing I've experienced up to this moment. Every firsts like how newly parents capture their first child's first word, first step, first kiss?, etc. I never had a diary and because of that I never really understand what people are supposed to write about daily. I couldn't understand how they have so many things to put into their diary without running out of ideas.

I've never felt the need to write about everything(or some things) every day coz I just feel that they're not that important? But I am wrong? Should those things that I feel not important be the most crucial of all? Did I misjudged? Did I not take things seriously? Hmmm..I wonder. Maybe I did. I'm too simple-minded that I couldn't even remember the details of my day over 24 hours. It's like that spam folder where it'll delete any spam messages after some time periodically. Only my brain deletes certain memories after 24 hours or maybe even less. It's a problem. I know~

My brain could be that small coz it can't store much information at one time.

On my way home, I talked to this friend of mine...and out of nowhere, this blog subject popped out. And she said that I haven't update my blog for so long. I do realize that actually. It's been over 3 weeks, almost a month. The last time I wrote an entry was the day after I came back from Malaysia. Hmmm....now it's almost time to go back home. Time flies pretty fast.

Haaa....like I said. I don't know what to write. *I'm currently in a state where my brain is not working properly*. AHHH!!! I just got a topic. Ahahaha...too late. I'll have to write about it in the next entry. That's all for now. Toodles~

I enjoyed every single second with my family in Malaysia~

Assalamualaikum....

I reached my beloved country very early in the morning...at about 8am if I'm not mistaken and as I entered the arrival hall I knew that my parents wouldn't be there yet coz I accidentally told them that I land at about 9am. :( I was with my friends at first and minutes after that, one by one went back home with their families. I expected my parents to come a lot later but surprisingly they were already there. I was so happy when my dad tapped my shoulder to make sure it was me...aaahhhh~ back home finally!!!

That day, I slept all through the day coz I didn't sleep the night before that as my flight was at 5am and I'm too afraid to sleep coz I might oversleep and miss my flight. I'm beginning to regret sleeping in that day. I could have eaten kuey teow with mommy!!! ahahaha

I went shopping with my family almost every day and ate every possible meal in Malaysia. I miss them so much. Mama's kuey teow, roti canai, mee goreng mamak, siakap tiga rase, etc.

Oh, I went to Kenny Rogers Roasters! Which is very unlikely for us coz it cost us a fortune. Nevertheless, my dad brought us to OU and we had to search for it coz it's been ages since we've been to Kenny Rogers. It was fun. ahaha...my parents was tired of walking by the time we reached there. ahaha Poor them. (bad service btw. The waiter was sulky. Not paying attention when we're placing our orders. Malas nk keje la tuh!) And, it's a tradition in out family to guess the price after every big meal. And I won. I guessed RM142 and it was RM143+. Very close right? ahaha *I feel bad that my dad had to spend that much for a meal*

I went to the cinema 3 times during the two weeks holiday. First with my brother and my kid sister, went to watch Avatar which was awesome!!! I fell in love with the hero immediately...ahahaha. The second time I went with my parents and my kid sister, my sister n I watched Sherlock Holmes and my parents went for Avatar. *Dad loved it, mommy slept through the movie..ish2* The third time was the day before my flight back to Indonesia. I forced my family to go watch Cirque Du Freak. ahaha...good, not bad, could've done better~

The point is...I love being with my family doing things together, shopping, jalan2, makan2, etc. I can't wait for February to come. Oh pliz, make time fly faster...*not when I'm in Malaysia, tho*

Happy New Year!!!!

Assalamualaikum...

Yes, Welcome 2010 and goodbye 2009! Yet another year for us to fill with love and hate and new experiences in our lives. Colouring and painting the white canvas until it becomes a beautiful work of art. Meaning to say, fill your 365 days with exciting adventures and great experiences so that at the end of the year you'll look back and see that you've taken every opportunity to go through everything you think is right and never regret anything. *Did I make any sense?*

I just want to wish Happy New Year to everybody in this world and hope that it's gonna be an awesome year and better than 2009 for you and me.

I'm out~!!

At Last I Got What I've Always Wanted...

Assalamualaikum~

Hari ini saye nk berbahase Melayu la plak. Slalu asyek English2...penat gak! Hmm...arini ni saye nk bercerite tentang kecintaan saye terhadap kasut Skechers. Asal usul bermulenye cinta ini adalah apabila kakakku yang berade di Irelandia *Ireland* balik ke Malaysia dengan memakai sepasang kasut yang kulihat sgt cantik dan lain daripada ape yang ku selalu lihat manusia Malaysia *yours truly* pakai. Pada mase tu saye tgh gile flip flop so teringin la gak nk cube try test kasut plak...ngeh3~ Dora the Explorer la konon! Memandangkan kaki kakakku yang besar gedabak tu membuatkan saye xleh nk curi kasut Skechers tu, so saye berdetermine utk satu hari nnti bli sepasang kasut Skechers yang saye bleh pakai and bawak jalan2 tanpe perlu isi tissue dlm kasut tu...ngah3!

And after kakak saye memperkenalkan Skechers dlm family, baru la saye perasan wujudnye shoe stores Skechers yang berlambak2 kt KL tu. Kalo x, mmg smpi bile pon xprsn~ So bile saye dh jenguk2 kasut Skechers kesukaan saye tu, tibe2 my father offer nk blikan sepasang *saye xpakse my dad to buy okay!*. So, saye dengan riang ria Ribenanye menerima offer tu and bli kasut Skechers yang pertama. Ia berwarne putih and purple. Mmg heaven gile rase time tu. Keseronokan yang melampau. *tapi xtunjuk la kn, malu la~* Kne cool babe!

Kemudian, setelah bbrp lame memakai kasut tu tambah lagi ngan betape xretinye saye menjage brg berharge saye, akhirnye kasut tu berubah jadi hitam and purple. Putihnye dh ilang entah ke mane. Mencari2 tapi xjumpe. Kasut tu pon dh lembik, layu, xbermaye nk menampung kaki gajahku ini. Kenazakannye bertambah hari demi hari dan akhirnye die menghela nafas terakhir di rak kasut apartment ku di PS. Saye pon menyatakan keinginan utk bli kasut baru sbb nk pakai kasut Skechers gak! ahahaha... Saye rase sgt bersalah sebenarnye nk mintak2 my dad bli kasut Skechers tu sbb mahal. *demanding plak, nk kasut mahal je, ngade!* My parents pon bwk la saye and my sis ke OU untuk bli kasut tu. Saye ternampak kasut yang cantik and die berwarne cream!!! I LIKE!~ Saye bertegas nak kasut tu sbb die nmpk comel sgt! But my dad cm xnk blikan sbb die tau perangai saye yang mmg xreti jage brg. "Jgn smpi jd cm kasut dlu plak, jage elok2, jgn bagi kotor", said my dad. Saye sebenarnye mmg tau akhirnye kasut tu akan end up cm the pair before that but saye nekad nk bli kasut berwarne cream tu.

Setelah setahun lebih memakai kasut cream tu, die gradually bertukar menjadi seperti kasut putih saye yg first tu. Sebabnye adalah kerane die bercalar2 and mmg xleh nk hilgkan la. Time berjalan2 mmg ske "sepak" sume bnde ngan kakiku yang memakai kasut cream tu. Redha je la saye...dh habit. xleh nk ngubah care jalan. Lagipon sape je yang dapat jage kasut sebaik2nye selain Alma? Cerite psl Alma ni, die mmg jage sungguh kasut Skechers die tu. Putih melepak lagi! Xde calar lgsg! Kalo xpakai kasut tu, dibawak masuk bilik. Mmg kagum tul saye! Kalo saye la jadi cm Alma tu *konon je ni*, seminggu je kot bertahan nk buat cmtu. After that, mule la jantung ni mengepam darah2 kemalasan ke seluruh badan saye ni... Okay back to the story, akhir cerite pasal kasut cream tu die end up kt kaki si Aishah Pres sbb kasut die dh melahirkan due ekor buaye...

Crite len plak, saye tgh jalan2 kt TA tu and then mase singgah kedai Sports Planet tu terserempak la ngan kawan lame saye *Skechers* and mate saye trus tertumpu ke sepasang kasut itam yang kelihatan sgt menawan hati. Cair trus hati ni. Rase cm nk ngorat je. ahaha..xde la! Rase cm nk bli trus tapi time tu harge die 500k++, and I thought to myself, berbaloikah? Otak kate x, hati kate sgt berbaloi~ Pastu pikir2, saye membatalkan hasrat utk bli kasut hitam tu..Keciwa sgt ah time tu. Bile lalu je kedai tu msti jenguk2 tgk kasut yang saye xmampu tu. Ye la, my dad xde nk tolong hulurkan duit...ngeh3! Otak bergelige pikir nk bli ke x... Memandangkan Christmas bakal menjelang, so that means sume bnde discount! Kasut hitam tu pon didiscountkn 40%. Saye rase mmg berbaloi bersabar sblm ni. Hargenye yang mule2 500k++ jadi 335k je. Kalo nk bnding ngan kt Malaysia, kire murah la tuh! Puasnye hati ni dpt bli kasut tu even tho mmg nmpk buruk bile dipakai oleh kaki kerepot saye ni. BIAR! BIAR! BIAR!

Queuing~ Episode 2...

Assalamualaikum~

Ok...Yesterday, I went to "Dunia Fantasi" or DUFAN for short, with my batchmates. It's like Genting Highlands but A LOT warmer...It's supposed to be very fun and exciting experience for us all but there's one thing that I'm sure not only me but all of us were not happy with. Which was QUEUING...

Actually the idea of queuing didn't really upset everyone if it was for 10 minutes or so. But imagine having to queue for at least an hour for a ride. That's unacceptable! Plus, we picked the wrong day to go coz tons of school girls and boys were there. I think that's the only place for them to enjoy themselves during the holidays in Jakarta. We couldn't blame them. Though, what a letdown! Even though the tickets were half-price...JIMAT!!!!

First of all, I want to say how disappointed I was that the roller coaster ride was closed at the time! That's a MAJOR LETDOWN!!! They were painting the tracks or something like that, so there's no way we're gonna ride that. GRRR!!!

Like I said, most of the rides, we had to wait for at least one hour. So after we're done with the first one, we just queued up for a second one. We didn't know what ride it was at first but since there's a line, we just followed those queuing. I thought it was a short line, but it was otherwise! They tricked us! There, we queued for what it seemed like 2 hours and found out at last that the ride was not at all worth the queuing. And during the ride, I hurt my arm trying to not flatten Qilah the thin girl~ ahahaa...

The queue was extremely long!!!!!!

Then, we went to another ride and there's where Ira and Qilah started to feel dizzy and decided to part ways. They went to the other part of the theme park and Fatin, Alma, Mazni and I went to the "extreme" rides.

After that, the four of us went to Kicir-Kicir coz it seemed so much fun and I think everybody screamed during that ride. It was so extreme! It went up and down, left to right...all over the place! I LOVE it! Although we had to queue *again!* but it was worthwhile~ I hope I could ride it again..and again...and again...until I throw up~ Then, I'll be satisfied....ahahah

I'm loving this!!!

After that we went for our last ride of the day, or night as you might say. And it's called the TORNADO~ Sounds cool eh? It was pretty cool! Again, we queue and the sky was already dark when we got to ride the Tornado...I could see the dark sky and possible some stars...I'm not really sure coz the Tornado was fast and scary. That, I love too!

I wanted to ride it again but too bad they closed early. So we had to call it a day and go back home. huhuhuh~ There's so many rides that we wanted to play but so little time...or should we say the queues took most of our time. Darn!

I'm loving this too!

Too bad I couldn't get a picture with me and my friends on it~ huhuhu...It's okay, NEXT TIME...bak kate Alma! ahahaha....

Oh, there's one thing that I was not very please with. Those school girls and boys that didn't have the courtesy to line up! GRRR!!! LINE UP! It's doesn't hurt to queue.

Back in the days when I was a naughty little girl~

Assalamualaikum~

The title already explains everything actually...that I'm about to uncover a secret of my childhood I'm not particularly proud of. But it made me laugh once I recalled that memory and only recently that that memory surfaced after I kept it hidden for so long.

It happened when I saw that "snack" (I don't know what it's called..) and I used to love it very much when I was a kid. I haven't eaten it since who-knows-when and last week, I got the chance to actually taste it for the first time after centuries (like I've lived that long~)...ngah3!!! Oh it was just like back then...and I still love it!!! So, what's the secret, you ask? ahaha...

They're the ones on the right...LOVE THEM!!! So delicious and cute~

Hmm...my secret is that I used to eat them on broad daylight during fasting month when there's no one around...Yes, I was a little kid and I couldn't stand not eating that delicious snacks....Just look at them, imagine being a kid, they're totally irresistible! They are too cute!!!! I LIKE~

When there's nobody in the kitchen, I would sneakily open the fridge door and eat them one by one by one even though my mom told me not to. Ahaha...I admit it that I was a naughty girl back then. But that's what makes life interesting. Ah I wish I could go back to those days...very carefree~ And I wish I could eat them again...SOON!

Overdue~

Assalamualaikum~

See, here's my problem. I rented a movie about a week ago and I'm supposed to sent it back on the 30th of November. For every one day late I'll have to pay Rp5k. Now, I'm already 6 days late...and for sure Rp30k will fly away just like that! huhuhuhu..I can buy three days worth of food! GOD!!! plus tgh sengkek ni, baru lepas byr sewa rumah~ I have to go return it as soon as possible!

That's it..ahahaha xde keje~


Listening to: Set the Fire to the Third Bar by Snow Patrol

Fed Up!!!

Assalamualaikum~

Saye dh fed up with all these stupidity!
Please stop them already!

So that's how relief feels like...

Assalamualaikum~

Ok...first of all, I want to congratulate to those who passed the philosophy of science test! I'm so proud of you guys~ huhuhuh...

Like I expressed through an entry not too long ago, the subject I just mentioned above was a killer one! I could not understand it at all. Not even after reading and brainstorming (as if!!) several times from cover to cover (tipu..tipu..tipu!!!).

So there I was...sleeping like a baby on my bed when I heard a knock on my door. Then I heard something terrifying, horrific, eerie, bloodcurdling, hair-raising, spine-tingling and mind-bothering phrase. "Result filsafat dah keluar". NOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

I got goosebumps and my heart races and pounding like I'd seen a ghost or something. With absolute bravery, I asked my friend to tag along with me and discover the truth whether or not I pass the exam. Before that, I heard that a couple of my friends passed with flying colours. That gave me hope, thinking that I could achieve what they had achieved although I knew I answered like a 5 year-old girl on an algebra question.

Eventually, I looked at the board with the results stamped on it. I searched my name and discovered that I passed. Alhamdulillah~ Though, I'm not proud with what I got. It could have been better but I know my limits. At least I don't have to burn the midnight oil anymore...

Because of that, I figured out how relief feels like~

Failure should be our teacher, not our undertaker. Failure is delay, not defeat. It is a temporary detour, not a dead end. Failure is something we can avoid only by saying nothing, doing nothing, and being nothing.
~Denis Waitley

Problem-based Learning is the base of problems in learning~

Assalamualaikum~

First of all, I know most of you guys know that the title above is not originally from this head of mine but I 'cilok' from Asri. I just love that statement and I 98% agree with him. Just the right moment when I want to express every kind of feelings I have towards PBL, Asri wrote that entry of his. So, since I'm too busy to think of another phrase for the title of my entry tonight, I'll just take his...ahahaha! Gomen!

There! PBL (Problem-based learning)! The bane of my existence, aside from exams and studying. ahaha... Everytime there's PBL, stress tags along. Whether it's too much to handle or too hard to grasp. Every session, there's always and I mean ALWAYS some things that we couldn't figure out from the scenario given. Somehow they don't really connect with what we're supposed to be learning. I'm not sure that I even know how PBL works even though I've gone through like hundreds(exaggerating~) of them! And discussing didn't help much. I think it made things even difficult to "solve". Man!

I despise this...

I'm living in a world of anger and frustration...what could ever make me happy?

Current mood: Irritated
Listening to: Let me hear your voice by Big Bang

Queuing~

Assalamualaikum~

Last Saturday, my friends and I went to Taman Anggrek (it's actually a mall) to watch a movie (2012) and it was my first time going there after about a month putting off shopping and stuff. Second time to the cinema and I didn't expect it to be filled with people lining up to buy tickets for 2012. They were soooo long that I nearly gave up queuing without even trying. There were like ONLY 2 or 3 counters and about 1000 people there. Since we're already used up our pocket money to go there, might as well just queue, buy the tickets and watch the movie. Plus, I didn't have that much opportunity to go to malls, so I went to the end of the line which was exactly the last available space to stand *not really* ngah3~ After about 30 long minutes, my friends took over in lining up and bought the tickets later that afternoon. One down, another two to go.

The lines at the cinema...

Hmm, in the mean time, we walked around the mall not buying anything *sengkek..ahahaha*. Killing time. Bored. Enjoying ourselves. Independence day. Freedom. _saye sdg mengarut_

Okay, then when the movie was over, my friends and I wanted to go straight home coz we're so tired and sleepy plus we had spent like 10 hours doing nothing but walked and walked and walked like crazy. Unfortunately, there were like 100 people lining up *again!* for taxis. Oh my goodness...why wouldn't they just stay home and spend some quality time with their family? Nak taknak terpakse la beratur lagi skali...as a bonus we got like two guys smoking, in front and behind us. Great~!

While waiting for a taxi...

At last after what seemed like an eternity, we got our taxi we're supposed to go straight home which was about 2km from the mall. And I took us more that an hour to reach there. Wanna know why? Queuing, that's why! We got stuck in traffic like right in front of the mall for more that 50 minutes, and it was so hard to get out of it. Once we got out from the traffic or "macet" as they called it, we finally reached home and sitting in that taxi for so long made me wanna sleep right away. Ahahaha....QUEUE...I hate that word right now~


Listening to : Russian Roulette by Rihanna

What a week~

Assalamualaikum~

I just finished a "block" of dreadful subjects that includes philosophy of science, critical thinking, research methodology and study skills. The last 3 weeks were so horrible that I felt as if life itself had been taken out of me. For me, philosophy is what I think of the grim reaper. Once we students step into the hall for lectures on philosophy of science, the shine on faces gets dimmer and eventually gone after what seemed like ages. Oh those classes were BORING and I could say that it was incomprehensible or beyond my (and I guess most of the others') understanding. Plus, there's 4 books that our lecturer asked to read which were equally boring and not something that my mind could interpret. Blergh...

I just want to share about what my friends and I had to go through in order to face the philosophy exam when all of us were so busy that we couldn't even finish reading one of the books. They weren't that thick, they're just too hard to understand and it took so much of our time and energy to comprehend what they are trying to deliver in the books...

The night before the exam *philosophy of science specifically*, I slept like about one and a half hours and the rest of the day studying on that subject. Oh my, it's tiring I tell you. It's not because of the "not sleeping" but because of the "not understanding" part. It was as if learning alien language. PEH!

The day of the exam, I felt horrible, anxious, agitated and uneasy. I kept forgetting all the main points. All mixed up in my brain and I couldn't assemble the overflowing information in my brain that I felt as if they were poured out off my ears and leaving my brain half-empty (or completely empty..ahaha). I had to keep asking my friends to explain everything to me right before the exam so that I could refresh my memory (as if I had any left..) *Thanks Faiqah*

I also want to thank my friends who joined the study group that night. It helped me a lot and I hope that it did to you guys too...I wouldn't be able to answer the questions if it weren't for you guys.

I hope that we all pass the exam and that we don't have to undergo any one of those horrible nights...SAY NO TO REMEDIAL n SP (short semester)~

Listening to: Goodbye by Jang Geun Seuk

Asyiqin's Theories...

Assalamualaikum~

Today I want to share with you guys theories that I've came up with after *years of observations and analyses plus studies on 1000 random girls and guys from all over the world. These theories are not inclined to any specific subjects or fields. They are just theories from many aspects of life. Ahhaha..so here~

Asyiqin's Theories
1. One will never or seldom realize someone's existence until those involved are properly introduced. Once they know the other person's name/info or at least get familiar with his/her face, therefore one will always bump into or see him/her and realize that the other person is always there wherever you are.

2. One will always have a connection with at least one person of his/her friend's friends.
The term 'friend' is subjective. Different people consider differently for someone to become friends. So it doesn't matter whether you are great friends or so-so friends or enemies as long as you know the person.

P.S The theories above are not really proven to be true or can be applied to everybody. They are merely jokes I made. I, too, want to make theories like Newton or Einstein. ahahaha!!!

*Very true story! ahahah...IJK!

My Current Craze~

Assalamualaikum~

Unlike the weeks before, this week has been particularly pleasant with a bit of buziness during the PBL sessions which were stressful, to say the least. But all the "mandiri"s really help conquer my mind and body over those uninvited and unwanted feelings. So, what I did during all those free time after lectures was..what else? Watching korean drama! There's a new drama just recently "debuted" on the 7th of October and I think it's very fresh and unique despite the religious belief displayed most of the first episode.

Very refreshing! New sides being shown by each of the casts...

The name of the drama is You're Beautiful and if I'm calculating right, today is the day the fifth episode being aired. But clearly I have to wait a little later for me to be able to download it plus subtitles will be out much2 later which a bit frustrating...nonetheless, much appreciation to the subbers who worked really hard to satisfy the kdrama fanatics (which includes me..ahaha).

I don't want to ruin the excitement that I know you all fanatics out there are feeling now. So I will skip with the synopsis of the first 4 episodes. *Actually I watched the 3rd n 4th episodes without subtitle..so I can't really tell how the story goes, I just assume things go my way..ahaha*

It will never be easy~

Assalamualaikum~

You see...I've always hoped to lead a simple life. But I know and realize that life will never be easy. There's lots of things to discover, to explore and to exploit throughout our lives.

I know now that I can't just sit around and play games on Facebook and chatting away with friends miles away in another foreign country.

In fact, now I feel so anxious every time I have nothing to do. I feel like I need to study or at least do something beneficial.

*Like always, I've been channelling my anxiety and restlessness by watching movies* Unfortunately, movies can't wash them away anymore.

I think too much and now everything seems so important and urgent that I have to push aside all those small things that used to make me feel better. I need to expect that my life will always be hectic and boring especially when I'm taking a course on medicine. Haaaah~

Like one of my friends said to me...I panic too easily. She said I need to relax and enjoy my life and not make it any more complicated. *My parents said the exact same thing* I guess they're right. I really do need to relax and take a deep breath once in a while. DEEP BREATH~ ommm...

What the future holds~

Assalamualaikum~

Hmm..bile skali ade mase nk update blog...dtg la mcm2 idea dlm kepala ni nk tulis ape...
OK2...Seperti yang dinyatakan di atas...kita tak akan tau ape yang akan terjadi pada kita atau orang lain masa depan..ataupun lima minit akan datang. Saye ni mule la risau2 pasal ape dah jadi ngan dunia ni. Nak kuar rumah sorg2 pon takut. This world is not a safe place to live. I have to travel through space and land on the moon. Build a mansion there with my family and trustworthy friends *ignore the fact that we can't really live there because of lack of oxygen..just play along ayte!* It would be sooo much better if everyone in this world love and care for each other. Children can play without their parents worrying, girls can walk home from school, women can carry purses all they want. Why does cruelty has to exist? Why won't it extinct? Why do bad guys...and girls exist? Why can't we live happily together and don't have to ever think about anything bad happen to any of us? WHY? WHY? WHY? I'm 19 and I'm already worrying about the future generations...We just have to think..it doesn't cost you anything. Just think! Think before you leap. "Fikir dulu sebelum buang". Buang I'm referring to is the future... So just think!

When people don't think the way you think...

Assalamualaikum~

Ahhh...today was such a horrible disaster. I was expecting the obvious to happen and it had. It was so silly of me to even think of them as adults when they are clearly just a bunch of children wanting to play all the time. I just hope that they would at least accept some of my ideas but unfortunately and guiltlessly just shove them away and make their own decisions as if I'm not one of "them" (like I want to?). A whole lot of mature and acceptable points given to them with open heart and without an ounce of I-keep-things-to-myself attitude but they ignored me...IGNORED. Arghh!!! They are just impossible to work with. Children think alike. Those useless group discussions! They just chat and chat and chat among themselves + EAT. Hellooo!!!! It's a discussion...so discuss already!

Plus, during lectures..I feel like sitting with kindergarteners. They talk too much!


P.S I just can't hold it in any longer..I need to get this out of me. They are eating me inside out.

I want to read, write and be proud!

Assalamualaikum~

I haven't read a single book (English) since Twilight series which was about 2 years ago. I feel so inadequate. So lost. So speechless. I can't even write a paragraph without having to think through of the words I'm suppose to use. I'm taking too much time thinking than writing down words that seemed so easily popped into my head before. Now I have to find the words that I know I had it right at the back of my head. It is so frustrating knowing that what you've been working for all these years are beginning to vanish itself in thin air. You are so helpless that you can only watch it happens without having the chance to grasp them tight so that you could stop them from doing just that. I realize quite clearly that I am not as good as an author of a bestselling book but I have to know that I can at least have the words that I've been using all this years right there up in my small lazy brain. Connect those neurons! Help me search the things that I've lost...Memory fading, body not responding! White flag!


P.S: This entry is full of useless blabber... One sentense don't always have connections with the others. They are of different perspectives/topics...