*GRINNING*

Assalamualaikum...

Sadly, I can't put a smiley in the title. I really want to put a smiley with the big grin. That's what I want to give everyone right now. I feel so blessed. I feel so grateful. I want people to feel the way I feel right now. Hmm..

I've officially completed the second semester of medicine. And now that all the results are out, I am relieved as exam week went not as good as I expected it to be. I had to pinch and slap myself on the face to stay awake. So much to read, understand and remember all those medical terms, mechanisms, chemical reactions, enzymes, etc...yet so little time.

To those who passed the exam, congratulation! To those who haven't yet pass the exams, don't worry...you still have second chance. Do well! Don't despair and never lose hope~ Mistake is the best teacher. Failure is not the end of the world *saye penah tulis ayat ni, xpe la mengulang eh?*

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Selame ni, saye teragak2 nak menulis tentang results, exam, her segala macam. Saye risau ade yang terase, ade yg tersinggung, mungkin ade juga yang katekan saye riya' takabur. Biase la kn, ade yg do well in exams and ade yang tersadung sikit, and ade jugak yang terjatuh trus ke tanah. Saye xkate saye cemerlang dlm pelajaran, mungkin blum penah her, blum penah remed...dan jelas skali saye xpaham perasaan orang yang penah kne/slalu kne her. Dengan blok yang sedang berlangsung pon xterurus, tibe2 kne her/remedial blok yang lepas. Lagi xkeruan kalo saye berade dlm tempat korg. Bukan bermaksud saye xkn rase perasaan kne her/remed, maybe one day I will...tapi saye doakan kite sume xperlu amek her sume tu.

Secare umumnye, kegagalan itu bukan bermaksud untuk menjatuhkan kite tetapi untuk menguji kekuatan/kemampuan kite untuk bangkit kembali setelah terjatuh tersadung dalam perjalanan untuk berjaye. Kite perlu kate2 semangat dari org lain, support, sokongan padu...tapi jgn bergantung harap pade itu sahaje. Timbulkan rase mau bangkit kembali itu dalam diri kite sendiri dulu, barulah wujud asas/dasar/basic/akar kepada ape yang kite nk bine/tubuhkan/capai. Kalo dh mmg xleh sgt, try fikirkan mase depan kite, ape yang kite nmpk? Di mane kite waktu tu? Cmne carenye kite nk capai mase depan yg kite bayangkan tu?

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Saye dh tersasar jauh dari ape yg saye nk tulis pada awalnye but it's okay... Ape yg saye nk sampaikan awalnye dh jadi kurang penting/xpenting lgsg.

Walaupun saye bukan pemberi kate2 semangat yg berjaye tapi just know that I've tried. Hope that ape yg saye bebelkan di atas memberi kesan positif kepade at least seorang di luar sono kalo bukan berpuluh2.

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Ramadhan bakal menjelma. Marilah kite menyambut kedatangan Ramadhan dengan tangan dan hati terbuka. Bulan untuk kite mengajar diri utk menahan nafsu. Bulan pahala amalan kite dilipatgandakan.

xawal sgt kn? :)

Selamat menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak!!!

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Happy holidays! Kepada yg pulang ke rumah masing2, sampaikan salam saye kepada parents anda *mcm la saye knal mereka*. Have a safe flight.

*Awal2 saye tulis entry ni, saye tgh happy...but di pertghan saye jd unhappy~ :'( *