Differences..

Assalamualaikum~

Haaa, just now I was watching this malay drama and it got me thinking. Is this how men would react? Is this how women would react? It's not about the actors or the actresses. But the scriptwriters and novelists. Ok, I was thinking...is the script made by a few scriptwriters or just one? A man or a woman?

My dad once told me, men usually are the bosses in companies because they don't mix personal affairs with business. They leave their problems at home. So, I watched this drama and this main actor was in a bad mood because he saw his wife hugging another man at a hospital the day before. He slammed his office door and was mad at his colleague and yelled like crazy. Then, I was reminded by my father's words. Does every man act the way my father said? Totally separating work from their feelings? Or maybe some of them just don't fit the criteria?

Generally, women can't separate work from their feelings. It's a well-known fact. Sooooo, this actor's actions in the drama made me think about the script. Who wrote it? A man? A woman?

Actually, I'm exhausted! I don't want to know anymore. I don't care who the scriptwriters are. It's so hard writing in English nowadays. Hah! My brain is exhausted. Words just don't flow as easily as the did a few years back. Oh, the yesteryears. I'm so frustrated right now. Arghhh!

Bukan anda seorang..

Assalamualaikum~

Hmmm, I want to write in English today. I just feel like it. The mood is there, so why not..right? Ok, I don't really know what to say but I just feel like writing something.

These past couple of weeks have been very difficult. Day after day after day. Like I said in the previous entry, "Dugaan skrg ni makin kerap dan makin berat. Memerlukan kesabaran dan keteguhan iman". Everything becomes complicated and delicate. I have to handle it with extra care.

Plus the unwanted problem that most probably will be repeating itself until the end of time (ok, over! maybe just for the next few months or years). Again, depends on how I handle it. Honestly, I feel miserable! Vulnerable! Depressed! Pathetic! But alhamdulillah not to the point of hurting myself. I still care for my health. I eat (a lot!), I sleep (like a baby!). But sadly every waking hour is a struggle, torture. Huaa~

Silelah menangis pada Yang Melihat, mengadu pada Yang Mendengar duhai Asyiqin. ^-^

At the same time, I feel like the weight on my shoulder is gone after I chose to follow my decision. It's like I don't feel burdened by it. I feel very pleased. Because it's the right thing, kan? (I shouldn't be asking this question, it's clearly the right thing to do) I just hope it lasts and that it won't change anything. Moga2 dipermudahkan oleh Allah. Amiiin~

Ok2, I know...ape la Asyiqin ni merepek. Blabbering people to sleep. Ngehehe...

Oh Asyiqin, stop owing people already! =.="

Kawan2, sy bayar lepas elaun masuk ye!

Sorry~!!!

(seriously perasaan berhutang ni is like being backed into a corner.

The more you owe, the tighter you'll get crushed)

Ok bye!

Dugaan makin berat.

Assalamualaikum.

Tu je nak ckp.

Dugaan skrg ni makin kerap dan makin berat.

Memerlukan kesabaran (I have patience ok!)

dan

keteguhan iman (xleh lemah2, kne kuat!).

Q(^____^Q) nak kne tumbuk? AHAHA...

Huah!

Ok bye. Busy3, xleh blog banyak2.