Friday 23 October 2009

Asyiqin's Theories...

Assalamualaikum~

Today I want to share with you guys theories that I've came up with after *years of observations and analyses plus studies on 1000 random girls and guys from all over the world. These theories are not inclined to any specific subjects or fields. They are just theories from many aspects of life. Ahhaha..so here~

Asyiqin's Theories
1. One will never or seldom realize someone's existence until those involved are properly introduced. Once they know the other person's name/info or at least get familiar with his/her face, therefore one will always bump into or see him/her and realize that the other person is always there wherever you are.

2. One will always have a connection with at least one person of his/her friend's friends.
The term 'friend' is subjective. Different people consider differently for someone to become friends. So it doesn't matter whether you are great friends or so-so friends or enemies as long as you know the person.

P.S The theories above are not really proven to be true or can be applied to everybody. They are merely jokes I made. I, too, want to make theories like Newton or Einstein. ahahaha!!!

*Very true story! ahahah...IJK!

Wednesday 21 October 2009

My Current Craze~

Assalamualaikum~

Unlike the weeks before, this week has been particularly pleasant with a bit of buziness during the PBL sessions which were stressful, to say the least. But all the "mandiri"s really help conquer my mind and body over those uninvited and unwanted feelings. So, what I did during all those free time after lectures was..what else? Watching korean drama! There's a new drama just recently "debuted" on the 7th of October and I think it's very fresh and unique despite the religious belief displayed most of the first episode.


Very refreshing! New sides being shown by each of the casts...

The name of the drama is You're Beautiful and if I'm calculating right, today is the day the fifth episode being aired. But clearly I have to wait a little later for me to be able to download it plus subtitles will be out much2 later which a bit frustrating...nonetheless, much appreciation to the subbers who worked really hard to satisfy the kdrama fanatics (which includes me..ahaha).

I don't want to ruin the excitement that I know you all fanatics out there are feeling now. So I will skip with the synopsis of the first 4 episodes. *Actually I watched the 3rd n 4th episodes without subtitle..so I can't really tell how the story goes, I just assume things go my way..ahaha*

Saturday 17 October 2009

It will never be easy~

Assalamualaikum~

You see...I've always hoped to lead a simple life. But I know and realize that life will never be easy. There's lots of things to discover, to explore and to exploit throughout our lives.

I know now that I can't just sit around and play games on Facebook and chatting away with friends miles away in another foreign country.

In fact, now I feel so anxious every time I have nothing to do. I feel like I need to study or at least do something beneficial.

*Like always, I've been channelling my anxiety and restlessness by watching movies* Unfortunately, movies can't wash them away anymore.

I think too much and now everything seems so important and urgent that I have to push aside all those small things that used to make me feel better. I need to expect that my life will always be hectic and boring especially when I'm taking a course on medicine. Haaaah~

Like one of my friends said to me...I panic too easily. She said I need to relax and enjoy my life and not make it any more complicated. *My parents said the exact same thing* I guess they're right. I really do need to relax and take a deep breath once in a while. DEEP BREATH~ ommm...

Friday 16 October 2009

What the future holds~

Assalamualaikum~

Hmm..bile skali ade mase nk update blog...dtg la mcm2 idea dlm kepala ni nk tulis ape...
OK2...Seperti yang dinyatakan di atas...kita tak akan tau ape yang akan terjadi pada kita atau orang lain masa depan..ataupun lima minit akan datang. Saye ni mule la risau2 pasal ape dah jadi ngan dunia ni. Nak kuar rumah sorg2 pon takut. This world is not a safe place to live. I have to travel through space and land on the moon. Build a mansion there with my family and trustworthy friends *ignore the fact that we can't really live there because of lack of oxygen..just play along ayte!* It would be sooo much better if everyone in this world love and care for each other. Children can play without their parents worrying, girls can walk home from school, women can carry purses all they want. Why does cruelty has to exist? Why won't it extinct? Why do bad guys...and girls exist? Why can't we live happily together and don't have to ever think about anything bad happen to any of us? WHY? WHY? WHY? I'm 19 and I'm already worrying about the future generations...We just have to think..it doesn't cost you anything. Just think! Think before you leap. "Fikir dulu sebelum buang". Buang I'm referring to is the future... So just think!

When people don't think the way you think...

Assalamualaikum~

Ahhh...today was such a horrible disaster. I was expecting the obvious to happen and it had. It was so silly of me to even think of them as adults when they are clearly just a bunch of children wanting to play all the time. I just hope that they would at least accept some of my ideas but unfortunately and guiltlessly just shove them away and make their own decisions as if I'm not one of "them" (like I want to?). A whole lot of mature and acceptable points given to them with open heart and without an ounce of I-keep-things-to-myself attitude but they ignored me...IGNORED. Arghh!!! They are just impossible to work with. Children think alike. Those useless group discussions! They just chat and chat and chat among themselves + EAT. Hellooo!!!! It's a discussion...so discuss already!

Plus, during lectures..I feel like sitting with kindergarteners. They talk too much!


P.S I just can't hold it in any longer..I need to get this out of me. They are eating me inside out.

I want to read, write and be proud!

Assalamualaikum~

I haven't read a single book (English) since Twilight series which was about 2 years ago. I feel so inadequate. So lost. So speechless. I can't even write a paragraph without having to think through of the words I'm suppose to use. I'm taking too much time thinking than writing down words that seemed so easily popped into my head before. Now I have to find the words that I know I had it right at the back of my head. It is so frustrating knowing that what you've been working for all these years are beginning to vanish itself in thin air. You are so helpless that you can only watch it happens without having the chance to grasp them tight so that you could stop them from doing just that. I realize quite clearly that I am not as good as an author of a bestselling book but I have to know that I can at least have the words that I've been using all this years right there up in my small lazy brain. Connect those neurons! Help me search the things that I've lost...Memory fading, body not responding! White flag!


P.S: This entry is full of useless blabber... One sentense don't always have connections with the others. They are of different perspectives/topics...

Friday 2 October 2009

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!!

Assalamualaikum~

Hope I'm not too late..."Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri" to every Muslim in the world~

Still...I miss home!

When I Look At You..

Assalamualaikum~

Here's a song that I recently became addicted to...by Miley Cyrus (like usual..hahaha)

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a soul
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy...

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When I look At You I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars Hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I Know I'm Not Alone.

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like Kaleidoscope colors that
Cover Me, All I need every
Breath that I breathe don't you know
Your beautiful...

Yea Yea Yea

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you
I look at you

Yea Yea Oh OH OH

And you appear Just like a dream
To me.



Listening to: When I Look At You by Miley Cyrus