Wednesday, 29 July 2009

My New Routine..


Since I've been following my dad to work, I had to change my daily routine as there was nothing much to do during that particular period at his office. Luckily there's a television with Astro... But unfortunately, since it's located in an office building, there weren't that many channels to choose from. Basically there's channel 701(AXN), 702(Hallmark), 703(Asian Food Channel), 705(, 707(Travel & Living), 708(8tv) and 303(KBS World). These are the only channels that I can consider watching...the others..hmmm...they're either incomprehensible or just plain boring to me...

My daily Routine
8.45-9.00 : Arrive at my dad's office

9.00-9.30 : Breakfast

9.30-11.00 : Read newspaper (sometimes I read all but most of the times I just scanned through the headlines..hahaha)

11-12.30 : Nap time! Nothing interesting to watch or do...btw I sleep at 2 or 3 o'clock every night. So that's one way to pay the debt...ahahah

12.30-2.00 : Watch korean drama on 8tv..Solat Zohor

2.00-3.00 : Watch The Biggest Loser on Hallmark Channel

3.00-4.00 : Watch Ying Ye 3+1 (aka My Best Pals) on 8tv

4.00-6.00 : Watch ER..or whatever that's interesting enough that catches my attention. In between, I perform my Asar prayer...

What a bore....

How I wish I could be like her...

Yeah..I do wish I could be her...
There's a long journey ahead of me in order to reach that level though...


My obsession* with Disney stars like Miley Cyrus, Jonas Brothers, Demi Lovato, etc. is no longer a secret. Or maybe it is but I don't care anymore... Here I include lyrics for the song Inseparable by The Jonas Brothers that I just discovered not very long ago and I kinda like it...since I don't know what else to talk about so here..

Take my hand tonight
We can run so far
We can change the world to anything we want
We can stop for hours just staring at the stars
They shine down to show us

you know when the sun forgets to shine
I'll be there to hold you through the night
We'll be running so fast we can fly tonight
And even when we're miles and miles apart
You're still holding all of my heart
I promise it will never be dark
I know...we're inseparable

We could run forever if you wanted to
And I would not get tired
Because I'd be with you
I keep singing this song until the very end
We have done all these things


I would give it all
Never let you fall
Cause you know we're inseparable
I would give it all
Just to show you I'm in love
Cause you know we're inseparable


*It's not really an obsession...I just like how they have nice voices especially Miley...and JB have great songs!

Listening to: Can't Have You by Jonas Brothers

Friday, 24 July 2009



Today, on my way back from my dad's office (I had to follow him to work every day) I saw the most magnificent view. Since my dad had a meeting and finished late today, we had to return home a bit late at about 7.10pm. To reach home from his office, it took about 45 minutes and everyday we pass by all the tall buildings and skyscrapers of Kuala Lumpur. In the car, since I got nothing to do except looking out from the window beside me, I used every single minute there to appreciate all the splendour views and the majestically picturesque scenery of the sun setting right in front of my naked eyes. It was so beautiful that I nearly cried in the car but thankfully I could control my tear glands from excreting the easily flowing fluid from my eyes. Sadly I didn't bring my phone to capture the moment *great!*. Not long after that which was about 5 minutes later, I couldn't see the sun anymore. I just wish that I could see it every day. It was mesmerizing and I am thankful that I'm still alive to experience such thing here on Earth. I also hope there are less tall buildings here in KL coz they are blocking my view. I couldn't see anything but the what my dad said, the occupants of one of the buildings could only see the occupants of the next view, no scenery, no nothing! hmmm...

Listening to: Goodbye by Miley Cyrus

Thursday, 23 July 2009

Maybe I'm not that patient....

People always say doctors are supposed to be patient, caring and heartwarming...and sometimes I think so too. I possess some quality as a doctor but... It's just that I don't think that I'm patient enough to be a doctor...It has been bothering me ever since I decided on becoming one. Maybe it could be nurtured but is it 100% possible??? hmm...maybe, maybe not! Who knows?

Here's are some proofs that show how impatient I could be...

1. I can't stand when the Internet is slow~ I'd go crazy! *I wish I'm in Korea!*
2. I hate queueing...I would think of some ways to cut queues but I rarely get the chance to.
3. I can't sit for too long...even my body can't handle stillness especially during long hours of exams~ every body cells just go crazy and ended up hurting me! ARGH!! I hate exams! *somehow I don't see the relations but it's not a felony just stating that out, right?? haha*
4. I don't particularly enjoy waiting for the elevators.

Hmm...I really have to brush up my skills! MUAHAHAHA!!!!

Listening to: These Four Walls by Miley Cyrus

Tuesday, 21 July 2009

Too much free time...

Since I finished foundation in science not too long ago, my life now has been meaningless and I've been wasting time doing nothing and involuntarily gained a few pounds...I knew that I was supposed to do things that are beneficial and educational but there are too much distractions and entertainment tempting me every minute of my precious life here on earth. Today is 21st July 2009, and in less than a month I will be going somewhere very unfamiliar to me and maybe to most of my friends. I believe that we should have had the adequate preparation spiritually, mentally and physically to overcome inevitable obstacles and hardships. Although I realize that I lack all these, yet I am too weak to do anything to fulfill my missions during this free time. I need support and I need constant reminders. I really need motivations right now. I understand now how important friends are and how organization could change your lifestyle. People always say, "You never appreciate what you have until it's gone"...(something like that..I totally forgot the line...right me if i'm wrong!) and I absolutely agree coz you never truly be grateful for the things or the people you have beside you until they're no longer there. People always forget and I'm one of them! Ya Allah, help me find the light to the right path! (I really am trying so hard here!)

Sunday, 19 July 2009

I Got A New Laptop!!!!

YEAH!!!! I bought a new lappie!!! And I love it sooooo much!!!! (even though I haven't got the chance to explore or touch it yet!)... I absolutely have to take good care of my lappie and hope that nobody in this world would ever steal another of my precious lappies from me ever again!

P.S The first two laptops were stolen!!! They were physically in great condition when they were in my possession!

Wednesday, 8 July 2009


At last, my phone has arrived from Langkawi after centuries of waiting haha... It's external condition is pretty much the same despite being flown from Langkawi in an ordinary envelope... Yes, I'm not kidding. The guy sent it through the old fashion way. No wraps, no polystyrene(ahaha) protecting the phone from the outside world. Just plain old phone in a thin brown envelope. I'm not saying that I'm not thankful for the arrival of the phone. It's just's common human courtesy for one to really take good care of something especially others'. I was hoping for the guy to wrap that phone using something like a paper to at least lessen the impact from crashing into other things or maybe hitting the ground, etc. I never expect people in the 'mailing' business to managed them gracefully. I've seen movies where they even throw boxes fully covered with Fragile signs. Let alone one insignificant brown envelope...hmmm...I should never expect people to act like how I would.

*In this entry, I may sound ungrateful but I assure you that I have no such feelings. I'm thankful for that man's's just that I'm a tad disappointed coz the screen of my phone cracked even more when it arrived*

Listening to : Sorry by The Jonas Brothers

Wednesday, 1 July 2009


This is one of Jonas Brothers' songs that I can't stop listening to...."SORRY"
here's the lyrics...

Broken heart and last goodbyes
Restless night but lullabies helps make this pain go away
I realize I let you down, told you that I'd be around
Building up the strength just to say

I'm sorry for breaking all the promises
That I wasn't around to keep
It's on me, this time is the last time
That I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way

Filled with sorrow, filled with pain
Knowing that I am to blame
for leaving your heart out in the rain
And I know you're going to walk away
Leave me with the price to pay
before you go I wanted to say

That I'm sorry for breaking all the promises
That I wasn't around to keep
It's on me, this is the last time
I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way

I can't make it alive on my own
But if you have to go then please girl just leave me alone
'Cause I don't wanna see you and me going our separate ways
Begging you to stay if it isn't too late

I'm sorry for breaking all the promises
That I wasn't around to keep
It's on me, this time is the last time
I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way
But you're already on your way

Some said that this is the song that Nick Jonas dedicated to Miley Cyrus, saying he's sorry for their breakup. ALLEGEDLY!

I left my phone in Langkawi...GREAT!

This is the first time that I "lost" my phone (I lost 2 laptops before...people like to steal my stuff, I don't know why!). I didn't really lose it if the person who found my phone will return it back to me, right? (avoiding being guilty) My family and I went to Langkawi about 4 days ago to have a quality time together on the last day, we went went to a fancy restaurant near the Underwater World. We ate and ate and maybe absentmindedly I took out my phone(Sony Ericsson W910i) from a pocket and put it on the usual we talked a lot and I may have forgotten about my phone at this time. So when we were leaving the restaurant, I honestly thought I had the phone in my pocket...but I only realize that I lost my phone when we were about to board the plane...Just minutes before boarding, my sister called my phone to locate where exactly my phone was. And a guy picked up the phone, one of the workers at the restaurant. Now, he said he want to post it back to me! *HAPPY*

I'll just have to patiently wait for my phone to come thorugh the mail...

Driving Test Using Auto Cars!!!

My wait has not been in vain. I believe that someday I will not have to drive a manual-operating car! With all the clutch and brake and gear...I don't get them! But we'll have to wait for the confirmation coz this is not certain yet! End of this year...

I'm still a kid inside...

Remember when I said I love watching Hannah Montana and all those stuff on the Disney Channel? Well, I still do... I still love Miley Cyrus' songs...I still love The Jonas Brothers' songs! So, recently Miley and Nick Jonas (they were always in a scandal...I love scandals!) collaborated in making a song called "Before The Storm" and they sang it live in Dallas, Texas. I really love this song . If one really knows me, I'm not the kind to share my favourite things and all but I'll make exceptions. Here's the lyrics....

I know this isn't what I wanted
I never thought it come this far
Just thinking back to where we started
And how we lost all that we are

We were young and times were easy
But I could see, it's not the same
I'm standing here but you don't see me
I'd give it all for that to change

And I don't want to lose her
Don't wanna let her go

Standin' out in the rain
Need to know if it's over
'Cause I will leave you alone

I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing I'll never hold her
Like I did before the storm
Yeah, before the storm

With every strike of lightning
Comes a memory that lasts
And not a word is left unspoken
As the thunder starts to crash
Maybe I should give up

Standin' out in the rain
Need to know if it's over
'Cause I will leave you alone

I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing I'll never hold her
Like I did before the storm

Trying to keep the lights from going out
And the clouds are ripping out my broken heart
They always say that a heart is not a home
Without the one who gets you through the storm

Standin' out in the rain
Knowing now it's really over
Please don't leave me alone

I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing I'll never hold ya
Like I did before the storm
Like I did before the storm

Now...Let's Karaoke!!!