Too much free time...

Since I finished foundation in science not too long ago, my life now has been meaningless and I've been wasting time doing nothing and involuntarily gained a few pounds...I knew that I was supposed to do things that are beneficial and educational but there are too much distractions and entertainment tempting me every minute of my precious life here on earth. Today is 21st July 2009, and in less than a month I will be going somewhere very unfamiliar to me and maybe to most of my friends. I believe that we should have had the adequate preparation spiritually, mentally and physically to overcome inevitable obstacles and hardships. Although I realize that I lack all these, yet I am too weak to do anything to fulfill my missions during this free time. I need support and I need constant reminders. I really need motivations right now. I understand now how important friends are and how organization could change your lifestyle. People always say, "You never appreciate what you have until it's gone"...(something like that..I totally forgot the line...right me if i'm wrong!) and I absolutely agree coz you never truly be grateful for the things or the people you have beside you until they're no longer there. People always forget and I'm one of them! Ya Allah, help me find the light to the right path! (I really am trying so hard here!)